RG, F, 12+, 7/10, 2/5, K (Primary), V (Sec) Fear of losing Loved ones (8/10).
The kid has vision of losing loved ones. She has had anxiety attacks related to the same feeling. She also had visions of losing loving friends.
Stages 1-9 completed on 24 Aug 2023. (6pm to 8:30pm)
Theme was finalized to Fear of losing loved ones . She also complained of Scopophobia (Fear of always being watched).
The same was followed by reframing. She was not able to go to any painful memories. We tried later to go to happy memories, but she was not able to visualize any happy memories either.
I felt that the trans was not proper so, she was not able to visualize much in this session.
On 25 Aug 2023 we planned another session. (10am-12:50pm)
We started with a prayer.
I restarted with stages 1-9 but kept them brief. IMR was established.
Stage 10 was initiated.
The Client was asked to relax and using Dave Elman technique the relaxation was deepened. More time was spent on deepening the relaxation. ( The induction and trans was quicker this time )
The Client was asked to visualize a garden which she was easily able to and then was requested to go to the Cliff to perform reframing.
She was able to go to the Cliff and reframing was performed successfully. She was able to see all painful memories and was able to remove them from her system.
Then she moved on to Happy memories and was able to visualize three happy memories.
In one of the happy memories the client was enjoying a chocolate cake and I too felt the taste of the cake.
Post this I started the exploration of the theme.
C- Client; T-Therapist
T- We will go the place in childhood where you felt the fear of being constantly looked at or the fear of losing a loved one. When I could from 3-1, you will go to that memory.
3-1
What comes to your awareness.
Client is moaning,
What do you see RG?
Moaning continues
What do you see?
Papa has gone to office, Didi has gone to school, I did not go to school as it was a Saturday. When I got up from sleep there was no one at home.
Where are you?
At home
How old are you?
Second grade
How did you feel?
Terrified
Would you like to know where this pain is arising from your past life?
Nods in yes.
How much is the pain?
4
When I could from 3-1 we will increase the pain two times.
3-1
Client starts crying and moaning
Breathe, Breathe. Its OK.
Please Listen to me.
We will use this pain as a bridge to go in the life where this pain started.
When I count from 10-1 you will go in the life of origin of this pain.
10-1
You are there RG.
What comes to your awareness?
We live in a huge house. Me, Dad and Mummy
How old are you?
10
What is your name?
Ann
Which country do you live in?
We are in Germany.
Do you know the year?
No
What are you doing right now?
Me and my family are hiding.
Hiding from?
Nazis
How do you feel?
I am not their child, I am a Jew, they adopted me, they are not Jews
What are you doing there?
We do not have anything to eat.
Do you recognize your adopted parents?
GXXi, GXXi
Who is GXXi ( elder sister in current life )
She is my mother.
Who is your father?
I do not know.
When I count from 3-1 you will go to next significant moment in this life.
3-1
What come to your awareness?
Starts Crying very badly
Breathe, Breathe.
It is a past life.
You can float above your body, breathe.
Crying continues
Breathe, it is a past life.
Tell me what happened
Crying Maa, Maa
Something happened to GXXi
Meri wajah se (Because of me)
They hung her, Continues to cry
Where are you RG?
When I count from 3-1 you go to next significant moment in this life.
Breathe
3-1
What comes to your awareness?
I am dead.
How did you die?
My father killed me.
How?
Using a kitchen knife.
Why did he kill you?
I was the reason Gxxi was killed.
Do you recognize the father from the current life.
Kusala
Someone from school
( Post regression she informed that the father was one of the friends of her elder sister from current life, who the elder sister had lots of issues with )
Where are you?
I am near the table.
Have you left your body?
NO
When I count from 3-1 you will go to the moment where you leave your body
3-1
Where are you?
What comes to your awareness?
Gxxi
I am free.
Where are you?
In a black room.
When I count from 3-1 you will meet your spirit guides
I am with my spirit guides.
What are you seeing?
Durga Maa
You can see Durga Maa. What is she saying?
What is Maa saying?
She is not saying anything.
What is the purpose of this life?
Be fearless.
Be Fearless?
Nods.
Fill in all the light, healing and energy from Maa in your body.
Stay for some time with Maa.
Breathe the fearless energy in your body and know you can have it anytime you need it in your life.
Something else comes to your awareness?
Would you like to go to another life to get further answers?
No
What comes to your awareness?
Maa helped me by being there with me.
Do you know why do you have this fear of losing loved ones now?
Nods in Yes
Do you have that fear anymore?
Nods in No
So, what we will do is leave all this fear of past life in past life.
YES
Leave all that is past in past and carry only the power of Maa Durga in this life.
All the pains anxiety will be left in the past life.
What is the purpose of this life?
Client was Quiet
Where are you?
Garden
Thinking of my purpose.
C Face every challenge.
C Face every challenge.
T Face every challenge?
C Face every challenge.
Do you want to be in garden for some time?
No
When I count from 1-10 you will come to this life, this body.
When you come back you will bring with you the power of Maa Durga and leave the fear of losing loved ones in the past life.
1-10
Client comes out of trance.
A third Session was conducted on 31 Aug 2023 at 10AM
C: The pain has decreased from 8 to 1.
Now I do not feel anxious when my parents go out of the house.
I use to have tics previously whenever I use to get anxious. Surprisingly, they have disappeared after the session.
Thanks a lot.
am speechless !
