Heal Thyself - Experiencing true peace

Name: Ms. Jeeva (Name Changed),

Gender: Female, Age: 30

Profession: Trainer

H: 7/10,

Eye Roll: 3/4,

VAK: [4,7,4]

Pain level Before : 8

Pain level Before : 2

The client approached me after a very chaotic time in her family, after her first child was born there was unrest between herself and husband, there were constant fights and it was not easy for her, initially she wanted her husband to have the PLRT session from me and tried to convince him multiple times, I explained the process of Past life regression and how it cannot be done without total willingness of the client, she took some time and told me that she wants to go through it herself and she was very particular that she wanted future life progression as well. I explained the importance of healing the past before we went ahead with that and it shall be part of the process at the end.

Session 1: History of the client.

The client was very introverted and was having a very tough childhood with an abusive mother and father. Her friends in her college took advantage of her kindness, for example; by borrowing money and not returning it . She had a low self-esteem and the upbringing didn’t help much. She pushed people who showed genuine love and care away and naturally ended up with those who were toxic for her. She chose chaos even though she wished for peace. Even though she has been married, her in laws are not aware of it, she lived a separate life with her husband in another city, husband would visit his mother once in a month and would not discuss about her, she had initially approached the mother in law few years ago for marriage but Jeeva and her parents were insulted and sent back, she ended up marrying in secret later. Its been 1.5 years since marriage and now they have a child, but still in-laws are not aware of it. Husband loves his mother and didn’t want to disappoint her in any way; mother had told that if he wishes to marry her then he can go ahead but don’t have any connection with her after that.

Even though Jeeva suspects that her mother-in-law may be aware of the marriage because the mother-in-law is very protective of her son. Also has not asked his son to choose alliance even at the age of 35. Her Mother-in-law is highly intelligent with a lot of passion towards detective novels. She had discovered that he was in love with a girl quickly through his behaviour pattern in the past. It is likely that the mother-in-law might have the knowledge of the relationship and chose to not ask the question because of ego.

Session 1: September 4th, 2025: Therapist and Therapy introduction was done September 4th september for an hour over call.

The client was in constant contact and finally said she was ready for a session in October, took a few days more as I was moving into a new home which had a exclusive studio.

Session 2: November 5, 2025 : History was taken over call for 2.5 hrs.

Theme:

The Client wanted to know the reason for why she avoided people who care about her and attracted relations who would take advantage of her.

How can she have a safe and secure future for her and her child with total transparency, which is why she was desperate for future life progression. I explained to her that the future cannot be manifested but a path can be visualised for action to be taken from her side using the clarity she receives through PLRT.

Session 3 : Induction and Happy memories :November 10, 2025: 10 am

Client Arrive at my Studio at 9 am. We started the session at 10 am.

Used progressive relaxation and healing light

Took her to happy memories one at a time

Happy memory 1:

Client: I am playing with my friends, age around 9, I am happy and smiling.

(We moved further back remembering significant happy moments when she remembered somethings she had forgotten and was surprised how such old memories were still stored in her mind and wer popping up so vividly)

Memory 2: She got the news about her best friend’s death, she was age 7 and her friend was relocating to Bangalore from Hosur, and on the way she and her family met with an accident killing most of the family, the client did not get the news from her family but she came across the incident through a newspaper and friends much later, it had a huge impact on her.

She said that she avoided getting too close to friends from then onwards in the fear of losing them eventually, client was surprised that this came to her mind and how much this one incident had impacted her. We went through the moment to release all suppressed hurt. She cried deeply and released the pain. She felt level of relief after the point and reflect how that one incident created a deep impact on her relations then onwards.

Memory 3: She remembered a time when she was being scolded by her mother.

Session 4 : Healing the Past

Understanding that a lot of memories were suppressed from present lifetime, healing had to happen from those too as these have impacted her deeply.

Used hilltop technique to heal her present life traumas.

The client went through a deep and emotional journey, tears were dripping constantly, continuous stress management was done, a huge amount of relief was felt by the client after she pushed her box of painful memories into the sea.

Face relaxed and she was ready to move ahead.

Asked her to move back to the garden of peace and rest for a while.

Session 5: Lifetime 1: Being a small creature in a big world

Relaxed her even further and told her to move back in time where she felt very peaceful.

(She took a long time to respond, so asked her what she was experiencing after a long pause)

Client: I am looking at the stars in the vast sky; it is so peaceful.

Therapist: Can you see your feet?

Client: I don’t see much, I feel I am a small creature, don’t know what, but the whole sky is so beautiful.

(Asked multiple questions to understand what and where this was, the final conclusion was that she was small creature looking at the sky)

( She stayed in the state for some time, before moving on)

Therapist: Do you see a portal of light anywhere?

Client: Yes. left corner.

Therapist: Get closer to that light, enter the light as a portal.

Therapist: What comes to your experience.

Client: I am in my dad’s lap in an auto.

Client: The scene faded away.

Lifetime 2: Death of a healer - Blocking her gift through guilt.

Brought her back to the garden of peace and used another portal to know the reason for her low self-esteem.

Therapist: What comes to your experience?

Client: I am on a cliff along with a peacock.

Client: I am finding solace in the scene, I do grief about the thought of how cruel the ruler of the land is, burdening people with tax and providing unjust rule.

(The location was mostly around Karnataka Andra border district around 1600’s, this she took some time to come to remember)

Therapist: What has he done to you in specific?

Client: Nothing towards me, but I can see how he is amassing wealth from the public.

Therapist: Can you see your hands?

Client: Yes, I can see my feet too, I am a guy.

Client: I see people come to me, with great respect.

Client: I am a healer; I heal using herbs and my words. People are happy with my practice.

Therapist: Let’s travel to the moment of death in this lifetime.

Client: I am about to die of a disease.

Therapist: What are your last thoughts?

Client: Filled with regret, that I was not able to heal myself with my own knowledge, low self-esteem has creeped final thought “If you can’t heal yourself, how can you heal others.” I died with this feeling.

(Took her through the moment of death again and again, every time her pain and guilt reduced, she felt a huge relief, knowing the reason for her lifelong guilt was powerful healing for her, she had suppressed her gifts to heal)

The client felt a tremendous amount of peace and stayed in the feeling for some time.

Took her back through the entire life to find other learning and healing which would be required from that life.

Finally asked her to let go of any doubts or guilts she has and carry the gift of Healing to this present life.

(The client has been interested in healing with herbs this lifetime as well)

Coming back to the garden of peace, she stayed in a peaceful state.

(We had lunch after the session, she was saying how she was mind blown with the entire experience felt peaceful after a long time)

She also got a clarity that the peacock signified devotion to lord Murugan, and she was a very intense devotee of lord Murugan in the previous incarnation as a healer.

Session 6: November 10, 2025, 4 pm, Ancestral message and healing.

Started the session this time by relaxing her and visualising her journey slowly ascending from earth to another planet in another galaxy where she would enter a temple of lord Murugan. Used constant pyramiding to keep her in trance and asked her to visualise a circle in the centre of the temple, with herself in the centre, her child in the front, her mother, and her grandmother behind her.

When she was able to visualise this, asked her to gently turn back and ask what their message was for her.

Client: My mother and my grandmother tell me one message clearly, don’t wait for other’s approval or support, take care of yourself, and stand on your own two feet. Don’t expect any help or support from others.

(After this she went a bit more relaxed, she slowly dosed of for next 3 hrs)

(After waking up she said that this was the most peaceful sleep in her life, last few months she had a single night without terrifying dreams and anxiety, but today she had a dreamless deep sleep)

Session 7: November 10, 2025, 7 pm : Future life progression and stressful relation with mother.

The client wanted a future life progression as she wanted a certain level of stability in her present life as earlier discussed. So, we went ahead with future life progression for 30 minutes.

Asked her to imagine a pyramid with 3 floors, in the ground floor she saw what she wanted to manifest materially, in the first floor she manifested all the qualities like Courage, intelligence, discipline and mental strength she would need to manifest the future she desires and finally in the last floor at the kings chamber of the pyramid she could take blessings from lord Murugan himself for the faith to take the path to future she desires.

As soon as the future life progression was close to over, she wanted to know the reason for her relationship with her mother being stressful.

We went ahead with the question by opening a portal in the garden of peace.

Therapist: What comes to your experience?

Client: Me and a boy are fighting in a tunnel.

Client: We are both fighting for territory reasons, punching each other black and blue.

Client: My opponent is my present life mother.

Client: I hurt him badly; he is in pain and a lot of anger.

Client: Days passed and I was in my death bed and had forgiven him but he still had a lot of anger towards me.

(Went through the entire life for any other healing or leaning, it was clear that grudge continued in the mother to this lifetime)

The client had another question about her father and why he was having a sense of apathy towards her, so the client was guided deeper into relaxation and asked to open a door in the temple which led to a point where she was with her father previously.

Client: I see my dad, she is big and strong, respected in his tribe for his hunting abilities.

Client: I am his hunting dog; I am very loyal to him and therefore he would feed me with the hunted animal meat.

Client: I was incredibly happy and glad that I was able to be of help during hunting.

Client: I had a peaceful death in his arms.

(Went through the entire life for any other healing or learning)

Session 8: November 10, 2025, 8 pm.

The next question the client had was about her husband and her relationship with him, why they connected this lifetime.

(Guided her to trance again and asked her keep going back to a lifetime when she connected with her husband for the first time)

Therapist: What comes to your experience,

Client: I see a child crying at a distance. My heart is pouring with compassion. He has lost his parents recently and the only one taking care of him is a grandmother, who is trying hard to feed him.

Client: I am a young girl, beautifully dressed, from a respected family.

Client: I grew up with boy, we were are spending a lot time together. We grew close.

Therapist: Can you recognise the child?

Client: The boy is my husband in my present life and the grandma who was feeding him is his present mother.

Therapist: Lets travel to the next significant moment in life.

Client: My parents are looking for a groom for me, I am forced to get married to a wealthy and arrogant person. I am not happy. I am still thinking about that boy.

Client: The Wealthy arrogant person who I got married to treated me poorly, I decided to leave him and marry the boy. While leaving the house the arrogant man verbally abused me. I just left.

Client: Me and the boy happily, but the Wealthy arrogant husband still has the grudge. He is my present life brother-in-law, I see the clear resemblance, he has not changed one bit since the last incarnation, he still has the same attitude, some of his mannerisms are same too.

Client: The Grandmother was remarkably close to the boy till her death and was attached to him.

(We went through the life for any other significant event impacting her and saw none, she moved ahead with the next question)

Client: I want to know about my child and how she is connected with me.

(Travelling back to the garden of peace)

Therapist: You may be able to see a mirror, a portal in which you can know your connection with your daughter.

Client: I see a tulip garden, and I see a young girl and a boy walking and playing.

Client: The girl was my daughter in law; the boy is her son. There is a nanny who looks scary.

Client: The nanny was very obsessed with the boy and didn’t like anyone else being close to him.

(Therapist tried to dig into the relation with present life)

Client: The Girl(Daughter in law) is my Present life daughter, the boy is my present life husband, and the nanny is my present mother-in-law.

Therapist: What are the lessons from this particular lifetime?

Client: My daughter is back to restore love back into our lives, she is here mainly for my husband, her father to heal him. She is protected; I need not worry about him.

After a long pause and knowing that most of the questions were cleared. The client agreed to come back to waking state. We spent some time discussion and integrating all the learnings.

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We sat down in silence, the client expressed multiple lessons she learnt that day and the amount of peace she had felt, which was never felt all her life.

She still had a desire that future life progression can be used to manifest a stable future.

But with further reflection she realised that her ancestors had clearly told her that she needed to stand on her own feet with no dependence on anyone else and in the process support her daughter too. She had another great sleep of 8 to 10 hrs.

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This has been very insightful session for me as a therapist, the importance of environment, the importance of going through death moment and painful moments multiple times helped deep healing.

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