I am married for 15 years and have 2 beautiful children. Though I have a nice and caring husband and a caring mother in law I am unable to connect to them. I feel guilty, I don’t know why I have this feeling. I am not doing justice. I feel out of place. Scared to be with them. Even after so many years of marriage am not able to accept them. Please help.I feel like a cheater they are full of love I can feel but why am i not able to accept their love and give it in return. I feel depressed and totally lost. This was from a 34 year old lady who came for a session and easily drifted into beta state.
Cl : I am near a river. Am drinking water from the river.
Th : How old are you. What are you wearing. Describe yoursel f.
Cl : I am around 25.30 years old. Am wearing a nice green saree with a very big
Bindi, black chain, lots and lots of bangles. Now I am going home. I look really beautiful and slim. (she is little plump in this life so she was enjoying seeing herself tall and slim)
Th : Who is there at home what do you see.
Cl : My husband is there. Its a beautiful house. There is an old lady also in the house. Ah Chaa.
Th : What happened. Do you recognise them.
Cl : They are shouting at me. We do not have kids. No I do not recognise them
they are not in this life. He is beating me. He wants to marry someone else. The old lady is also teaching him to hit me. He is hitting me. Oh he is picking a huge grinding motor stone. And he hit my head. Ah its paining so badly. I am bleeding. Now I am dead. (Screams and Cries)
Th : Its Ok we are just witnessing not experiencing. Go to the p lace again and see your body.
Cl : Oh my body is full of blood. Face completely covered with blood. They are not
even scared. They are not wiping me. He is digging something. Its a pit may be they will put me in. Yes they are dragging me and putting me inside the pit. Now they are closing me. Cries!!!
It was very painful and tough. Made her forgive her husband and mother in law in that life so that she doesn’t carry it in this life. It took a lot of time she was full of pain and remorse but ultimately she let go the tough and painful situation the soul had gone through
It’s more than a year since I did this session and she messaged me that she now has very beautiful relation with her husband and mother in law and thanked me for she has actually started living only now.
