Demo Session Spark
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Vitals: F - 30+ - 9/10 - 762 - 2/4
Pain Level: 10
Theme: Self-Denial
Case history
fall @ the age of 17 (2008) and become paraplegic (L1,L2 Cauda equina syndrome). Initially there is no hope, but nearly after 8 months i could barely walk with support, in fact it’s a medical miracle). Now my right leg is semi paralysed .
[See how from being so calm there is so much of agitation which is not at all her nature ]
[Stress Emerges ]
Water is everywhere
Its ice cold
There is light
[Mov]
[see all my questions are no leading ]
Im all alone
[acute stress]
Somebody put me there
THEY ARE THE PEOPLE I TRUSTED
Female
Same age as now…
[Isomorphic ]
They put me there
Somebody I trust the most
[That is paraphrasing ]
[she is dead because now there is peace]
[but I will confirm it and then proceed]
My husband tried to kill me…
[LT]
Im under water
I like water
I can see…
Im asking for help…
Somebody to take me out…
But nobody hears… because Im inside
I can’t get up… Im still struggling
Its icy cold water… the one I trust the most
Im his loving wife…
[Stress builds up and our primary goal is stress management ]
Im floating above…
Im free now!
Im white
[We can see all this reflected on her face…]
ITS VERY HAPPY
[LBL]
Going up to the sun…
Im finally free..
I want to be there… I dont want such a mess…
I dont want dis-trustful persons.
I see dishonest everywhere… I want to be there…
[PHS]
[see the delay in responses in which we can have fun!]
They sent me here
They told me somebody needs me…
Many people need me… go and do this service …
[now see the tears are flowing the outer corners of eyes… which are real tears of joy]
THERE ARE SO MANY MASTERS HERE!
THEY ARE LOOKNG AT ME…
They are LOOKING AT YOU
They are trying to make me calm… they are telling me they love me…
[F]
Lots and lots of things to do
I couldn’t trust anybody… but I have to… this is my xp…
Babaji is HERE!
[You all asked for this right?
Now do you know how it feels when they are here!]
[Priyanka smelled Jasmine, Dr. Preetha and Dr. Nidhi smelled Sandlewood, ]
ITS beautiful…
They want to let me know why Im suffering… I want to be with them
But its my duty to come here…
To remove all the distrust in my heart…
THEY ARE HERE!
White and golden aura
They are watching us…
They are giving love…
Many of them are here…
I want to go with them… but they are not taking me…
I dont want to be here…
I can’t tolerate the pain… everybody goes through lots of pain..
Physical and mental pain… everyone is suffering
I Have not suffering….
[just imagine she saying this]
I can’t bear the pain of others…
With them there is no pain… only LOVE
[can’t imagine someone this selfless…. Despite her pain she is only worried about others pain]
IGNORANCE!
EVERYWHERE
[NOW THIS IS KMF, I WANT TO MOVE THIS INTO CLASSICAL PATTERNS OF MEMORY RECALL… TO ENSURE NO RESIDUAL]
[PHS]
DIVINE…
[going to childhood in that lifetime]
Its snow everywhere…
Im small
[this is how we promote I of IDT… Identification ]
Kashmir
Father , mother , small house…
Everything seems good…
I’m happy, enjoying nature
[Name]
Titu…
Im so happy
[Mov]
Im married
Im small…
16YO
Married to someone name starts from “B”
[Prasil in current life who died a very painful death and communicating only with her.]
He is an Army officer
I love him, but he constantly beats me…
For no reason he is throwing his stress on me and beating me…
[same as what mother was doing in this life]
18YO…
[F]
He didn’t like me
He wants to get rid of me…
He needs other one
He constantly abuse me and get rid of me…
I suffered a lot
I didn’t do anything wrong
[now stress is emerging… my 1st priority is stress management ]
He killed me…
He put me in the ice cold water…
He tied my legs to a rock and put me in water…
I can see fish… I love them…
They are helpless
I’m flying… Im flying…
Im freeeeee…. Free from everything
[See we came back to the same scene from where we started… ]
[Now we finished I and D, Identification and dis-identificaotin from IDT… next is T]
[T for transformation, the resolution ]
[LT]
I HATE HUMANS
I m loving person, I love everyone.. but they don’t
I didn’t get justice
[CO]
I have to trust
[Res]
Feeling suffocated…
I couldn’t bear the pain…
[Coughing… rejecting… denying ]
Kids…
Kids…
Suffering
Every kids
I have to do something for them…
I have to take care of them
I have to take care of them
I dont have courage
I have to take care of them
They know nothing, we are making them demons…
Criminals… rapists… but they are angels…
This is what I need to do in this lifetime…
That is why… that is why they give me pain… mother
Father
They deserted me.. I m all alone
[F]
Masters
They are constantly in my dreams. They give me directions
But I can’t do that
Im helpless..
Im weak…
[CO]
FEAR to love
[Affect]
I couldn’t do my work…
With children’s…
Every children’s
They are my responsibility…
[I can end it here, but Im not satisfied… ]
Educate the parents….
There is darkness…
They have gone…
There is darkness everywhere, I want light…
[this is how you tap into PHS]
[can you see how as therapists we can navigate her consciousness to be where we want]
[Res]
Educate the parents
[this feeling Im looking for will be the compass for her life]
Great and I can go back!
To the world of love…
[Im still not satisfied, I want her to be happy here]
Awareness
Awareness of parents
Take care of their children
[this goals is still very big… I want her to be happy now… ]
Darkness
[what makes you come back to this darkness]
Confused
[Lets work on this]
I didn’t trust the masters
[see now her voice is so feeble even I can’t hear it ]
I ignored them
Constant misery
I couldn’t talk
[cause ]
Fear
Im weak
My body is weak…
[are you your body?]
NO
Now I understand…
About many things…
I have ignorances…
I ignored my intuitions…
They are helping me…
The divine…
[there is a conflict between wanting to do something great and also feeling weak]
I didn’t get justice
Right shoulder paining…
Im taking too much of others pain….
[is it necessary to take this pain?]
No
[Res]
I have things to do
[now there could be exhaustion, not sure how much time we’ve spent ]
Want to emerge
[so emerging… ]
Next day demo client presented the following to the spark batch
[Pain level reported to next day: 0]
“All these days what I thought is a curse, was actually its a blessing.”
it’s like re-reading and re-realising new insights