Fear of Failure Connected to Past life death - Part II


After the first PLRT sessions client came back with themes of fear, disgust and guilt. The subsequent sessions were conducted to help resolve these. Please read Part I for reference.

10/10/2024
In the first session of follow up he sees himself as a fisherman, from adolescence till old age living in the same place, doing the same thing, the routine is catching fish, selling it and eating what is left. He is bored of this life and ends it by jumping off the cliff by the beach where he would go fishing.
Last thoughts: Why? Sees a bloodied body as he float above.
LBL: Meets Narada muni, he asks him why he did this?(Ending life), sees cosmos after that… He gets a message that he should just live, go with the flow…
3…2…1…
Past Life #2
He is a toddler, it is 1800s, feels it is in Greece.
Childhood was peaceful, lived with his parents, he was happy
Age 8: He sees an unsettling face… It is very unsettling
T: Breathing from your abdomen, deep, long, comfortable breaths… Breathe in and out… See if you can recognize this unsettling face…
C: Yes, it is the ex husband of his mother’s sister…
T: What happens next?
C: He injures me badly, blood everywhere…
T: Remember you are only visiting this memory… Do you know why he hurt you?
C: He was fighting with my parents for land… I got injured in the process… I may be dead… I see light
T: Floating above to see what happens to the body…
C: I am taken somewhere… Something like a hospital… I am not dead…
T: Very good… Let us go to the next significant event…
C: I have recovered, I am living a normal life…
T: As I count from 3 to 1, go to the next significant event
C:A tree is being cut
T: What does this tree mean to you? Do you see yourself?
C: I am around 30 years old… I work on trees, I make things from trees…
T: Nice… What is your life like?
C: It is comfortable, nice house, good family.
T: Who are in your family?
C: Parents, wife, kids
T: Do you recognize any of them?
C: No…
T: Counting 3…2…1… Go to the next significant event
C: There is fire… I lose my parents to the fire… It is an accident… I am about 40 years old…
T: I understand it is stressful… Breathing deeply from your abdomen… Float above to see it…
C:I do not see anything…
T: Ok go to the next significant event…
C: I see blood everywhere… It is coming from my body… I am dead…
T: Remember you are visiting a memory… Do you know how you died?
C: Yes… that man with that unsettling face killed me
T: Do you know why?
C: It is a fight… For land… He killed me…
T: Do you have any last thoughts?
C: Indicates No with IMR
T: Do you have any lessons from this life that you want to share?
C: IMR no
Floats above…

LBL:
T: What do you see?
C: Light everywhere… Like the Sun…
T: If you have any questions you want to be answered you may ask
C: IMR no, says just wants the warmth of the sun, wants to stay there. I let the client to let me know when he is ready, after a few minutes, indicates with IMR yes.

T: What do you see?
C: A sage in dull saffron robes
T: Do you recognize the sage?
C: That is me
T: Very good… How old are you?
C: Not sure… Above 50?
T: Ok… Do you see anything else?
C: I see the cosmos from my third eye…
T: Beautiful…Is there anything else?
C: IMR no
T: Ok… 3…2…1… Go to the next significant event in that life…
C: No time… Nothing… Just the cosmos… I am sitting in meditation position… I am in trance… There is cosmos… I see only cosmos until I leave my body… I am with cosmos…

Session #5 15/10/2024
Client comes back saying there is still fear and guilt and wants to explore more… Says he sees faces mocking him…
Affect bridge of fear and guilt.
T: What do you see?
C: A temple… I see Padmanabha swamy temple…
T: beautiful… What are you doing?
C: I am dancing in the temple… In bliss… I am happy…
T: Are you able to see your body? How old are you?
C: I am a young man… In dhoti… I am dancing…
Client winces…
T: What happened?
C: I see an eyeless being starting at me in the temple… It looks like someone pulled out the eyes and there are only sockets left…it is looking at me… I start running…
T: breathing in and out, remember you are protected… We prayed and invoked for masters presence in the beginning… What does this eyeless being mean?
C: It comes up everytime I am happy or peaceful… It shows up randomly…
T: Do you know what it wants?
C: I am not enough
T: Not enough in what sense?
C: I am not good…
T: Do you know the source of this feeling?
C: I see a man with hairstyle like a priest being stabbed by a sword
T: Do you recognize this priest?
C: My father from this life
T: What happens next?
C: I do not see anything
T: Do you know who stabbed him?
C: IMR no
T: How are you related to this priest?
C: I don’t know…
T: Ok…3…2…1… Go to the next significant event…
C: I am farming… I am a farmer…
T: What do you grow?
C: Some grain…
T: Does any place name come to you? What is your name?
C: IMR no
T: Is there anyone in your family?
C: My wife and kids…
T: Look into their eyes… Do you recognize them?
C: IMR no
T: 3…2…1… Go to the next event in your life…
C: I am having a meal… I think my meal is poisoned…
T: Breathing deeply from your abdomen… Relaxing your body and mind… Remember you are visiting a memory… Do you know how it was poisoned?
C: It was on purpose… To kill me…
T: Do you know who did it?
C: I don’t know
T: Do you know why they did it?
C: I don’t know
T: What happens next?
C: I am dead…
T: Any last thoughts?
C: I am carrying guilt and the fear of being poisoned… Aversion to food…
T: Float above…
C: IMR yes
T: What do you see?
C: I am with the light…
T: Do you have any messages from the light?
C: Just live…
T: Do you want to spend more time with the light?
C: No… want to come back

Emerged

9/11/2024

Sachin wanted to remove excessive guilt and wanted a session in hypnotherapy, I facilitated it based on the instructions in the Handbook for therapists” for childhood trauma and anxiety.

Verbatim from Sachin after 2 days of the session - “I did not know who I was or what I was doing, since end of August, I know that I am a person… I still have to overcome a few thoughts and better control my mind, and I know I will.”

Parents have realized their limitations in the upbringing and are actively looking to reform.

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