Here are some of the recollections from the meditation sessions … this post is in continuation of “next post…A bit out of sequence”
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Could see a group walking away in snow clad mountains while I was hanging on to the edge of a cliff (about to fall to certain death) … came out of the meditation perspiring and fully shaken up. Understood that people may walk away from me not necessarily because they do not love me or care for me but, because they have to get on with their work … that I should also learn to walk away from people and situations not because I do not love them or do not care for them but to accomplish goals in the larger interests of people and myself. Also, learnt that I have to accept situations; do whatever I have to do; and let go placing my trust and faith in the Almighty and surrender completely.
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Images of a dying soldier with battle attire fallen on the ground; lying beside him was his dying horse …
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Images of a young boy (felt like my current life son, Anish) gazing out to the horizon thinking (couldn’t make out what were the thoughts); I wasn’t too surprised by this image since I had recalled my current life wife Gayathri and son Anish as my wife and son in a past life as a soldier (in my second day’s session with Venu back in 2015)
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Images of a Buddhist / Tibetan monk chastising his students harshly for not understanding (don’t know what). Could make out that the students in that life time for three specific people in this life time that I had (still have) difficulties getting along with. Offered my gratitude when in meditation to these three people for being a part of my life in this life time and helping me learn my life lessons. Also recalled an incident from primary school in this life time where I had chastised classmates for not understanding the story-line and acting accordingly during practice sessions. Learnt that it is very important to be compassionate and empathetic when explaining concepts and principles to people that are having difficulties with understanding them.
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Recalled memories of paternal and maternal grandparents homes; recalled memories of great-grandfather’s bungalow … walked through all the three homes … remembered a destitute Grandma that was staying in great-grandfather’s bungalow - her unconditional and innocent love for people was palpably felt … also, became aware of the fear energies I had picked up at all these three homes although everyone was loving, caring and, I had nothing to fear!!! Let go of all the fear energies.
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Recalled two instances of same lifetime …
6a) Man (felt like myself) in a battle attire in the midst of battle outside a fort … running alongside the outside of a wall towards inner areas of the fort … fear/concern for safety of people and self was palpable …
6b) Escaping somehow from enemy soldiers … rushing out of a tunnel … was same battle as in (6a) … could see enemy soldiers dragging another soldier (felt like my son, Anish, in this lifetime) inside … felt relieved to have survived and, felt sad and helpless for not being able to help the soldier being dragged inside to certain death … -
Recalled several moments at primary school where I had felt fear and/or shame … let go of all the dis-empowering energies associated with those moments … offered my gratitude to teachers and classmates for having been a part of my life and contributing to my life …