-As a therapist, we consider ourselves as a healer. But if the question arises- is the healer healed or healing- I am not sure how many will be able to answer that. I wanted to talk about my recent experience with one of my case studies - (Unresolved revenge bleeds over multiple lives - #6 by devithiagarajan).
In essence, J is a 27 year old female- married and a mother of a 2 year old daughter. Her relationship with her husband is a very strained one, about to burst. What J saw in her PLR session was that her current husband and her close friend were in a romantic relationship in one of her past lives, where her husband was her fiancee to whom she was engaged. Out of jealousy and anger, she killed her fianceeās lover (her friend) and her fiancee killed her. This revenge is carried over to multiple lives where her husband is sabotaging her love in every life. Closure didnāt happen within the first 4 sessions as she was not ready to realize her mistake. I let her contemplate and make some lifestyle changes for the past 1 month- like becoming more responsible, financially independent etc. After a month, again I took her into a trance state to see if things have changed or not.
Healer, which is me in this case- I am currently married but was divorced in my first marriage. My healing journey started 3 years ago, when my second marriage was about to scramble.
J knew about my divorce. She asked me before the current session how I healed after divorce. I said I didnāt think that healing was needed, until I was forced to realize that I was not healed. So, I advised her to heal before she makes any calls in this life.
J said she doesnāt want to divorce her husband for the next 6 months as something inside tells her that she is making some mistakes and she is not able to pinpoint where that guilt comes from. Either itās people around her to make her feel or deep within she feels guilty- she is confused. She has got a job offer and is ready to start her work next week.
This is an excerpt of her trance state:
T: At the count of 3, let us go to the place which is making you feel guilty?
C: Again I see the same palace. Vikram and Anamika are hugging each other. I went to the King (my dad) to tell about them. The king doesnāt bother. The old lady with me advised me to kill Anamika and I killed her. Then Vikram kills me. After killing me, Vikram commits suicide by jumping from a mountain. Before he dies he tells something.
T: Can you listen to what he says?
C: He says he has told his affair with Anamika to the old lady who was with me. But the old lady didnāt tell me in time before getting engaged. Vikram loves Anamika.
T: How are you feeling about killing her?
C: It is a mistake. I shouldnāt have done that. I loved Vikram. Out of jealousy and not letting go, I killed her. But they could have told me instead of talking to the old lady.
T: Everybody makes mistakes. But it is a wonderful realization that āpeople with problems should speak about it to the respective people, instead speaking to someone elseā. Are you ready to ask for forgiveness?
C: Yes, I am ready. I do realize my mistake.
Then she was asked to visualize Anamika and Vikram and ask for their forgiveness and she forgave both of them for not talking to her upfront.
Then we did cord cutting ceremony so that there is no energy transfer between the three people any more.
T: Let us ask the light about as your past issue is resolved, what should you do in your future to be happy? In which you have to make changes to bring happiness in your life?
C: The light is telling me not to go behind money. Money doesnāt bring happiness. To focus on physical and mental well being. Feed the birds. Water the plants. Not to go to work as this will lead to a huge loss in future. Just focus on my well being right now and be with nature as close as possible.
I took her out of trance and she felt very light. Got clarity about her future directions and free of guilt.
Now itās my turn to realize certain things. When I was divorced, I was made to feel guilty (though I donāt have any regrets about my decision till to date)- for not being patient enough (my marriage lasted for 11 months). This guilt I carried for a long time.
Now too, I often have the lingering question: maybe I am guilty and that is why I donāt feel healed yet. But for what it is I couldnāt find answers. So many times I went into a deep trance- I couldnāt find the source of guilt.
After this session I realized a very important lesson- if you suffered in your past- itās not that everyone has done some mistake in their past. It could be to help someone. J is my niece. My divorce was to help her from the immediate family and society without judgements.
Just like a brutal killing is to shake the conscience of the society, not to resolve the multiple revenge of past lives.
So, going back may not be a solution for some, but looking to the future could be- just as my divorce story.
Every session makes me more and more humble with the wisdom of the universe and how creatively it operates and brings solutions. Thank you so much Master Venu for initiating me into this wonderful journey. My heart is filled with gratitude for what you are doing through Amarantos.
