Stage 1-8
Name : Prerana
Date : November 19, 2024; One Session
Vitals & Dominant Sense : F; 38; VAK – 4/6/2; H – 9/10; Eye roll – 1/4
Client History :
Prerana described her major issues around relationship with husband, emotional dependency is a lot which causes her a lot of pain; she needs to focus on her career building but somehow it doesn’t work out well enough whenever she tried, really want to understand the blocks as well, to find certain purpose to work towards; and she is also very confused about having a baby at this stage of life, where its critical to decide for her sooner than later, as to, if she should have a baby or not.
She has varied issues related to above three life problems. Something inside me said that we need not pick any one hook and take masters support to guide the process. When I suggested this to Prerana, she immediately surrendered to the process and we both had tears in our eyes, I felt the presence of master in the room from that moment on (It was quite an electrifying experience for me, and later client validated the same, post session)
Note: Prerana has taken a PLR session before as well
Stage 9-15
Theme : Seeking Life Guidance from Master
Session Activities : Visualization, Body Scan, Dave Elman, Past Life Regression
Therapist (T): What are you becoming aware of?
Client (C): Am in the backyard of a house…. There is a huge pool… its clean…. Very nice house… nice place….
T: How old are you?
C: 28yo…. I have short hair… blonde… wearing hat
T: Is this your house?
C: Yes… am in the back side of the house
I feel sad…. Pain in my heart…. Am missing…. Am missing my child…. He was 4-5 yo
T: What happened…. Do you recall his name?
C: He died…. His name was ….Maybe Sam…. Am alone in this house now
T: Where is your house… what country is it?
C: Maybe Europe… Boston… London I guess
T: Around what time is it…. Recent or old…. Which year?
C: 75…. Some 75
T: See maybe you can read somewhere or it will come to your awareness
C: 19…. 1975
T: Okay…. Who else lives in the house?
C: We live alone…. My husband and me…. He keeps drinking…. In pain… all the time…. He has some business…. But he is sad too… we don’t talk much…. Avoid each other after the child death…. Both of us blame self that we could not do the responsibility of a good parent…. I live in my pain…. I blame myself…. This happened because of me…. I could have saved my child… It was my responsibility
T: What happened to the child?
C: I took him to the park…. And he ran to the road…. Met with an accident and died…. (Starts sobbing)…. (Pause)…. I should have been careful…. It was all my fault…. My mother-in-law also blames me….
T: Does she live with you?
C: No… she lives on her own…. Separately…. She keeps blaming me
T: Do you recognise her from current lifetime?
C: Yes…. She is my mother-in-law now also…. I don’t like her…. She doesn’t understand me…. She is non- empathetic
T: Okay and do you recognise your husband?
C: Yes he is Ajay (Ajay is her current life husband)….
T: Okay…. How did you meet him?
C: I was in an orphanage…… and was good in studies…. I went to an event and met him…. We met and dated each other…. Ashok makes breakfast for me…. I am happy
T: How was your childhood…. Early days?
C: I was in Scotland…. It was a beautiful place…. Am 4 yo and sitting with a friend…… we are sitting in the same room…. She is Parul …. Parul is my good friend in current life also……
T: Anyone else you recognise in the orphanage?
C: Yeah…. The caretaker…. Very good…. In current life she is my professor Kamini…. I wanted to become a doctor but I chose to get married…. Ajay said we have enough for us…. And I happily got married…. But now I think I should have continued my dream also…. I wanted to help people…. Wanted to become a doctor
(Pause)
I had fear of letting go…. I got dependent on him…. Got confused and chose to get married…. Am happy in married life…. But I should have continued my carrier…… Love is a part of life, should not be everything
T: I understand…. As you decipher this…. What happened next?.. What else comes to your awareness?
C: Am sitting on a wheel chair in a hospital…. Am old now… 50-55 yo…. Am alone…. Waiting to leave this life…. No one comes to meet me…. Am here since five years…… I lost my mental balance and they are treating me with electric shocks…. I don’t like it…. (Pause)…. I also feel bad for Ajay…. He got tired of me…… It was not his mistake…. But he never came to visit me
T: Anyone you know in the hospital, who is with you?
C: Yes…. I see Aniket… Aniket is Ajay’s nephew in current life…. Aniket is Indian here…. He said he loves me…. He said get well soon …. He wants to be with me…. He is good…. But I don’t like him in that way…. He takes good care of me…. We are of same age
(Pause)
Pain is sucking me every day…. Am lonely and I feel abandonment…. I have fear…. I still blame myself…. Never got better after child death…. I just want to leave this body now
T: Did anyone come to see you before you complete this life?
C: Yes… My mother-in-law came …. I thanked her for coming…. She is crying and saying sorry for being non-empathetic to me…… for disturbing me…. She is realising her mistakes…. She said husband (Ajay) is drinking all the time…. Everything got destroyed even his business (Translated to English)
I want same husband in next life
I am leaving my body
T: How did you leave the body…. What does your last moment look like?
C: No…. No pain…. I just passed away…. I can see everyone around me…. Even my husband came to see me…. Mother-in-law is also their…. Husband is kissing on my forehead
T: As you have completed this life…. What are the lessons from your higher self for the life?
C: We should not blame self for everything…. Many things are destined to happen……
- Could have taken care of other kids in world (after losing own kid)
- Can redo again in life
- Could have done more self-work, but not go in depression (Situation in lives are meant to happen)
- Could have trusted more in love
- Be in present moment
- In life, us, couple was so blessed (with abundance in life), we keep running after what we don’t have and don’t look at what we already have. We become victims. It was a lesson
- One step destroyed life, spoilt husband life
- Life is beautiful
- Just be happy – Jo hai, jitna hai, kaafi hai (Translation – What we have is enough)
- Everything is within you
- Stop blaming self, take lesson and move ahead, don’t get stuck
- That’s why you are sent on earth
T: Now as we have received a beautiful learning as a soul lesson from this lifetime…. Lets move ahead…. Let me know if you become aware of your guide or master
C: I see my master…. (starts crying heavily…. Unable to hold/experience the energy, starts moving back and forth)
T: Breathe Prerana…. Keep breathing…. You are experiencing this beautiful presence of your master…. You need healing and guidance…. Lets stay here…. Allow yourself to breathe and stay here…. Am here with you
(After a long time…. She controlled herself…… breathing heavily time and again)
Allow the healing to take place…. Heal in the presence of the master and seek the guidance you need
Let me know what are you getting aware of?
------------------- (Master message continued for a long time for Prerana, for me (Therapist) and for Prerana’s soul group that she is a part of, as well) -----------------------
Legend (for Master message)
Master message (P for Prerana) – for Prerana
Master message – about soul journey
M – Master
P – Prerana
SG – Soul Group (Prerana Soul Group)
S – Swat (Therapist)
Master (M) Message:
- We humans are blessed, we have everything within us
- M is asking to meditate more and everything will happen, need to know this and trust yourself
- M will always be there to guide, you need to slow down, relax and meditate more to connect with M
Master message (for Client Soul Group)
- Earth is beautiful. Still there are chances to get stuck. I will take you out
- Spread positivity, kindness, empathy. Good exists above envy, jealousy (SG Mission)
Your duty is to spread above message
Client mentioned to Master she doesn’t want to go back to earth….M responds – World needs you; it needs good souls like you…. You are needed to complete mission of the SG
Client: M is like a huge white ray covering earth from all dimensions
Master Message (Overall)
- Meditate, Go within, Deep. When you will radiate, this radiation will go to everyone
- Earth will then become a better place to live
- People are unkind……they are in pain
- Do good
- Don’t fear difficulty
- Stay strong, happy
- Acceptance of people as they are……be compassionate
Master Message (Swat)
- Do more hard work, more negativity will reduce – Then it will take even lesser time
- Do not stop yourself, rukna nahi hai
- Climate change will take 1 decade to get better
- It will become a better place
- Strong vibration in everyone……everything will bloom
- People will be more happy
- They are created with love, not power
- We (Master) created earth with love, its beautiful, it will survive and heal beautifully
- Take charge……you have to be firm
Master is sending blessing to you (Swat)
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Make a proposal. If you have any hinderance, trust your instinct. Do it.
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Proposal to Govt, you will get the response
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This earth will become more and more beautiful to live
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They will understand to cope up. We have the capacity
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Just go for it. Do it.
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People will listen
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Negative will reduce, positive will take over
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Do not get affected by negative people, or by any stoppage
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M will help, M is helping. M is helping those some people who have taken charge to work for earth (bida uthaya hai jinhone)
Master Message (Prerana)
- Now it will get better
- Graph will go up from here
- Discipline………don’t have fear of losing anyone
Master Message (Swat)
- A place name with K …. Related to govt…. Kolam…… There is a tribe…. Doing something good for environment…… connect with them…… they will guide you…… They are in love with nature…. They are begging people to take care of mother earth…… Ask Swat to google it
- There is an old male waiting for you…. He will help…. You worked in past life…… you were his child…. Or……grandchild …… you died in young age and now you need to come there…. He is waiting…… (Q) He is your strong guide…. And guru of that past life child
- How to bring good change for environment … You will find your purpose there…… You should then feel peace with it…… He is old
(Pause)
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You are doubting & waiting – Rohan (Therapist boyfriend) is always there for you (Swat)
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He is a strong blessing for you
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He is the one
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Just talk to him openly, all will get resolved…… Don’t wait who will do first. This is very important relationship
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You both will be together
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Miracle will happen
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Purpose of live is streamlined (with him)
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Extra: Your child will be a blessed child…. And will be here as a great soul (Therapist and Rohan)
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Everything is within us, never doubt…. Human have tendency to doubt
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When you raise trust vibration, miracle happen…. But we get negative
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When someone is angry, send blessings
T: Ask healing and guidance for relations healing …… One by one – for Mother-in-law;…. Ajay;…. Your mother;…… and ask about baby….
Master guidance for relations healing (P)
- Mother-in-Law- she is conditioned but will understand love. Give hug, give baby.
- Ajay – Give unconditional love and trust…… He is mine (Prerana)
- Mother – She has expectation and feelings…. I (Prarana) accept her and consider her now as a baby…… She needs you, she is sweet…. She has gone through a lot
- (Question for guidance - What about baby?) …… Go ahead…. Baby is waiting, don’t let it wait. (Question – What is the Lesson for baby?) Make child a good human……Things will fall in place
- Bestest things are about to happen
- Ghabrana nahi (Translation – Don’t be afraid)
Master Message (Swat)
- Your ultimate love is here
- Do your work diligently, then I will call you back
- You and Rohan should get married
- He has apprehensions about relationships…. You are not expressing enough…. He wants you to open up
- Your bond will become more stronger, he will understand
Master Message (Prerana)
- Now relax
- Just close your eyes and you can talk to me
- You are very strong
- You are a favourite child…… Master is your guard
Master Message (Soul Group)
- After work is done here, we go back to master and ask for other work
- We have to perform duties and then will tell next step
- Prerana told Master she wants to go to golok dham…. (M) – don’t forget your purpose
- Soul group lessons are 80% done…. 20% left but it won’t drain much now
- Don’t get attached, what is yours, is yours, have trust
T: How to progress on Spiritual life path
- Pray (Your aradhya, is already within you) and Meditate
- Spend time with yourself
- Get yourself charged: Pray + Meditate + Gratitude
- Always be thankful
- Don’t compare yourself
- Stay Close to yourself, you will find me, I will answer
- I am glad where you have reached
- Trust your instincts…. Do good, think good, help others
- Process of connecting to Master – When you close your eyes while meditating, ask master, please connect me to soul group and your question will be answered
Master Messages (Prarana)
Ajay is all lifetimes partner
T: Seek guidance for your emotional dependency in relationships
Master Message:
- He (Ajay) is not separate
- Prerana needs to have individual time, things will unfold like petals of flower
- Ajay is your part. Need to be more supportive
- Give more love, no expectations…… Lesser demands, what exists now
- Am independent why need anyone
- There is a curse, some duty needs to be performed
- For blind kids, donate clothes to blind children. Once. Do your duty
- If I (Prerana) love Ajay unconditionally his soul will get that peace
- Purpose of life is to give love and peace
- His existence is important
- Prerana …. I have some jealous feelings – for when am not getting something…… Master channel: That is not my soul purpose……. Ask it (feeling of jealousy) to leave, it will go
Master message (for Prerana Career)
- Work in hospital
- Counsel in hospitals
- Start as a volunteer
- City where you live in
P: said am feeling anchored in stomach (transformed state)
(Pause)
C: Buddha…. I see feets…. Very clear…. Shiny feets…. I see the nails…. He is sitting under the tree
T: Is this another lifetime?
C: Yes
T: Do you see yourself there?
C: I am a disciple…. I am male…. I see Ajay also…. As a disciple…. He is also male
T: Where is this place?
C: It’s a village…. Maybe in Bhopal…. There are huts…. Am asking for food……
T: What about your parents?
C: My mother is my current life cousin Malti…. She is my step mother…. Dint love me…. I felt bad…. Father is good…… he loves me…. But I don’t want to be here…. Mother behaved badly with me
(Pause)
I ran to Kushinagar to find Buddha…. I am very agitated in this life…. Missing peace…. And when I sit in front of Buddha I see brightness in his eyes
T: What do you learn from Buddha?
C: Detachment… he taught detachment…. To not have dependency on loved ones… he helped me so much…… Buddha stayed in our village…. He stayed in our village for some time
T: What is the name of your village?
C: Surajpur…. Maybe Sujanpur…. No, its Sultanpur
T: And what is your name?
C: M…. Mohesh… maybe
T: Okay…. And then what happened?
C: I was married…. I feel in two boats…. Am not performing my duties as a husband, I want to be on spiritual path…. Am regretting marriage as well…. I want to be with Buddha
T: Your wife…. Do you recognise her?
C: No….
T: What is her name?
C: Shohini I guess… but I don’t know her…. She is very nice…. She accepted me…. She cries sometimes… but she is very nice…. Understands my side
I left Shohini …. And went to search Buddha…. I found Buddha but I was unfair with Shohini…. Am in the middle of the forest…. And am in pain… I couldn’t be completely spiritual…. And neither was I with my family
(Pause)
I died…. Pain in the heart…. I dint fulfil do my duties……
T: How did you die?
C: I fell on a stone…. And head broke…. I left my body
T: Okay…. As you leave this body… what are some lessons from this lifetime?
C:
Soul Learning
- Balance
- Could have meditated and been with wife, and given her happiness
- Some injustice with wife
- Happy to meet Buddha – to learn detachment and attachment lesson
- Should always have your own space and spend time daily with self
Master returned:
Welcome Back
Master Message:
- Duties, unconditional love, compassion, positivity and wisdom are lessons
- Love yourself
- Taking care of your health
- Enjoy
- Do not get engrossed in materialistic things
- Experience earth and leave
- Choose wisely
- More you meditate, wiser you become… and all these are your choices
- Nothing can touch and harm you…. Just believe
- Money will flow…. Provide help from money
- You are sent on earth, you will get everything
- Now take rest
- Everyone is working with perfection. Peace will exist
C: There is golden light around me – healing light…. (Paused and healed)
T: Stay here in the golden light…. As you heal completely and deeply…. The depth of the healing is happening at the DNA level and you will be transformed fully and completely in the now…… stay here…. And breathe in all the healing light…. Long and deep breath
Master message (Overall):
- We are sent to make earth a better place
- Whatever we want deep inside, that happens, therefore change has to happen deep inside us… (then right things will happen)
- Purpose of life – Understanding self
- Don’t be selfish with loved ones…. They need your love… show them you love them…. They will be happy….then you will be happy
- M - Take rest now
- Prerana says – He is blessing me, can feel his hand on my head
And we completed with deep healing.