Gratitude to the almighty.
Gratitude to the masters to help me with the my first case.
Name-Madhumitha
Age-36
Gender-female
Hypnotisibility score-4
Eye roll test-1
V/A/K- 8/5/3
Primary dominant-kinesthetic
Secondary dominant-visual
Pain level before-10
Pain level after-0
Language used-English
Theme-Fear of rejection by loved ones and suppressed emotions driving to be a strong woman.
Introduction- client stopped menstruating at the age of 20. It’s 15 years since marriage, has not conceived. Medically she is fine on all tests.
Day1
Date-8/10/25
Session-1
Time-11am-2:30pm
Stages 1-5 were followed accordingly to protocol.
Expectation sheet was explained.
Stage-1- Therapist introduction
Stage-2- Reading the non verbal
Stage-3- Intake contract
Stage-4- client assessment
Stage-5- history taking
HISTORY-
Childhood-
She was given away to be brought up by grandmother and pat lived in another city. For her grandmother was her mother.
At the age of 5 she was taken away to live with parents who shifted to Chennai. It was a major emotional shift for her, could not connect with parents emotionally. She had a younger sister. Parents had major issues and separated. The girls lived with mother.
In the absence of father, mother moved closely with an office colleague(married with a special child) causing confusion, fear of safety and rejection.
Father would visit sometimes.
Grandma, would tell them not to visit her as, that is encouraging the mother to go out with her friend.
Adulthood-
She was not comfortable with the situation home, where a strange man was visit home regularly at irregular hours.
Here she felt rejected and was bound to care for the safety of herself and sister.
She shifted to an ashram where she and her sister could stay and study. In 2 yrs time mother came to live with them, the man continued to visit them. It was an Ashram, they had independent homes, living in a community.
She stopped menstruating at the age of 20. Medically she seemed fine on all tests.
The Guruji there helped her get married to a good man. She shifted out of the ashram.
Her sister was married and shifted to Dubai.
Scandal-
A major scandal was exposed in the ashram( it’s well known in Tamilnadu). Her sister was very much affected by the case going on in the ashram. She was very shaken up, as they are always rejected was afraid no one would help them. Her husband helped and things got better.
We stepped out for lunch for about an hour.
Session-2
Date-8/10/25
Time-3-6:00pm
She said she had spoken a lot, never done that before. Is feeling unburdened.
Stage-7- relaxing cognitive fatigue video
Stage-8- Theme finalisation
She had a few questions-
- purpose of this life.
- Why menstrual cycle had stopped early and how to rectify.
- Reason for fear of rejection in her life.
- How to have a holistic aligned life.
- Which chakra should I work on.
Theme- The rejection from everywhere, specifically from her family-mother, father, grandmother, her body, and baby, why?
Stage-9- check list
Stage-10-
Praying to our masters.
Progressive relaxation
Dave Ellman
Ball of light
Staircase
Garden
C-clients
T-Therapist
First happy moment-
C- my grandma is talking of buying me a chocolate icecream.
T- how are you feeling
C- very happy, jumping and hopping going towards the shop.
T- how old are you.
C-4 years
T-what else do you see.
C- my grandma is smiling as she is buying the icecream.
T-Enjoy the moment and let me know when you are ready to move on.
C- IMR
T- I am going to count 5 …1.
As I say 1, you will find yourself stepping into an earlier happy memory.
5 4 3…1
What comes to your awareness
Happy memory-2
C- I am having my little sister with me, I am trying to lift her , neighbours are saying to be careful. I am saying she is mine.
T- how old are you.
C- 3years
T- what are you wearing.
C- a white frock which my mother stitched for me.
T- how do you feel .
C- my sister is looking like a doll, sleeping, fragile and soft.
T- enjoy the moment and let me know when you are ready to move on.
C- IMR
T- I am going to count 5…1, as I say one you will be stepping into an earlier happy moment.
5 4……
What comes to your awareness.
Happy moment 3-
C- I am with my grandmother and uncle.
T- what are you seeing .
C- garandma is asking uncle if socks also has left/ right leg. They are getting me ready. I love my uncle like elder brother. He is smiling at me.
T- how old are you.
C- 21/2 yrs.
T- what are you wearing
C- green dress.
T- Enjoy the moment and let me know when you want to move on.
C-IMR
In-utero-
T- when you are experiencing deep relaxation, sometimes you will be able to enter the in-utero state.
I will be counting 10-1, as I say 1, allow yourself to be in the in-utero state.
10 9 8………
Tell me what comes to your awareness .
C- I am in a dark closed place in a bag.
T- how are you feeling.
C- I am just there, feel my heartbeat. Nothing more.
T- when you are ready to move on , let me know.
C- IMR
T- I will be counting 5-1, as I say 1 allow yourself to go back before you entered your mother’s womb.
5 4………1
What comes to your awareness.
C- I can see a triangle with an arrow, the no 8492, frog, tortoise, whirlwind, waterfalls, an apsara .
She was seeing flashes.
T- where are they.
C- they are on the ground.
T- can you see yourself.
C- I cannot see myself, I can feel. I am an eagle, I am flying.
T- how are you feeling.
C- I like to see the place from above, it feels nice. ( long pause) this is not my home i want to go back home to Lord Vishnu. I thought everything was good here but I am missing home. Being with the lord feels like home.
T- what are you seeing now.
C- a gush of wind is pushing me , now I have reached the lord. I am at the feet of lord Vishnu.
T- Bow to the lord, convey my pranam to him.
C- I am afraid he will be angry with me.
T- Ask for his blessings.
C- I am not able to talk .
T- can you describe what you see.
C- lord Vishnu and Devi Lakshmi are sitting on a throne. Lord looks gigantic growing bigger, I look like a speck in front. He is smiling said I had to go there to learn and it was not very long. He said he took a short nap and I was back.I feel like a child, like I reach the right place. I feel happy and surrendered at lord’s feet. I feel Bhakti and Devi Lakshmi is smiling.
(Client went into another life)
C- I see a boy in the kitchen, there is a bog behind the boy.
T- what is he wearing
C- he has wrapped black cloth on his head, mud coloured cloth on his chest and dark blue cloth on his legs.
T- can you describe.
C- he is a chubby boy, has Asian features.
T-how old is he.
C- 8 years. He is speaking a language I don’t understand.
T- what is his name
C- Chowmik sung. Something is written, I am not able to read that language. He is taking the sheep down the hill .
T- do you recognise him from this life.
C- he is my current life husband.
T- do you see yourself.
C- I am the man trying to take something from the loft.
T- see what you are wearing.
C- I can’t see, I can feel it’s me.
T- what is your name.
C- Moungshik.
T- how does the house look.
C- it’s a small wooden house not very high.
T- do you see a calander, what year is it.
C- 1905
T- do you see other people in the house
C- there is a lady drying clothes at the back of the house.
T- look into her eyes see if you can recognise her from this life
C- she has her back towards me.
long pause- I see a black cobra it’s looking at me, it lives in the house. I recognise the cobra from a previous life, it has multiple heads it’s huge in size in an ocean with big big waves.( client was making sounds- hhhuuuu, hhaaa…)
( a pause)
In the house there is a baby elephant which I rescued from forest as a tiger was about to attack. The chubby boy loved the baby elephant so I kept it at home. Mother elephant looked everywhere , destroyed my home when it came to know the baby elephant was with me.
T- how do you feel.
C- I can’t understand the pain of the mother elephant, but it destroyed my home I am very angry.
T- what do you want to say to the mother elephant.
C- I protested the baby elephant I did not harm.
T- allow yourself to go to an event from where the pain in your current life started.
C- I want to wake up.
T- are you tired.
C- I want to sleep.
T- I will count from 10-1, as i say 1 slowly open your eyes.
When she woke up, looked exhausted, she slept for 20 minutes and woke up to use the restroom.
Day 2- 9/10/25
Session-3, time- 11am-2pm
Discussed how she felt after the last session, said she slept well no nightmares.
Progressive relaxation
Dave Elman
Ball of light
Staircase
Garden
T- in this state of deep relaxation, not bound by time or space allow yourself to reach from where you will get answers to your questions.
I will now count 10 9 8 ………2 as I say 1 tell what comes to your awareness.
C- out of this earth, able to see lord Vishnu standing on Garuda. He has 4 hands, growing bigger and bigger, in his biggest form.
T- you can take his blessing, convey my pranam .
( client is speaking as she is panting softly)
C- so many hands and heads, universe within him( blowing sounds)
T- ask him about your health.
( client laughed for about a minute)
C- He is on earth, requesting him to do away with maya. To take me with him and let go of everything that is holding me back .
( client smiling) his feet are so beautiful, want to keep holding him.
T- ask for his blessings.
C- I don’t want to ask anything .now he looks like thirupathi venkatachalapathy. Nothing matters anymore I am ok.
T- when you are ready to move on let me know.c- IMR
NSE
T- I will be counting 5-1 as I say 1 allow yourself to see the a significant event which answers you questions.
5 4 3 2 1
What comes to your awareness
C- I see 2 planets , huge light between them. I am in transition I have not reached.
(Pause)
T- what do you see.
C- lots of waves in the ocean. A rishi is there with eyes closed.
T- look at yourself.
C- I am his student, crown on my head, a long rod in my hand, long frizzy hair. I am a mon wearing dhoti from Egypt.
T- what is your name
C- I am seeking guidance, there is snake design on my crown.
T- what is your age.
C- 35yrs, dark coloured, well built with gold jewellery on me. Sunlight on his face , it looks bright. I have a beard.
T- allow yourself to see around.
C- I am walking into a dark cave on a hill. There is spiritual energy in the cave, I want to take it to my pyramid to be buried with me.
(Pause) the light I went in search of is bright, it has power to bring dead plants to life.
I want to be born as a king again and use this spiritual power to come alive.
Death
T- as I count 5 4…. As I say 1, allow yourself to see how you were feeling just before your death.
C- very weak, I had prepared for my after life journey
T- what are your thoughts
C- happy that I kept my jewels in the tomb, so I can be reborn well.
T- who do you see, do you recognise anyone from current life.
C- some servants. A lady I don’t recognise.
T- what do you want to carry over to the next life.
C- I looked down on others. I want to be a strong person , almighty gave it to me not to have pride about it.
LBL
C- I am in hell, it is dark, cold, spiky mountains. A chariot with people tied to it. It’s snowing. I am one of the slave.
T-what are you wearing
C- a white rajputana dress with white turban and a horse.
T- what is your name.
C- I feel tired.
T- do you want to emerge.
C- yes.
T- I will count 10-1, you can take your time and slowly open your eyes.
Reframing-
Progressive relaxation
T- take your time , think of all the negative feelings you have experienced and put them in a big box.
T- what do you want to do.
C- I want to throw the box.
T- how do you feel now.
C- feels very light and comfortable.
T- enjoy the lightness, let me know when you are ready to open your eyes.
C-IMR
T- I will counting 5-1. As I say 1, take your and slowly open your eyes.
( she looked exhausted but was smiling)
Integration and closure-
The questions she had at the beginning were discussed, client spoke about her learnings from past memories.
- to take life as it comes, not to interfere with the workings of the lord.
- Not having children is not a hindrance, in this birth becoming a mother was not planned for me.
- Fear is not true.
- Learn to let go.
- Wants to work on throat chakra.
Suggestions-
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Going back to doing her regular visits/ dance performances at temples.
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Relaxation exercises
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Help yourself by sharing the knowledge you gained with others.