Client Vitals
Rina,F,51,5/10,2/5,V(6)A(5), Feeling of being stuck, Purpose of life, Karmic relationship with Dad and Husband,8/10,2/10(after)
1st session
7th Aug 2024 –Stage 1 to 8-1000-1200 noon / (10am – 12pm) 2 hrs.
History taking
(Below are the summary of I what we I gathered during our 1st session)
The client describes her daily routine, which includes regular exercise, coffee, work, and watching spiritual YouTube videos, highlighting her strong interest in spirituality and astrology. She shares a positive relationship with her family, mentioning her husband and children, with one daughter working as a lecturer, another as a doctor, and her son still exploring his path in life. She discusses the financial struggles in the family business following her father’s passing; a business that was stable but encountered challenges during COVID-19. Now more directly involved, she feels frustrated that her father hadn’t fully prepared her and her family to manage it independently. Her father’s death, caused by kidney failure after a coma, had a profound effect on her personally and professionally. Through therapy, she seeks clarity on her life’s purpose and aims to understand if her business struggles might have a deeper, possibly spiritual cause, particularly in relation to her financial challenges and life lessons. You explain that the therapy process may reveal insights beyond her initial focus and suggest that her subconscious may bring other essential aspects of her life to the surface, potentially shifting her focus to areas she hadn’t initially considered.
2nd session
9th Aug 2024–Stage 8 to 12-1000-1345 / (10am – 01.45pm) 3hrs 45min
(Here client was supposed to explore childhood memories but went to different realm straight away, below are the details of what transpired)
T: What colour is the light?
C: Yellow.
T: Is it only one colour?
C: The colour is changing. Blue.
T: Where is this light? Is it near to you or is it far away?
C: Near.
T: Do you want to go closer to the light?
C: Yes
T: On the count of three to one, you will be very close to the light. Three, going nearer. Two, very close to the light. One, being there in front of the light.
T: How do you feel being very close to the light?
C: The light has disappeared.
T: What more are you experiencing? Be able to speak to me louder.
C: Darkness.
T: How are you feeling in the darkness?
C: Meaningless.
T: Remember that you are always protected under a bright, beautiful divine light. No harm can come through. Only love and positive energy.
T: I will count from five to one again. Try to bring any childhood memory, either it’s pleasant or anything
(Did the count).
T: Share with me what are you experiencing?
C: Wings.
T: You have wings. Where are you?
C: Sky
T: You are in the sky. I want you to take a moment and look at yourself. You are with wings but what do you look like?
C: Huge wings. Heavy.
T: You have huge wings. What colour are the wings?
C: White….feeling very heavy.
(Here client looked as though she is in so much of pain due to the weight of the wings)
T: You are feeling heavy. Heavy due to the wings?
C: Yess
T: On the count of three to one, you will continue being there but the wings will not weigh you anymore. You will feel light.
(Did the count)
T: Share with me what comes to your awareness and what you have become aware of.
T: How are you feeling? Do you still feel heavy?
C: Yes.
T: Are you flying or are you stagnant at one place?
C: Stagnant.
T: Is there anyone else or anything else around you?
C: I can see stones.
T: You can see stones. You are still in the sky?
C: No ground but It’s not Earth.
T: Take your time to explore the scene and see what comes to your awareness.
C: Very dark.
T: How do you feel experiencing the darkness?
C: I am scared. I am not free
T: You feel scared and not free from what?
C: Feel very heavy
T: You are feeling very heavy. Where do you feel the weight?
C: My whole body.
T: You can always view it from a distance. You don’t have to feel the pain. You experience it but you don’t have to feel the pain.
T: Can you describe to me how you look with the wings? You explained white big wings.
C: Huge. I can’t see myself but I can see my wings, very big and heavy, touching the floor.
T: The wings are touching the floor. Look at your feet. How do your feet look?
C: Human feet.
T: Remember you can always view it from a distance. You do not have to live through the pain. This is all coming for your learning, for experience purpose.
T: At the count of three to one, it will come to your awareness. What do you need to learn or understand from this memory?
(Did the count)
C: I am a fairy.
(Client was looking very distressed and emotional, had to calm her down)
T: You are a fairy. Just relax. You know this is all for your experience. You can always float above and see it from a distance. If it becomes too much, you do not have to re-experience the pain? Just relax. You know no harm can come through.
T: Can I wipe your tears? You can speak to me. You know everything is in your past. We are only experiencing this for learning purpose, for understanding purpose.
T: Share with me what are you experiencing, what happened?
C: The white fairy turned into a black fairy.
T: What is the meaning of being a black fairy?
C: I have done something wrong.
T: Meaning you have done something wrong being a fairy so due to that your colour has change to black.
C: I can’t explain it. I see smokes.
T: You see smoke.
T: Is this at the same place at the beginning you told me where you saw the stones? It’s not the earth.
C: I saw the stones, but I stopped there. I am turning into grey.
T: What does that mean if you are turning to grey?
C: I don’t know. I feel heavy.
T: What do you need to understand from this memory? How is it connected to your current life?
C: I don’t understand. I don’t understand what is happening.
T: You don’t understand what is happening. You don’t understand why you turned from a white fairy to a black fairy.
C: Now is turning into Purplish grey colour.
T: What does this mean? Take your time and let it come to your understanding, there must be a deeper meaning on whatever you are feeling and experiencing.
C: Escaping fairy.
T: You do not want to be a fairy anymore? Is that what you have done wrong?
C: (With a very heavy and tired tone)….yes
T: So what did you do in order to escape from being a fairy?
C: I want to be human.
(A lot of silence and nothing much was happening here, decided to go to the last breath of the fairy if there is such a thing and see what comes up)
T: What is the last thought you are having before you took your last breath?
C: Relax and tired
T: Would you know what is your age?
C: No old age but very strong.
T: You are moments away from your last breath, what is the last thought?
C: Being a fairy, there is so much responsibility.
T: You didn’t like being a fairy?
C: No feel very heavy.
T: I want you to go through the transition and take your last breath.
C: Cannot
T: You will be able to go through the transition at the count of three to one.
(Did the count)
C: Someone is pulling me back
T: Someone is holding you back from leaving the body? Can you look at who or what is pulling you back?
C: It’s like my soul can’t go out
T: You feel that your soul can’t leave this body but remember all this is in your past. You have already experienced this. So you will be able to go through this. Take your time and share with me once you have gone thru the transition.
C: I am not allowed
T: Why is it that you are not allowed?
C: I need to fulfil my responsibilities.
T: What are those responsibilities which you need to fulfil?
C: Not sure
T: It will come to your awareness. On the count of three to one,
(Did the count)
C: To take care of the universe. Cannot escape.
T: Is that still your responsibility now?
C: I don’t understand why. Why I cannot escape, why I feel stuck.
(Here client looked like she is going thru or experiencing something very strong, head was constantly moving from side to side with so much of distress in her voice and body language, had to reinforce that she is safe and all this is in her past. If it becomes overwhelming just view from distance but let whatever is coming thru, come thru. It is for learning and deeper understanding)
T: At the count of three to one, it will come to your understanding. What is the connection of this memory with your current life as Rina?
There was a possibility to get the understanding of the feeling being stuck as per the theme but somehow nothing came up.
(Did the count) Gave time to explore and after long silence
C: My brain is empty
T: Take your time to find the connection. Anything which you have carried forward from that life or memory. What is the learning or understanding from that memory. Anything comes to your awareness?
C: Nothing.
T: Do you want to continue exploring on this memory or shall we proceed further?
C: Proceed
T: You seem very tired. Do you want to continue or come out?
C: Continue
T: We will try to proceed to another childhood memory or any memory.
(Relaxed client and proceed further)
T: Share with me what comes to your awareness.
C: Flowers, I see flowers.
T: Where is this?
C: It’s a garden with tulips, hydrangeas and sun flowers.
T: You are seeing a garden full with all this flowers.
T: I want you to take a moment and look at yourself, look at your feet. What are you wearing?
C: Barefooted.
T: How old are you here?
C: Small boy. 10 years old.
T: What are you doing in this garden?
C: Watching and smelling the flowers. Chasing the butterflies.
T: How do you feel being this small child? What is the emotion?
C: Fun.
T: You are having fun.
T: Share with me what more comes to your awareness.
C: I am alone.
T: Focus or analyse if there is any house nearby, where do you stay?
C: It’s a small hut.
T: I need you to go into the hut.
(Allowed time to explore, client felt there are 2 ladies, which she at first felt it’s her mother and grandmother from that life. We tried to explore further to meal time but nothing came up, later client only could sense this one old lady sitting outside the house on a chair and netting but client did not find any connection with her.
T: What year or era is this?
C: 1896
T: Now let’s explore further the life of this 10 year old boy. At the count of 3 to 1, we will go into any significant event you need to know about this boy.
(Did the count)
T: Share with me what comes to your awareness.
C: Chasing butterflies.
T: How old are you?
C: Still the same age.
T: What is that we need to understand from being here at this memory?
C: Looking for happiness
T: Are you happy?
C: Yes
T: Which means small things can give you happiness? What more we need to understand?
C: Be independent, leave life freely, and love everybody.
T: Do you believe this and do you practice this in your current life?
C: Yessss (a big yes) I tried my level best to be happy, leave freely and love everybody. I dislike dishonesty and cruelty
T: What more is coming to your understanding or awareness?
C: I feel heavy?
T: You are feeling heavy, which part is feeling this?
C: My head, my neck, my heart.
T: Do you know what is making you feel heavy?
C: My surrounding.
T: Surrounding as in what you are experiencing there or your life as Rina?
C : Life here.
T: What can you do about it? If you feel your surroundings weigh you down, what is a way for you to manage this better?
C: Some energy is overpowering me, some spirit energy or it could be my mind-set. Heaviness is surrounding me
T: Take a moment and try to explore and understand what this heaviness around you is. Getting a clearer understanding on the count of three to one.
(Did the count)
C : I want to leave, there is some energy pulling me down.
T : Did you manage to explore and get a better understanding? As you said, this could be your mind-set or some energy holding you back.
(Gave client sufficient time to explore but client was silent most of the time. There was constant movement as though there is some discomfort)
Does it come to your understanding what this energy is about?
C: No.
T: Is this energy from a past life?
C: Present life.
T: So there is an energy holding you back in the present life. What kind of energy is this? How do you feel experiencing this energy in this life?
C: It is dark, it’s pulling me down.
T: What can you do to free yourself from this energy?
C: Find ways to meditate, pray, spread kindness.
T: So if you meditate, pray, spread kindness, does this energy become weak?
C: No.
T: But it is a dark energy pulling you. So what is the way for you to free yourself from this energy?
C: There is white energy also.
T: There is also white energy? That’s wonderful.
C: It is protecting me.
T : Wonderful. Great. White energy protecting you from the dark energy too?
C: But it is trying to pull me.
T: How can you enhance your white energy more? What can you do?
C: I am trying to avoid the dark that energy.
T: You don’t have to go close to the dark energy. Remember, no harm can come through. You are protected under the bright divine light all the time.
C : I feel nice, the light is covering my body.
T: How do you feel knowing that you are being protected all the time?
C: My husband, my children are protecting me. My children are always protecting me.
T: How do you feel knowing this that they are there to protect you?
C : Feeling emotional. (Client was in tears felt very emotional)
T: This is a wonderful knowing, right? That they are there. One of the reasons is to protect you. On a deeper level, you understand that there is protection always with you. No dark, no bad energy can come through, even though it is always there trying to pull you down.
C: I feel like the dark energy from my sister.
T: From your sister?
C: The dark side comes from her.
T: Is she trying to harm you by sending some wrong things to you? Some dark energies?
C: No.
T: Jealousy. So how can you protect yourself? That is most important here.
C: I want to protect her too. I love her, but she is the one in the dark and she is spreading darkness. I cannot leave either of us.
(Client was in tears here again, because she loves the sister and want to do what is best and right for her)
T: It is most important for you to protect yourself first. If you are protected, you are in a good place. Only then can you do anything for someone else. It always starts with yourself first. You are a wonderful person, a kind soul. You want to do good things for the people around you. But you must be caution and don’t let anyone take advantage of your kindness.
(Here I realize, that I have missed the opportunity to explore on the dark energy/jealousy. Should have tried to go to the root cause, is it from this life or has carried forward from any other lives)
T: You wanted to know why your husband is so good to you, and now you have the answer, he is here to protect you. How do you feel knowing this and he being in your life?
C : Blessed having him in my life. I want to accept it.
T: Before we proceed further let’s work on this dark energy, now you know that this energy weigh you down, how can we move forward?
C: Free myself from it.
T: What we going to do now is we are going to release that dark energy back to the universe. We do not want it to follow you, be with you, or overpower you. We want to enhance that bright light which is protecting you and your family. On the count of three to one. I want you to release yourself completely from this dark energy.
(Did the count)
T: Scan through your whole body and share with me if you are holding on to any unwanted energy at any part of your body.
C : No, I feel nice and light.
T: Very good. You can always hold on to this feeling of lightness. Let me know once you are ready to proceed.
C : We can proceed.
(Continued connecting with higher self or loving being)
Here client received a very beautiful message
C : Divine energy is asking me to be spiritual. God is one. Only humans separate it. Spirituality can bring you close to God not religion. Religion is man-made but you have to respect it. Respect the religion you are born in. Don’t ever change your religion, stick to where you are, and love your religion, family, surrounding and yourself. Do your best. Help yourself and others. Love and peace is everything. Don’t harm living things. Be natural and avoid being too emotional.
T: You have received such profound messages for yourself and for everyone.
C: Love is everything. Love is everything. Love is everything. (Repeated multiple times)
T: You are having tears, what is making you emotional?
C: It’s so nice. It’s so beautiful. Such a wonderful feeling.
(Client wanted to be here a little longer, also explained to client that she can always go back this scene/memory/emotion whenever she wants)
T: Let’s take a moment here and try to get answers on the feeling of being stuck. Explore on this and share with me what comes to your awareness?
C: You have to hide everything. People get jealous.
T: The understanding here is when you expose too much, people get jealous. So, moving forward how do you want to handle this?
C: Be more private about my life.
T: What can you do probably to better yourself in your business and financial?
C: Need to work more and work smartly.
T: Is there any discomfort?
C: Feeling stiff, tired
Emerged
3rd session
12th Aug 2024–Stage 9 to 12-1000-1345 / (10am – 01.45pm) 3hrs 45min
At the part of staircase and favourite place client was already experiencing something, took me sometime to figure out but went with the flow, below are the details.
In this session, the client describes sitting by the roadside in a city at night, watching colourful lights. She says the lights are city lights that change between green, red, orange, and white and look clear and bright against the dark sky. She feels drawn to these lights, which are closer and more vivid than stars. The surroundings include shadows of the city and a river, and she identifies herself as a young woman around 25 or 26 years old. She describes herself as a white woman with short hair. She is wearing a skirt and a reddish-pink sweater and its somewhere in Norway.
Later, the client talks about moving toward a red car with a license plate reading “AD8888.” She drives alone to a beautiful wooden house, which she believes is from the year 1929. Inside, she notices photo frames with pictures of flowers and horses instead of family photos. She doesn’t see anything in the house that feels familiar to her current life.
As we progress to Past Lives
Next, the client begins by seeing a green door and expresses a desire to go through it. She then describes falling from the sky and landing in a jungle during the daytime, where she is alone and bathing in a waterfall. The place feels abandoned, and she identifies herself as young, Buddhist, and in a peaceful setting. She hears relaxing chanting from a nearby golden temple, though she does not recognize the place or the people around her.
As we explored the connection of this memory with her current life, it was shared that just as the boy fell from the sky but did not give up, the client, too, should persevere and remember that God is always with her. The client reflects on her purpose in life, expressing a desire to live meaningfully and help others, stating her focus is on living within a small circle. She acknowledges financial limitations as a challenge but believes she is already fulfilling her purpose as “Rina.” While she feels happy, she wants her achievements to benefit future generations, just as she has benefited from her own lineage. She also gains the understanding that she needs to invest more in her current business to ensure growth. The client recognizes that she is on the right path but needs to take proactive and focused steps to achieve long-term success.
In this memory, the client initially sees crabs and feels scared. She identifies herself as a 40-year-old man wearing a sarong, singlet, and slippers. She describes being in a wet market, which is noisy and bustling with activity. While she doesn’t specify the exact year, the market has numerous stalls, and she mentions being a regular visitor known by others as “Phnom.” Despite the chaos, the client notes a sense of calm in the atmosphere and understands the language spoken, it sounded like Siam.
As she explores the scene further, she feels vibrations in her knees, we tried to explore further on the vibration but she chooses not to delve into them further due to tiredness. The client reflects on this life and describes the man as being happy and content despite the simplicity of his circumstances.
Last Breath
In this memory, the client revisits the final moments of a past life as a 79-year-old man named Phong. She describes being at home, suffering from severe diabetes that led to the amputation of her right leg. She is alone during her final moments and feels sadness due to the absence of loved ones. This loneliness weighs heavily on her heart. She wish to have a family.
Guided to release this sadness, the client scans her body, identifies the emotion in her heart, and decides to leave it behind. Through healing and transitioning, she lets go of the pain, finding relief and freedom. Upon taking her last breath, she describes feeling light and unburdened, free from the physical and emotional struggles of that life.
Lessons as Phong
After transitioning from that life, the client reflects on the key lessons learned as Phong. How it reflects on her current life. She emphasizes the importance of family, expressing that one should care deeply for loved ones, avoid actions that push them away, and always prioritize being present for them. She acknowledges that life without family is incredibly challenging and concludes that “family is everything” and should always come first.
Message from spiritual realm (Higher-Self)
- People are jealous and talk at the back.
- Your good deeds purifies you.
- Don’t engage unnecessarily with people, keep a small circle.
- Why you have this feeling of “being stuck” you replied “You are not stuck” need to work smart. Told client to make this into a mantra and say this all the time to herself to help reframe her perspective.
- There is a dark energy at office, especially the store area. Need to perform some prayers to cleanse the place.
Emerged
Integration
- Reflect on the fairy life where she felt isolated and stuck. Recognize that these feelings may have carried over to this life.
- The feeling of being stuck also comes from the constant negative energy around her especially due to jealousy.
- Acknowledge how her husband’s presence in this life is a blessing and contrasts with the loneliness she observed in Phong’s life.
Closure
- Pain level drop to 2.
- Learn from Phong’s regret of loneliness and lack of family support. Cherish her current family connections and continue to put them first.
- Act on her vision of dark energy in the store by performing prayers or cleansing rituals to create a positive and productive space.
Report and Recommendation
- Affirm that she is not stuck and has the power to move forward with clarity and purpose.
- Remember the angelic messages and connect with divine power when feeling stuck. Meditate, pray, or take moments of silence to seek guidance and reassurance.
- Remember the mantra “I am not stuck”
- As per the deeper understanding, the client is on the right path. She should continue working on herself to achieve her life’s purpose, which is to live meaningfully and help others.
- Take note those highlighted in green are important messages you have received.
- Detailed report send to client.
