A journey across lifetimes: Loneliness, sadness, Learning and Love

I would like to sincerely and deeply thank Almighty God and my Guru, @venu Sir, for showing me the path, teaching, guiding, helping and constantly supporting throughout this journey. Without their blessings and guidance, it would not have been possible for me to post my cases, especially this one.

This case felt truly unique and extraordinary to me, as it unfolded across two lifetimes with such deep emotional connections. I feel immensely grateful for the learning, awareness and experiences received through this journey.

Client details:

Kavya (name changed) Age - 49 years,
Female

V/A/K - 2/8/5
Dominant Sense - Kinaesthetic
Secondary Sense - Auditory

HR - 9/10, ER - 3/5

Theme - Sadness (due to feeling of suppression and loneliness)

Pain level before - 9
Pain level after - 0

Date - 9th May & 10th May 2026

Case History:

Kavya is originally from Kerala but currently residing in Pune, Mahasrathra. She is working in an MNC as SVP & Head - HR in Pune. She is the eldest among her siblings, and since childhood she was always asked to be responsible, as her parents used to tell her that she was the eldest and should take care of her younger siblings. During history taking, she mentioned that she feels as if it is wired inside her that she has to be responsible and hence she does not remember her parents ever playing with her.

She was an average student in school and college but is a hardworking person.

She had a love marriage and recently got divorced after 23 years of marriage. Since childhood she had learned to adjust and hence she mentioned that she always adjusted in her marriage despite knowing it was not right. Because of her son, she always kept quiet and suppressed her emotions. She is very close to her son. Recently, however, she gathered the courage to get divorced.

She also mentioned that she feels a strong connection with her son and her boss-cum-best friend, with whom she has worked for almost 26 years. As she believes in past lives, she feels that maybe they are connected from her past.

She also mentioned that the people with whom she is emotionally connected often leave her and go away. She recently lost her close friend to a sudden cardiac arrest, which left her grieving and with many questions, starting with “why.”

Even though she is doing great in her career, she always has a feeling of sadness and feels blocked, as if something is holding her back. She always feels that the right thing at the right moment does not happen, and this leads her to feelings of sadness and regret. She also mentioned that sometimes she is not able to speak what she wants to at the correct time, she she either hold herself back from speaking up or the realisation hits later.

Session 1

9th May 2026 - 10:30 AM to 1:00 PM

Stage 1 to 6 was done.

Session 2

9th May 2026 - 3:00 PM to 5:40 PM
Stage 6-12

Started with full body relaxation followed by Dave Elman progressive relaxation, visualization of a staircase leading to a garden and then happy moments, but she could only see and feel 1 happy/pleasant moment.

Using the boat script, I did the closure with loved ones, departed souls, people with whom she had conflict and then the ancestors.

Session 3

10th May 2026 - 10:05 AM to 12:40 PM

Hypnotic age regression with symbolic emotional discharge with EMDR. For this, I used the Ericksonian induction mentioned in the workbook. Started with previous day, last week, last month, last year, 5 years back, 10 years back, 15 years back, 20 years back, childhood and in-utero. The client was not able to go into the in-utero stage.

Session 4

10th May 2026- 2:30 PM to 6:20 PM (but after having post session conversation and discussion it ended at around 8 PM as she told me many things, about her feelings, description of the things she saw)

The session began with full body relaxation and progressive relaxation. Initially, the client struggled to visualize the staircase so I tried different visualization, a bridge visualization was attempted, which also failed. Finally, I asked to imagine and feel a tunnel of light in front of her.

After some time, she confirmed through IMR that she could see the tunnel filled with lights. (I know it takes lil time and patience for a kinaesthetic client).

As I asked her to imagine or feeling moving into the tunnel, her facial expressions suddenly changed and her breathing became heavy. So I asked her to take deep breathe in and deep breathe out, just focused on her breathing and calming her. And I asked her, what was coming to her awareness.

The client softly said, “I see a mine…”. So I asked her next, if she was in the same body or a different body, she responded, “Different body…(engram),” and further identified herself as female.

As the scene unfolded, she described herself wearing safety shoes and working inside what appeared to be a mine or tunnel construction site. She said, “I am not able to see faces clearly, could only see actions.. lot of work.. everyone is doing work..”. She saw workers around her in blue uniforms and safety gear.

Next I asked her, “you mentioned that you are in the mine or tunnel, so will you be able to tell me what are you doing there in that place.” She replied, “I am working there.. I work here..fixing nuts at a height.. standing on a ladder kind of thing..” And her expression changed drastically. She began breathing heavily again so I focused on her breathing and tried to relax her.

And then asked the client, “ I understand that there might be something that is making you uncomfortable but maybe you can tell me about your feeling or what are you able to see?” The client said “I fell down the ladder and I am crushed… No pain… crushed under dark mud… I think I am dead as I feel light and no pain. I can just see my body under the dark mud.”

After calming and stabilizing her emotions, she was guided toward another significant event of that lifetime. (I tried asking her name or any other details but she could not respond and neither she was moving towards light, so thought to take her back to a significant event of that lifetime).

The next scene that emerged was a marriage ceremony.

The client said, “Some event like marriage… I am taken away from that house… I feel like I am wearing a saree…”.

When I asked her about the colour of the saree and whose marriage its was.

She described wearing a red saree and mentioned it is her marriage. So, I asked her, “having known that it is your marriage, would you like to tell me about your feeling, your feeling of getting married”. The client replied, “feeling sad.. not because of the marriage itself, but because I have to leave my home behind.. feeling sad as being taken away from my house…”.

Next, I asked her about her age and she said, “ very young, maybe less than 15 years”.

When asked about her groom, she said, “ He is wearing marriage dress…taking me to his house..” she identified him as resembling her current-life boss and close friend, VM, though without glasses. She felt emotionally connected to him. During this scene, she suddenly heard the name “Maya,”(I of IDT) identifying herself from that lifetime.

Next, I asked, “Which time of the day it is Maya?”. She replied, “ daytime..hills around.. feeling uncertain.”

So to move ahead to another significant event in Maya’s life I counted from 5 to 1 and asked her to allow herself to move to another significant event.

When asked what was coming to her awareness. She replied, “bigger house.. i am in a house that is bigger than my house.. big family..could hear lot laughter..”.

Maya, maybe you can tell me the year, only if you could recall or know. She said, “I think 1920…”.

The Client found herself in a large house filled with people, responsibilities and constant work..

She said “Washing dishes… lot of people around… fill water… fetch water from well…”

Next I asked her about her feeling of living in that house as a married woman, knowing that there are lot of people. To which she replied, “Husband… I am not able to spend time… doing dishes… fetching water… He wants to help but cannot help… feeling of loneliness… feeling separation…”

Soon, deeper emotions surfaced and she mentioned, “I am alone sitting near a water body under the full moon night .. trying to find purpose.. I am not able to talk..feeling sad.. they don’t allow me.. suppressed.. people don’t allow me to go to my husband.. People creating differences between us.. sister -in-law is Gitanjali (present life boss and friend’s wife)..they keep me busy and do not let me meet my husband…I always wash dishes and big vessels (expression - irritated).

At one point, she briefly shifted into another lifetime, describing herself as a young woman with long hair sitting in a garden. Since the lifetime shift appeared abrupt so I mentioned that “lets bookmark this place, event and life and we will come to this point later, as of now lets go back to Maya’s life.” And I gently brought her back to Maya’s lifetime.

The next significant event was Maya’s childhood.

When I asked her about what was coming to her awareness. She replied, “Farm. I am in a farm..”. I asked her about her age and she mentioned 7-8 years. I said, “Maya, what are you doing in the farm?” The client said, “dancing.. playful..dark complexion girl.. wearing frock kind of dress..lots of friends..” She also mentioned, “this farm.. my father is working here.. it is his land.. farm.. I can see a house.. single storey house..”

When I asked her about her father and if she knows him, if he resembles anyone from present life. She said, “ yes, he is my father and smiles … it is Keshav (current life son)..I am sitting on his shoulder ..going home..he is wearing white dhoti.. It is a village..”

I also asked the client about the place, if she can recall. “Its a village..maybe somewhere in India..like somewhere in Maharashtra.. people wearing traditional dress like that…”.

She saw herself as a happy little girl. When asked about her feeling. She said, “Happy… happy child… pampered… father works in farm… I dance… goes and come with father…”

She vividly described her mother making jowar bhakri and mirchi thecha and she making faces not wanting to eat while her father lovingly feeding her white butter. (Later she mentioned that in her current life as Kavya she doesn’t not like bhakri or thecha)

The session then moved toward another important event in Maya’s married life.

Under a full moon, moonlit night, the client described, “full moon…moonlight..in a garden..small backyard garden like place…trying to climb a staircase.. its not a staircase.. a risky wooden ladder kind of thing..its very risky.. I have kept it outside the house..” She mentions using this ladder to meet her husband because family members did not allow them to spend time together.

Next she said, “Strong relation with husband… wooden ladder… risky ladder… some male members do not allow to meet so we meet secretly… at night…”.

She described their meetings filled with love but interrupted by constant household duties, interference and emotional separation.

Eventually, I guided towards the final moments before Maya’s death. The scene returned to the mine. Maya and her husband were working together in the tunnel. She said, “We both go together and work in mine..eat food together.. I am around 23-24 years.. husband is boss.. we all work in one team.. I have friends there..many people.. I see Shalini (close friend in present life, who passed away in mid March).. good friends..we work together.. work in mine…big tunnel…make tunnel..

Next she mentioned, “husband and others went on other side..they said its not safe the other side.. so we 4-5 women stayed here… at this place.. we are eating.. Shalini is eating with me…

So, I asked her that were they eating inside the tunnel or some other place, to which she replied, “inside the tunnel.. I got up to fix something.. Shalini is saying she will go and fix but I am telling her to sit and I went to fix something..So I stood on the ladder..up there.. fixing the nuts.. looking there.. and all of a sudden a gush of mud came… I did not flee… I fell with the ladder… under the dark mud… inside… coughing… could not breathe…”

So I focused on her breaths and tried to manage stress.

Moments later, she described floating outside her body.

“I am dead… I am feeling light… I see my body lying…”

She then witnessed people grieving around her body, her husband, Shalini and others crying intensely.

When asked about her final thoughts before death, she revealed profound emotional pain and unfinished emotions: “worried… unfinished work… thinking about father and husband… grief…”

As the soul journey progressed, she saw herself again sitting near the same water body under the moonlight the place where she (Maya) used to sit alone during her lifetime.

When asked what was stopping her from moving ahead in the soul’s journey, she replied: “time not finished… wondering… wishes, desires unfulfilled…”

Finally, asked her that what was she carrying from Maya’s life to the current life as Kavya and what was her learning. She said, “I feel loneliness, sadness… maybe I could have done something… I should have raised my voice to be with my husband… maybe I should not have suppressed my emotions… regret…”

(The feeling of suppression, loneliness, emotional silence, separation from loved ones and regret from unexpressed emotions appeared deeply connected to the client’s present-life emotional patterns).

After some time, the client eventually described herself moving towards the light and expressed that she finally felt at peace..

As we had bookmarked another moment that came from another lifetime in the middle of Maya’s lifetime, I thought to explore that and see if Kavya was carrying over the current feelings and emotions from that lifetime as well.

The client also confirmed using IMR that she wanted to see that lifetime. So, I counted from 5 to 1 and asked her to allow herself to go to that bookmarked moment.

Next, I asked the client what was coming to her awareness, and she mentioned, “Pretty girl… beautiful long curly hair… I am sitting in the garden.”

So, I asked her to describe more about the place, and she said, “It’s a big house, big pillars, white coloured pillars…everything is white..”

I asked her to tell me about herself and the Client said, “I am wearing ancient dress… It is like a saree but not exactly a saree… Gown long dress type..I am wearing broad anklets and some ancient kind of jewellery.” She mentioned her age to be around 20 years.

She also told me that she writes something with feathers and big letters, but she did not recognise the script.

So, I asked her what she was doing in that place. She replied, “Writer… I write research papers. I work for an older guy.”

When asked about the older guy, she said, “Intellectual master.. I write for my master.. I do his research… I write research papers for him… we write with feathers on some other kind of paper.. some ancient script, but I do not recall the language.”

I also asked her about the place, maybe if she remembered it, but she said, “I don’t know the place.. but it is a big house outside India… maybe Europe…People look a little modern.” She also mentioned, “I look at him lovingly.”

Then we moved to another significant event in that lifetime. She said more about that intellectual master, but she was not able to recall his name or even her own name. She said, “White shirt… he is wearing a white shirt. I am wearing a long frock…”

Then she saw herself in the garden writing for the master. She said, “I live with the master…. I work for him.”

After a few moments, when I asked her if she knew whether her master resembled anyone from her current life, she said, “He is VM (current life best friend- boss and husband from Maya’s lifetime).”

Next, I counted from 5 to 1 and asked her to allow herself to move to the childhood moment of that life. The client confirmed using IMR and when I asked her about her awareness, she replied, “I am in the same house… in the backyard, me and my elder brother.”

So, I asked her if she recognised her brother, and the client said, “Yes, he is Keshav (current life son and father from Maya’s lifetime).”

I was so amazed :thinking:

Then, I asked her about her age during that time and she mentioned 9 or 10 years. I also asked her about her other family members and she said, “I see my mother… she is my mother-in-law (MIL of current life). Mother loves my brother more.”

So, I asked her, “Having known that you are a kid of 9 or 10 years and stay with your mother and brother, would you like to tell me what you and your family do there?”

She said, “My mother works hard… my brother and I go to the Master. ..the Master is the father of the master (she was referring to the person for whom she wrote when she was 20 or 21 years old).”

So, I asked her about the Master, his work and what he does, to which she replied, “Ancient medicine… herbs… my brother and I go to study… he teaches many people…he is very knowledgeable.”

Next, I asked her about her feelings and she said, “Good feeling… brother and mom love me…my brother is pulling my ponytail,” and she smiled.:blush:

I tried to ask her about the year, but she was not able to recall it…but lil latter she said 1506..

Next, I asked her to allow herself to move to a significant event in that lifetime. So, I counted from 5 to 1 and she was able to see another event in that life when she was a grown up woman.

I asked her, “What is coming to your awareness?” The client replied, “I am writing paper…brother is holding a light in his hand for me.”

She next said, “They all say girls should not study, girls should not be smart…my mom is scolding me.”

I asked her the reason for the scolding from her mom and she said, “I don’t like mom…she asks me not to study..she tells me society should not know..it’s not good…so, I hide and study…I want to study.”

Next, she mentioned, “I love my brother….he helps me to study…there are old papers…he brings old papers for me to study…its in big font..”

I also asked her, “I understand that your mother does not want you to study and having known this, how do you feel? Maybe you can tell me about your feelings.” She replied, “Not good… I feel sad… angry… I am not able to say anything to her…also, the Master (young master’s father) does not want me to study. Master’s father and mom do not want me to study.”

She also mentioned, “Brother and Master (young master) secretly help me to study. I have lots of degrees, but I take it in my master’s and brother’s name.”

Next, I asked her, “Having known that you study and have lots of degrees but not in your name, how do you take this? Maybe you can tell me about your feelings.”

The client said, “Taking it as a challenge and moving ahead with challenge… I like to study…I want to be a famous writer.” I asked her how the young master and brother treated her as she took degrees in their names, to which she replied, “They love and acknowledge me. We want to marry (client and the young master). We look at each other and meet secretly… but he is not allowed.”

I asked her who did not allow them to marry, and she said, “Old Master, my master’s father….he says we are not equal…there is difference in society.”

Then, we moved to another significant event in that life of my client. When asked what was coming to her awareness, she said, “Packing and leaving… Master getting married… big wedding.” So, I asked her where she was, and she replied, “I am leaving… I don’t want to stay. Mom asked me to leave. she says it’s better for me to go. I did not tell anyone that I am going.”

Next, she said, “Riding horse, boarded ship… without telling anyone. Master got married… brother is also happy… can’t see Master with someone else… so I left.”. I asked her about her feelings and she mentioned, “Anger, sad… I am forced to leave…they are not able to protect me…mother knows and is asking me to leave and she doesn’t tell my brother that I am leaving.”

I asked the client where she was going, but she did not reply. So, we moved to the next significant event of her life to find out where she went. She said, “Port city… foreign land… walking to central library… very big library… huge library.” So, I asked the client, “What are you doing in the library in the port city?”

She said, “Big education hub. They are checking my knowledge… working there as Master (teacher).”

After that, she herself jumped to a later stage in that life. As the client was silent for some time, I asked her if she was able to hear my voice. She said yes, and I asked her where she was, to which she replied, “Much older… in 50s… hair white… live good life… I am a subject matter expert. I teach there many disciples.” And suddenly she mentioned, “You know, I see Anand (Kavya’s present life ex-husband) here.” So, I asked her where she was able to see Anand. She said, “He is also a master…he teaches here… but something other than what I teach.… we are good friends… respect each other for knowledge… committed to work.”

Next, I asked the client if she was in the same port city or some other place. She mentioned, “Same city… house is small, made of stone… bed is also there… made of stone.”

So, I asked, “Having known that you teach here and have lived here for many years, maybe you can tell me how you feel. Did you try to connect with your family?” The client said, “I don’t give up… I miss brother and Master… no, I did not try to connect… I feel lonely. there are many people, but I feel I am alone.”

She next mentioned, “Deep desire to learn… deep desire to give back… help… do not get short changed.”

The client also mentioned that they sit and eat together sometimes, meet after work, sleep in their own quarters… good friends.

Then we moved to the last moment in that lifetime. The client said, “Old… maybe 70 years or older… I see lot of people outside house… they are disciples… lot of people want to take care of me… disciples… they are sorry for me.”

Next, I asked her about her last thoughts and she said, “Desire to see Master and brother… thinking about them…” Then the client was silent for some time and I could see changes in her facial expression, so I asked her what she was feeling. She said, “Die in sleep… I feel moving out of the body… I don’t have a body but going to meet Master…” She also told me that when her soul came out of the body, she saw her body lying on the bed surrounded by people.

Next, she said, “I see Master lying on the bed… he is dying… he sees me… he is happy seeing me..brother standing next to him…” She later mentioned that she saw Master’s wife that time and recognised her as Geetanjali (current life best friend VM’s wife and sister-in-law from Maya’s life).

So, I asked the client, “Having known that you lived your life away from Master and your family and now after your death your soul came to meet Master, how do you feel.. Or maybe you can tell me about your feelings seeing the Master and your brother..”

The client said, “My soul meets his soul… we both are travelling to a place that I have been raised… my brother is the Master now… Master has no kids, so he gave everything to my brother and made him Master. Master, out of guilt, gave everything to brother… he is happy to see me… he is not letting me go… so we both are going towards light together.”

She said first they both went to the garden where they used to meet secretly, as that was the happiest place for them.

When I asked her where the light took them, she said, “Some place… I see clouds like snow… we are more powerful together… many spirits are here… no form.”

When asked to reflect about her life, she mentioned it to be a good lifetime. I asked her what she was carrying over from that life to the present life as Kavya. She said, “Desire to learn more… but also loneliness.” Next, I asked her what she could have done better in that life. She said, “Maybe I could give back more… express my emotions… things would have been better… but it’s good.” Next, I asked her the reason for taking birth as Kavya, whether she knew the reason and purpose for coming as Kavya, to which she replied, “Give back knowledge, make life better for others, make people stronger, do something for women.”

Lastly, she said, “Larger purpose. This life is to make her strongest.”

She said that she also had a message for me: “Everything happening is temporary and it is to expand you. Life is teaching. It is all in your mind. Power is within you.”

After that, I brought her to full consciousness as the client after such a long session wanted to emerge.

Later, after the session, she mentioned that she had clarity now. She understood many things. She also understood the reason for her fear of heights and back pain, as she had fallen from a height and debris might have fallen on her back in Maya’s lifetime. She also mentioned later, after emerging, that she saw her current life younger sister in Maya’s lifetime. Her sister was working with her.

The next day, I followed up with the client and she mentioned that she slept well and peacefully. She was feeling relaxed and was not having the feeling of a mental block. As per her, the pain level had reduced drastically to 0, and she was very happy.

For recommendation, I told her to meditate and read books and make it a daily habit.

After 2 days, she said that she could recall the place of Master’s life time and it was “Greece”. She also saw her brother from current life as a female and student in that life, that student use to take care of her.. :folded_hands:

I have learnt so much from this session. :folded_hands::folded_hands:

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I somehow missed mentioning in my report that before emerging her, I asked her about her feeling and she said love, peace and clarity so I asked her to carry this feeling of love, peace and clarity with her and spread it in her current life as Kavya and maybe she will feel more peaceful and relaxed now as she said she is having clarity.

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What an amazing experience to be a part of your client’s past lives. Not only have you managed to take her through all the steps, you have also narrated it beautifully, Priyanka. You are in deed gifted and wishing you touch many more lives so wonderfully. :clap::star_struck::clap::clap::tada::smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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@priyanka.bhu12 You held such a beautiful session as always. The way you guided Kavya with calmness, patience, and emotional awareness created a space where deep healing naturally unfolded. Nothing felt forced, every step carried trust, safety, and genuine presence. Your ability to stay grounded while gently guiding difficult emotions allowed meaningful insights to surface with so much clarity and depth. It was powerful to witness how compassion, intuition, and emotional alignment came together throughout the session. Experiences like this make me feel that true healing often happens not just through technique, but through the energy, care, and presence the therapist brings into the space. Simply amazing! We are blessed to have you :cherry_blossom::cherry_blossom::cherry_blossom:

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Wonderful Session dear Priyanka @priyanka.bhu12. Your calmness & patience throughout the session created a beautiful space for Kavya to heal inside naturally. Kudos for the changes from 9 to 0, this is What truly matters. Best wishes dear.. :smiling_face_with_three_hearts::heart:

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Dear Priyanka , it is truly heartwarming to read such a powerful testimonial…
well done …:+1::+1::+1::+1::+1:

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