Session-1 šŖ
25 September 2025(09:30-12:15approx)
Vitals ā
Name-Pooja (Name changed)
Female
41 years old,
HT-8/10,
Eye score-1/4,
VAK-5/6/4 (used my own questionnaire)
Dominant sense-kinesthetics
Secondary dominant sense-Auditory
Pain score before session(for all issues)-9/10
Pain score after session(for all issues)-0/10
Pain score after a week(follow-up)-0/10
Theme-Fear of abandonment driving emotional suppression, detachment, and a longing for spiritual refuse
Questions client came with-
-Why my mom died at an early age?
-Why i had to go through 4 miscarriages?
-How my relationship is going to be with my only daughter in future?
-Why i am not very much attached with anyone?
-Why i get frequent dreams of whirlpools ?
Case history-
Comprehensive Life and Emotional Profile
- Childhood
The client describes her childhood as fairly okay but marked by emotional suppression and restrictions on expressing her free will. Since childhood, she has struggled to accept reality and rarely stood up for herself. She has been less expressive since birth and has always had stage phobia. Her lack of confidence has often been tied to her physical appearance.
- Family & Relationships
In her married life, things have been average to good, yet she has faced several challenges. She desired another child but experienced multiple failed conceptions. She reflects deeply on her family history, the immense struggles her mother faced in her life. Her motherās sudden passing from a fatal illness had a profound impact on her.
The client experienced a traumatic incident with her tenants, who tried to molest her. She could not share this with anyone, and it remains unspoken, contributing to her habit of emotional suppression. Over time, she has become more withdrawn and finds it difficult to open up, even with close family members.
Her daughter, Riya faces her own physical challenges, which adds to her concern and emotional load.
- Emotional Patterns and Coping
The client reports a long-standing lack of deep attachment, even toward her own child and husband. She struggles to take a stand for herself, balancing a fear of conflict with a desire to maintain relationships.
Despite challenges, she has developed emotional resilience over time. She tends to become silent in overwhelming situations but has consciously built inner strength to navigate difficult emotions.
- Spiritual Inclinations and Detachment
The client feels a strong pull toward detachment from worldly attachments (Mohamaya) and believes she could leave anyone without guilt. She aspires to live a life of devotion like Meera, fully dedicated to Krishna, ideally in seclusion.
- Fear and Insecurity in Relationships
While she seeks detachment, the client also experiences profound fear of losing relationships. She feels compelled to preserve bonds at any cost, even if it means sacrificing her comfort or autonomy, and has expressed that she could even become subservient to maintain a relationship.
Her fear of abandonment stems from observing women around her, particularly those suppressed by husbands and in-laws. She craves intimacy and security, desiring closeness such as sleeping with someone she loves, feeling their touch or holding hands for reassurance.
- Health Issues
She began experiencing sinus issues around the time conflicts with her husband started, and the problem worsened after her motherās death. These physical challenges coincide with periods of emotional stress and unresolved grief.
- Dreams
The client has vivid and recurring dreams of falling from sloped roofs or being caught in whirlpools of sand are common.
- Déjà Vu
She has experienced moments of déjà vu, where she feels she has been somewhere or experienced something before. For instance, during her visit to Vaishno Devi, she felt as though she had been there previously, despite it being her first visit.
Session-2 šŖ
25 September 2025 (17:00-20:45pm)
Prayer to divine power ,Dave Elman ,Progressive relaxation
Visualisation: Light, Stairs, garden, River.
During river visualisation client saw a 3 years old girl wearing white frock, she had brown ponytailsā¦client said she was her younger sister Pratima in present life and she wanted to stay with herā¦but after a whileā¦
PAST LIFE -1
CLIENT (C)-That little girl is pulling me and taking me somewhere.
THERAPIST (T)- Allow yourself to go with her and see where she is taking you?
C-(after a while) There are trees, grass and many plants around.
T-What else do you see?
C- Just the plants and trees nothing else.
T- Do you hear or feel anything?
C- No
T-Where is that little girl now?
C- She is still holding my hand.
T-Allow yourself to look at your feet, can you see them?
C-IMR
T- What are you wearing?
C- I am wearing chappal (flip flops)
T-Thatās goodā¦What kind of clothes are you wearing ?
C- I am wearing a frockā¦a white frock like that little girl. I am 7-8 years old.
T- Whatās your name?
C- after sometime( i donāt know)
T-Do you know the name of that little girl?
C-Rani, she is my younger sister.
T- Thatās greatā¦it is dinner time nowā¦allow yourself to go to your house ā¦see what do you see, hear or feel.
C-Everybody is having dinner, mummy, Rani, chachi, kids of my bua ā¦my mom is wearing a beautiful saree.
T- Oh thatās lovelyā¦do you recognise your mother in present life?
C- yes, she was my mom in present life.
T- Now may be look at other relatives and see if you recognise any of them.
C-None
T-What do they call you?
C-Meera (client replied promptly)
T-Where is your father, Meera?
C- He is not hereā¦He is a businessmanā¦he goes to other cities for work.
T-What is his name?
C- Kishore ji
T-Are you able to see his face?
C- Yes
T- Do you know him in present life?
C- Yes he is my papa.
T- Where do you live?
C-I live in some village of Bharatpur district.
T- What is the name of your village?
C-(after sometime) i donāt know
T-Are you still at your house.
C-IMR
T-What kind of house is it?
C-Big house with stairs in front and two gatesā¦green coloured gatesā¦big rooms probably 4ā¦
T- Now may be you find a calender somewhere on the wall.
C-Yesā¦a calender is there.
T- Allow yourself to go closer to that calender and see what date is it?
C-22 feb 1967 ( hindu calendar- vikram samvat) (somehow i already knew what date she was going to sayā¦as soon as she read the date , i got goosebumps all over my body)
T- Wonderfulā¦.Meeraā¦Now allow yourself to go to any significant event of your life ā¦3ā¦2ā¦1
C- I am in sabji mandi ( vegetable market) with my mother ā¦i am now 10 years oldā¦There are vegetable shops everywhereā¦there are stray cows alsoā¦A bull came running towards my mom⦠he lifted her with its horns and threw herā¦she is bleeding profuselyā¦people gathered there⦠they are calling her LAALI bhabhijiā¦We are hiding behind a treeā¦People lifted herā¦Food was not cooked at home todayā¦(she became silent)
T-Food was not cookedā¦what is the reason for that?
C-People have gathered in our houseā¦my mom is unconsciousā¦they have sent my sister to somebodyās houseā¦there is no hospital in the villageā¦my mother died after sometimeā¦she couldnāt surviveā¦(Client showed no abreactions)
T-(after a pause) What is happening now?
C-A hand is thereā¦
T- Whose hand is that?
C- There is one horrible looking boy looks like a ghostā¦he took me to sky and disappeared.
T- Who was that boy?
C- Donāt knowā¦but was not human.
T-What was the reason for his being there?
C- I have no ideaā¦
T- What do you see now?
C- There is a white door up in the sky.
T-Thatās greatā¦Allow yourself to go to that door.
C- (after a pause) I am now in a templeā¦hanuman templeā¦i can see the idol of hanumanā¦(eyeballs moving left and right) ā¦there are many shops around the templeā¦
T-Is this the same life or some other life?
C-I am Meeraā¦i am now 15-16 years oldā¦i am wearing ghagra choliā¦many people have come for relief from possessionā¦people are shoutingā¦
T- Do you recognise this temple?
C-It is Mehndipur balaji but looks different than present.
T-Wonderfulā¦what else do you see or hear?
C- people ā¦nothing else.
3ā¦.2ā¦.1ā¦(NSE)
C- It is eveningā¦i am at my homeā¦my father is thereā¦some construction is going on at our houseā¦
T- Where is Rani and dadi ?
C-Dadi is no moreā¦(she went silent)ā¦
Rani and I are playing near a riverā¦i am shouting at her⦠stopping her from going near the river but she didnāt listenā¦(silence)
T- What happened after that?
C- She fell into the riverā¦i screamed ā¦i was trying to hold her hand but i couldnātā¦people came but by the time she was taken out she was already dead.
(No abreactions)
T- That is really painful to witnessā¦how do you feel about it Meera?
C- It was my faultā¦After my mother i was her caretakerā¦i let her die just like that.(her voice was deep)
T- I understand your painā¦you did what you could have done for your sister ,being so young.
C- (Client nodded) i noticed one thingā¦
T-What did you notice?
C- There were small bhanwar(whirlpools ) in that riverā¦it was a dangerous river.
(Also made her visit another eventā¦she was happily married and had two sonsā¦recognised both of them as her younger brothers of present life)
T-Meera allow yourself to go to the end moments of your life when you were dying.
C-IMR
T-What are you noticing?
C-I am oldā¦.may be 80 years oldā¦my house is in shamblesā¦it is the same house ā¦of my father
T-Where are your husband and children.
C- My husband is no more ā¦he died few years ago due to some diseaseā¦sons live nearbyā¦they bring me food dailyā¦they are happy in their lives.
T- What made you live in this house?
C- i wanted to live here ā¦all my childhood memories are attached with this houseā¦i donāt want to live in any new houseā¦i want to live alone after my husbandās deathā¦i do pooja and bhakti hereā¦i feel peace here.
T-What are you seeing or feeling now?
C- I am dying slowly.
T-Let yourself float over your body and see what do you feel about this life?
C- My life was goodā¦i only have guilt of not being able to save my sister.
T- I can understand your feelings Meera ā¦that was really unfortunateā¦Is there anything you are carrying over to your present life?
C- I was carrying out my responsibilities then i am doing the same now.
(I let her throw away all the guilt and negativity she ever felt in her life right thereā¦let her forgive herselfā¦she took a deep breath of relaxation after throwing her negativity and guilt)
Life between lives-
T- What is happening now?
C- I am going towards divine white light.
T-That is surrealā¦how are you feeling?
C- I am at peaceā¦feeling lighter.(let her experience that peace for sometime)
PAST LIFE-2
(Client couldnāt feel or see anything else in LBL and slipped into another life herself)
T-What do you feel , see or hear now?
C-I am standing in the middle of a forest.It is a dense forest.
T-What else do you see there?
C-Nothing , i am all alone.
T- Who are you?
C- I am a womanā¦25-26 years oldā¦i am wearing a ghagra choli.
T-What is your name?
C-( eyes rolling left and right) Mani
T- Which year is this?
C-(after a pause) 1853
T-Maniā¦Which place is this?
C- I donāt knowā¦it is jungleā¦i am a tribal womanā¦may be 22-23 years oldā¦i have a house ā¦Kachha gharā¦there are utensils in the kitchenā¦there is one chulha, i have 2 kidsā¦a boy and a girlā¦they are playing outsideā¦(pause) Babu and Shanti
T-Goodā¦very good Maniā¦How old are they?
C-Babu is 2ā¦shanti 4-5ā¦
T- May be you can look at your kids faces and see if you recognise them by looking into their eyes.
C-I donāt think so.
T- Where is your husband?
C- He works in the field, his name is Ramji .
T- Do you recognise your husband in present life?
C- yes, he is my husband in present life
T-How is your relationship with your husband Mani?
C- Average , not very good not very bad
(Significant event 3ā¦2ā¦1ā¦)
T- What do you see, feel or hear?
C- I am getting marriedā¦i am 16ā¦
T-How are you feeling ?
C- I am happyā¦(after a few moments) my husband has illicit relationships with other womenā¦i feel terrible ā¦why he is doing this to meā¦i did everything to please himā¦he beats meā¦kids are always scared of himā¦
T- Kids are always scared of himā¦for what reason Mani?
C- He beats me oftenā¦kids get scaredā¦my whole life is a compromiseā¦my husband has left me nowā¦(pause)( no abreactions)
T- How old are you when your husband left you?
C- I was 25-26 years oldā¦now i do labour work to feed my kidsā¦my kids always remain sad because of such lifeā¦
(NSE)3ā¦2ā¦1ā¦
C-(Client jumped to another moment). ā¦I am living alone, I am free, and I am happy too. My son and daughter got married. I donāt want to go through this pain again. I donāt want to face betrayal and suffering once more.
T- I can totally understand what you went through⦠It requires a lot of courage to handle such situation which you did Maniā¦Now may be you go to the last moments of your life.
(Death sceneā¦)
C-I am in a old houseā¦both of my kids got married ā¦i am 60-70 years oldā¦my son doesnāt look after me only my daughter doesā¦she takes very good care of meā¦comes to me daily ā¦she fought with her father for me, shanti is very strongā¦
T- It is so pleasent to hear that she takes such good care of youā¦what do you think what role shanti plays in your life ?
C-She is here to help me get rid of my insecurities.
(moment of deathā¦floating above)
T-What did you experience in this lifetime?
C- Betrayal from husbandā¦insecurityā¦peace in solitude.
T-What is that you bring from that life to present life?
C-Insecurity.
T-What do you think you learned from this life as Mani?
C-I am happy when i am aloneā¦i find peace in solitudeā¦I want to forget and forgive my husband wrong doingsā¦what is gone is goneā¦
T- That is so thoughtfulā¦Take your timeā¦allow yourself to let go all negative feelingsā¦let me know when you are done.
LBL- Client could see and feel divine light.
(Emerged as the client was exhausted)
Session-3 šŖ
26 september 2025, 10:00 am-2:10 pm
Prayer to divine power ,Dave Elman ,Progressive relaxation
(client slipped into another lifetime herself)
C-I see a temple with an old door at far, secured with an iron latch. My hands are small, and I am wearing slippers on my feet along with a frock. I am ten years old. Ahead of me lies an unfinished path, and I am walking along it, with trees lining both sides. Night is approaching i am not able to see ahead .
T- May be take a look around there might be a lantern nearby.
C- Yes it is there.
T-Goodā¦Allow yourself to pick it up and move ahead.
C-I am in a garden where flowers are blooming. Inside the temple, the priest is visible ā¦(after a while) that priest is my maternal grandfather in this lifetime, he is doing sandhya arti (evening puja)
T-What is your name?
C-Sudha
T- What year is it Sudha?
C- 1024
T- Wonderfulā¦now allow yourself to go to your home at dinner time.
C-IMR
T-(after a while) What comes to your awareness?
C-I am inside my houseā¦a big beautiful kothi (bungalow)ā¦we all are having dinner ā¦
T- You all are having dinner. .who else is there other than you?
C- Mummy, papa, 2 brothersā¦younger brothers ā¦there are servants also.
T-Thatās Greatā¦Now may be you look at their faces and see whether you know them in this life
C- My parents are my father in law and mother in law in this lifeā¦they both love meā¦i donāt recognise my brothers
(Significant event)
T-What are you experiencing now?
C- my mother is on bed, she is 50, i am married and i have come to see her. She is trying to say something to meā¦donāt know what
T- May be you can go close to her and listen to what she is trying to say.
C-IMR⦠She is saying, "I wonāt surviveā¦āā¦she hugged me tightly and slept.(client started moving her eyes left and right)
(Next Significant event)-
(Client slipped into another event)
C-I am in my sasural ā¦i am leaving my house, my husband is not happy with me because i canāt give birthā¦ą¤¬ą¤ą„ą¤ą„ ą¤ą„ą¤ ą¤®ą„ą¤ ą¤¹ą„ ą¤ą¤°ą¤¾ą¤¬ ą¤¹ą„ ą¤ą¤¾ą¤¤ą„ ą¤¹ą„ą¤ ą¤®ą„ą¤°ą„. .
T-I can understand how hard it is for you Sudhaā¦what is going on in your mind while leaving the house?
C-I am thinking that i am better off aloneā¦just want to do prabhu ki bhaktiā¦but he should suffer the way he made me suffer.(no abreaction)
T-Whatever you are feeling right now is totally understandable Sudhaā¦nowā¦what do you want to do with this feeling ?
C-Nothingā¦i just want to leave the house right away.( her voice was little loud and she looked agitated )
(Let her go to the last moments of that lifetime)
T- What are you seeing or feeling right now?
C- i am oldā¦i am sitting near a black idol of krishna ā¦i am 60-70ā¦.i have left my house alreadyā¦never want to go backā¦just want to do bhaktiā¦i donāt require anyone anymoreā¦nobody stays foreverā¦nobody cares(her voice became heavy)
T- Sudhaā¦What are you feeling right now ?
C- I want to scream but canātā¦voice is not coming out of my throat.
T- Allow yourself to feel or do whatever you wantā¦you are free to do anything you feel like doing ā¦
C: āAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaā¦!ā (Client screamed at the top of her lungs, tears rolling down her cheeks. She kept weeping for some time.)
T: āTake your time, Sudha⦠I completely understand the pain youāre feeling right now. Iām here with you. Relax⦠take your time. Itās just a memory ā¦a past moment that has long gone.ā
(She stopped sobbing after 5ā7 minutes. I waited until her breathing returned to normal.)
T: āHow are you feeling now?ā
C: āLike someone has removed a rock from my chest.ā
LBL-
(After floating over her bodyā¦)
T: What are you experiencing now?
C: Iām going up in the skyā¦ ą¤ą¤Øą„दन ą¤ą„ ą¤®ą¤¹ą¤ ą¤ ą¤°ą¤¹ą„ ą¤¹ą„⦠(Thereās a fragrance of sandalwoodā¦) (silence) ā¦Iām sitting in the lap of Lord Krishna.
T: Ahh! So beauuutifulā¦Take your time, Sudha⦠feel that divine presence fully. ā¦What are you experiencing now?
C: I want to ask Him something⦠(silence) I asked Him why my mother always dies. He said, āI do it to test your patience.ā He wants me to rise above worldly moh-maya. He wants His bhakt to understand that God alone is the ultimate truth⦠and that I must also walk His path. The relationship between mother and child is beautiful, but worldly attachments are not my true destiny. (silence)
T: Thatās such a profound and loving message He has given you. Take your time and feel His presence.
C: (after a pause) I asked Him why I had four miscarriages⦠He said that once, I threw a big rock at a goat and her lamb. The rock hit the goatās back and broke her spine; it couldnāt survive. He said I have hurt many voiceless animalsā¦
T: (I remained silent, giving her space ā¦she was in the middle of a divine conversation, and I didnāt want to interfere. )
C: Heās telling me that He often places me in whirlpools of maya, and I keep getting trapped. He wants me to improve my karma⦠never to hurt any living being again, because I have to return to Him eventually. (Client smiles softly.)
I asked Him why I always attract disloyal partners⦠(long pause) He didnāt reply. Then I asked how to break this pattern of life. (Later, when I asked her what pattern she meant, she said: her motherās death and betrayal by her husband in every lifetime.)
He guided me to keep my karmas pure and never hurt anyone again⦠(after a while) ā¦Heās gone.
T- That was a divine blessing for youā¦Lord krishna himself came to answer your questionsā¦you are protected by himā¦he is always with you.
C- (Client joined her palmsš and said Jai Shree Krishna. .
(i let her feel the divine experience for sometime and later emerged her)
INTEGRATION AND CLOSURE
The client sat up with a mild smile on her face. The first thing she mentioned was that she had experienced a slight headache after the previous session, which disappeared after this one. I explained to her that this was part of the emotional release process.
She expressed deep joy about Lord Krishnaās darshan and showed me the goosebumps on her arms, saying she was still feeling overwhelmed with emotions. She shared that she realized she had been repeating the same pattern of losing her mother and facing challenges with her husband across many lifetimes. However, she felt confident that this karmic anubandh (contract) would now come to an end, as Krishna is with her.
She said she felt relieved, as though someone had removed the cobwebs and she could now see clearly. Many questions that had troubled her for years were finally answered. She got answer for her seeing whirlpools in her dreams because her sister died in her past life in a river where there were whirlpools. She also said she now understood why she feels less attached to anyone because bhakti is her final destination.
The client mentioned that she received answers to all her questions except one ā regarding her future relationship with her daughter. She added that she believes her daughter cared for her in a past life and will do the same in this one as well.
REPORT AND RECOMMENDATIONS-
The report was sent to the client via email.
Recommendations included:
⢠Continue meditation and follow the guidance received from Lord Krishna.
⢠Practice breathwork whenever she feels anxious or tense.
⢠Stay aware of any significant dreams or physical sensations (especially pain) that may arise in the next few days.
⢠Maintain a positive outlook and continue serving those in need, as she already does.
-I also informed her about the follow-up session to be conducted later.
Follow-Up
During the follow-up conducted one week later, the client reported that she had been sleeping better since the last session. She felt lighter, and the headache had not recurred.
When asked about her sinus issue, she said it tends to fluctuate ā¦she was not experiencing any symptoms at that time but would inform me if it reappeared.