Name- referred as client ‘Yug’ to respect his privacy
Age- 53yrs
Location - Mumbai
Profession - Music Composer and Lyricist
Pre-briefing went well and Yug responded very well with most of the questions.
Session 1
Contract and Oath of Confidentiality was signed
Client assessment:-VAK 3/4/8, Eye Roll 3/5
Pain level08(before). After (donno, but felt much relaxed and relieved),
Hypnositability 8/10
Detailed History
Yug, an established musician in Mumbai, had a unique and transformative journey in life. The life experiences, struggles, and emotional dynamics of Yug are intertwined with cultural and societal influences, creating a rich tapestry of growth, challenges, and ultimately, self-realization.
Yug was born into a middle-class family in a small town of Khandwa, Madhya Pradesh, a family where traditional values were cherished, but there were struggles with ‘economic stability’ and ‘social expectations’. Early years of growing up were marked by a strong sense of family responsibility and the expectation to fit into traditional roles. His family, while supportive, often had difficulty seeing the unique talents of the client, especially in a society that typically values more conventional career paths like engineering, medicine, or business.
Though Yug was drawn to music from an early age, it was a niche interest in their family. They were surrounded by relatives and peers who often did not understand or appreciate his passion for music. In the societal context, where the idea of a career in arts was often undervalued, Yug felt isolated and sometimes unheard.
Yug’s relationship with his parents was loving but also a bit strained. He was encouraged to pursue academics or a career in a more “practical” field. There was a deep desire for the client’s dreams to be acknowledged, but it was often overshadowed by the practical needs of the family and the societal expectations for success.
During his teenage years, he began to actively pursue his passion for music, but this came with significant internal and external struggles… where success is often measured by tangible achievements and social prestige, pursuing a career in music was seen as uncertain and non-conventional. Yug’s choice to follow music caused a strain in family relationships, with relatives questioning the practicality of this path. However, Yug remained determined to express himself through music, finding solace and identity in this pursuit.
The struggle between familial obligations and personal passions led to feelings of loneliness and rejection. Music became an escape…a way to process his emotions and connect with a higher sense of self.
During this time, he began to experiment with different instruments, with a focus on classical Indian music, reflecting the deep-rooted traditions of Indian culture.He studied at Sitar School of Music, and under the guidance of his guruji (Pandit Vishwa Mohan Bhatt,) and began developing a unique style that integrated classical ragas with more contemporary sounds. This period was characterized by both frustration and exhilaration as he felt misunderstood, but still passionate about his craft.
After finishing school, Yug moved to Mumbai, in search of opportunities. Mumbai, with its thriving music scene, is a place of promise, but also filled with challenges. As a young artist in a competitive city, Yug faced the harsh realities of the entertainment industry… Casting auditions…performing at small venues and composing music for advertising became his way of earning a living while trying to make a name for himself. This time was filled with long hours of work and disappointments, and Yug often had to balance his passion with financial struggles…
While his musical talent slowly began to gain recognition, he still felt the sting of being overlooked or ignored in comparison to more commercially successful musicians.He even experienced doubt and self-worth issues during this phase, questioning whether his dedication to music would ever truly pay off.
Despite these challenges, his breakthrough eventually came when he caught the attention of a prominent producer. This marked the beginning of his professional success in the music industry, though the emotional scars of past rejection and isolation never fully left him.
By early thirties, Yug had established himself as a respected musician in the industry. He had released multiple albums, performed at prestigious venues, and gained recognition for his unique blend of classical and contemporary music. Yet, despite the external success, the client often feels an internal void, as if something is missing…
His success, although fulfilling on some level, was always tinged with the need for deeper connection , the kind of profound, meaningful relationships and spiritual fulfillment he had craved in his earlier years.
However, despite being surrounded by fans and collaborators, Yug still occasionally feels like a shadow in his own life… have struggled with balancing fame and personal fulfillment, sometimes doubting whether his success was truly reflective of his authentic self.
While Yug achieved professional success, his personal life has been complicated. Given his early life struggles and emotional neglect, relationships were often challenging. He had built emotional walls as a defense mechanism, inadvertently pushing people away, that didn’t fully fulfill his emotional or spiritual needs.
Yug have a very compatible and compassionate spouse who consistently supported and nurtured his emotional needs, that had a profound and positive impact on his married life. This partnership provides a sense of security, emotional fulfillment, and deep connection, allowing the client to navigate his complex emotional landscape with greater ease…
He feels blessed to have such an understanding and compassionate wife and is blessed with two boys.
In their thirties and forties, Yug and his wife had a spiritual awakening, prompted by a life event and personal crisis. This awakening led to the realization that their emotional longing for connection was not just about fame or recognition, but about a deeper sense of fulfillment, a desire for authentic relationships… personal peace… and a true understanding of their purpose in life. They found this peace through personal growth… meditation and through a spiritual guide.
Today, as an established musician in Mumbai, Yug and his wife have found a sense of recognition and professional success in their field, but they are still navigating their internal journey. They have learned to value themselves beyond external recognition and are working on finding fulfillment in their personal and spiritual life. They feel more connected to their music, not as a way to prove themselves, but as a spiritual calling… They are seeking deeper, more authentic connections with others, striving for balance between their career and personal life, and feeling the need to share the wisdom they’ve gained through their music and spiritual practice.
Though they are now comfortable in their professional skin, the journey toward emotional peace and self-acceptance continues, guided by the lessons of the past which has helped them understand the importance of connection, purpose and love…
Yug came for regression therapy to gain a deeper understanding of his emotional struggles, personal patterns, and unresolved issues from the past that were affecting their current life.
T - Therapist
C - Client
Theme- Seeking Healing from Past Life Patterns and Desire for Closure and Integration.
[ Yug might have been unconsciously repeating patterns from past lives, such as ‘feeling unimportant’ or ‘unseen’, despite success in his present life. Regression therapy will certainly provide a safe space to revisit and heal these past life wounds, allowing Yug to recognize and address how he is subconsciously carrying these patterns into his current existence. This therapy will surely help him achieve emotional clarity, healing, and personal growth, ultimately enabling him and his wife to live a more integrated and fulfilling life.]
A Short Prayer for Guidance to my Divine Masters and Guides
before the session began
Divine Masters and Guides,
Surround me with light and protection.
Guide me with wisdom and clarity,
As I open to the healing journey ahead.
May your divine energy lead me to truth and peace.
Thank you for your support and love.
Amen.
Session 2-
To facilitate this session, Yug was guided into a relaxed state through deep breathing and progressive muscle relaxation…followed by Dave Elman – Deep relaxation - ball of light- Staircase-
T- continue deep breathing and just trust the process and allow whatever comes to surface to be revealed
Now, take another deep breath keeping your eyes closed…with each breath, let your body relax even deeper… letting go of any tension… I want you to imagine a staircase in front of you. With each number I count, you’re going to descend the staircase, going deeper into a relaxed state… 10… going down… 9… deeper and deeper… 8… all the way down… 7… feeling relaxed… 6… all the way down to 5… you’re feeling calm and peaceful now… 4… 3… 2… and 1…
Now you’re at the bottom of the staircase in a safe, quiet place… When I ask you, I want you to tell me what do you see, feel, and sense.
C- … it’s complete dark. I’m standing on something hard, like stone, and it’s too cold.
T- hmm…Keep focusing on the sensations you’re experiencing.
Can you tell me what’s around you?
C- it is some kind of room… tall stone walls… it’s smelling musty, like old, damp place…m hearing some footsteps echo.
T- hmm…look around and what do you feel this place is like??
C- looks like a very old …very very old temple like…
T- umm…what is coming to your awareness about the year I mean which year or era it is ?..
C- silence…210 BC…
T- what place is it ?..what is the name of this place?
C- can’t read properly…
T- hear the name of this place your fellow men calling
C- not clear…but I feel it is ’ Avanti… Avantika…Avanti’…yes, I feel it is Avantika
T- Interesting.
what do you look like ? and
What are you wearing?
C- I… I’m wearing… कुछ अलग ही कपडे है…
T - पैरों में क्या पहना है ?
C - कुछ नही, नंगेपैर हूं, it is a large, dimly lit hall…very tall stone walls… barely see the ceiling.
It feels like an old temple…
It’s a grand structure, but the shadows make it feel oppressive.
I’m alone here… no one is around… I am feeling very cold on the stone floor.
[Rubbing feet with each other]
I am dark…umm…black, and it feels like I’m… I’m in a lower position. I’m not important.
T- what is your name?
how do people call you?
C- donno…nobody calls me
T- hmm…what do you sense beyond the cold stone?
what can you hear or smell?
C- a faint smell of अगरबत्ती… may be its a temple. The air feels heavy… I can hear distant voices.
T- which temple is it?.. इस temple का कोई नाम है? किसकी पूजा होती है यहां??
C- हां… शायद महाकालेश्वर … हां महाकालेश्वर है… शिवजी की पूजा हो रही है।
T- Ok… what is you doing here?
What is happening around you?
C- I’m… a servant, and I’m sweeping the floor.
There’s a thick layer of dust everywhere. I’m cleaning the long hall, but it feels endless. I see soldiers in armor… कुछ पुजारी हैं…but they don’t notice me…they ignore me completely as though I don’t even exist.
T- hmm…How does this make you feel?
C- I feel small and lonely… no one notices me. I’m just a shadow in the corner of their lives…I don’t have any power, and I’m just… doing what I’m told.
T- hmm…take a moment to be with these emotions…raise your right hand when you want to move ahead…
C- hmm…[silence]…about 3-4min
[IMR]
T- ok…Let’s move to a significant moment ahead in this life, so with a count from 3 to 1 you will be in that moment…
3…2…and 1
What do you see or feel ?
C- hmm…I’m old now, still in the same place, but it’s quiet…very few people around…nobody comes here now…
I’ve been here so long, working in the kitchen. The work is hard, and the food we make is simple. I don’t have much to look forward to. I’m surviving, but it’s… not a kind of life I want. It feels like I’ve been here too long, and I have nothing left to give.
T- acchha…do you have any relationships in this life? Is there anyone you’re close to?
C- No… I’ve seen many people come and go. Some of the other servants pass by, but they don’t speak to me. There’s a distance, like I’m beneath them. The soldiers or priests, they don’t look at me either. No one talks to me. I’ve become part of the walls, part of the background. I feel forgotten.
T- hmm…ok…now let’s move to another significant moment ahead, so with a count from 3 to 1 you will be in that moment…
3…2…and 1
What do you see or feel ?
C- I’m old now, much older. I’m sitting in a small corner of the kitchen. The fire has almost burned out, and I’m too weak. My body aches, and I feel exhausted. I’ve served all my life in this place, but no one is here now. I can feel myself fading. It’s quiet… peaceful in a way, but lonely. No one comes to say goodbye. No one notices when I pass away.
T- hmmm…(pause)
I want you to release this life now.
Feel yourself moving away from it… free from it… now you are no longer that person. I’m going to count from 3 to 1, and when I reach 1, you’ll be in a new life, a new time, a new place…
3… 2… and 1…
Where are you? and what do you see?
C- a place…uhh…very different, but I can’t see it yet. It feels like I’ve traveled a long way…
T- take a moment…to know or feel what this new place is like?
What do you see now?
C- I see a river.water is flowing slowly, and there’s a mist rising from it. I’m standing on a boat, looking at the shore. The air is warm, but there’s a feeling of peace and I’m not sure where I am, but it feels like a new beginning…
T- hmm…What do you look like now?
What are you wearing?
C- I’m wearing simple clothes, very soft and flowing…my hair is long now, and there’s a calmness in my expression. I feel different… more at peace. There’s a sense of purpose.
T- what’s happening around you and what do you do?
C- I think I’m a disciple… a student. There’s a man beside me, an older teacher. His presence is comforting, but he speaks very little. He teaches with silence, with his eyes. I’m learning from him. I can feel the wisdom radiating from him, he doesn’t speak much. There are others here too, but my attention is focused on him.
T- Tell me more about this teacher.
C- umm…he is like a beacon. His eyes are very deep, and there is peace in them that I’ve never known before. He doesn’t need to say anything to make me understand. I feel his teachings through his presence. He’s like a guide, showing me a path that I’ve been searching for. I think he’s a spiritual master…
T- How do you feel in his presence?
C- oh…(smiles) I feel… safe…like I am where I am meant to be. I’ve never felt so at home. There’s a quiet power in him. When I am near him, I feel like I’m part of something greater, something eternal.
T- can you hear or feel your name?..hear your teacher calling you…
C- Maan…he calls me Maan
T- hmmm…Maan can you sense or feel what you’re learning from him?
Is there a specific teaching or lesson he’s offering?
C- uhh…it’s not something I can explain with words, but it’s like he’s teaching me the nature of the soul. He shows me how to quiet the mind…how to listen to the silence… It’s as though he’s guiding me to understand something deep inside me… something that was always there, waiting to be discovered. There’s no rush, no need to force it. The lessons come slowly, like drops of water filling a vessel…
T- ( I am getting the tingling sensation and the goosebumps …do not know how to proceed…have closed my eyes and just moving with the flow, as I am feeling divine presence of my Master, my Guru🙏 , )
Can you see the moment when you leave this life?..
How does your journey unfold?
C- I’m old now. The master is gone, and I am sitting by the river, looking at the flowing water… I’ve learned much, but I know there’s still more to understand. I feel at peace.
My body is tired, but my heart is full…
I have closed my eyes, and it feels like the world is fading away… I’m ready to go, but I’m not afraid. I feel a sense of gratitude, a sense of completion. I pass away quietly, with a smile on my face, knowing that the journey is never truly over.
( A different level of peace is there on my client’s face )
T- now, feel yourself rising from that life. You’re no longer bound by it… You are free, moving into a place of rest and renewal…
Let yourself go, and know that you are always connected to the wisdom you have gained…
C- h…I’m floating above… rising above… There’s bright light and I am feeling light…very light… It’s peaceful, and I know I’m at home.
T- beautiful !!..
you are in a place of peace, beyond time and space. Take all the lessons from these lives with you, knowing that they are part of your eternal soul…
When you’re ready and if you are willing we may explore another lifetime. (Pause)
Take your time and indicate to me when you like to move ahead…
After a gap (IMR)
T- ok…now with a count from 5 to 1 you will slowly drift into another time and space beyond this life into another life time…
5…4…3… slowly you are drifting…2… Ok n another space of time…1…
What do you see or feel ?
C- a bright white light…very bright. I can feel the warmth, like the sun is shining on me… grass beneath my feet, and I can hear birds
T- nice… What else do you see?
Look around and tell me what you notice?
C- there is this big open field with trees in the distance…it looks like a village, I think. I see some people around… it feels like they’re very happy.
T- Great…look at yourself what are you?..man or a woman?
C- a man…a young man.
T- what is your age?
C- may be 22-24yrs
T- what clothes are you wearing?
C- umm…a loose shirt & pants, I feel strong. … my hair is long and wavy.
T- what is your name ?..kya naam hai tumhara?
C- Omi…my name is Omi
T- hmm…What kind of work do you do?
C- farming…I’m a farmer I fee connected to the land i work on…the soil, the crops… I’m proud of what I do. I have a family, a wife and kids. They’re happy, and so am I
T- that sounds fulfilling…
How do you feel?
C- I feel so much more alive. I feel valued, like I’m part of something. My family depends on me, and I provide for them… There’s a sense of peace and purpose and I don’t feel alone.
T- that’s wonderful…
With a count from 3 to 1 you will move into a significant memory from this life…
3…2…and one…
where are you?..and
what’s happening?
C- I’m sitting under a tree… a big, old tree… I feel peaceful…my grandchildren are running around, playing…it’s the sunset time and I feel content, like everything in my life has come full circle.
T- that sounds beautiful. How old are you now?
C- … very old… may be in my eighties…have wrinkles on my face, but I feel strong in my heart. I’ve lived a long, good life.
T- what are you thinking about as you sit there?
C- that how much I’ve seen in my lifetime… how the land has changed, how my children grew up, how my grandchildren are now learning the same skills I did. It’s like a cycle. I’ve passed on everything I know, and I can see them taking care of the land like I did. I’m proud of them.
T- what does that pride feel like?
C- मुझे गर्व है… that I’ve done something meaningful… something that will continue even after I’m gone. It’s not just about me anymore. It’s about the future.
T- Is there anyone with you right now?
C- Yes… my wife… we’ve lived a full life together. She’s sitting beside me, smiling at the children playing. We don’t need to speak much anymore, we just know.
T- profound…
what is it like, sitting with her?
C- very peaceful…so much love, so many memories. We’ve shared everything together, and even now, in our old age, it feels like we’re still one.
T- hmm…that’s a beautiful feeling.
now as you sit there what do you feel in this moment?
C- I feel so complete… like I’ve done everything I was meant to do. There’s no regret, no fear. Just peace. I’ve lived a life full of purpose, and now I’m ready for whatever comes next, but I’m not rushing. I’m enjoying the moment.
T- look deep into the eyes of your wife and see if she has any resemblance with anyone in your current life ?..
C- yes, I feel she is still my wife in my current life… I feel her love. I think she’s always been with me, even now… still my partner. We still share our energy, our love. I feel she has always been a part of my journey.
T- It sounds like you’ve found a deep sense of fulfillment.
Do you feel any sense of closure or understanding now, about this life?
C- Yes… I understand now that life is not just about the work, or the struggle. It’s also about the connections, the love, the passing on of knowledge. It’s about being a part of something much bigger than yourself. I can see now how everything has woven together.
T- It’s beautiful that you’ve come to this realization.
Thank you for sharing this moment.
T- now with a count from 3 to 1 you will be in the last day in this life.
3…2…and 1…
What do you see ?
C- I am old… बच्चे बड़े हो गए हैं…अब वो खेती करतें हैं … मुझे गर्व है… I’m happy.
T- hmm…
C- I am lying in my bed peacefully, surrounded by my family. It’s calm, and I feel loved…I feel am dead…
T- hmm…
C- I feel like I am floating in a bright, warm light. There’s a sense of peace and freedom I don’t feel the weight of my body anymore. I’m just… light.
T- what do you feel as you float in this light?
C- I feel like I am being embraced by something much larger than myself. There’s no fear, no sadness. Just love. I feel like I’m going home.
T- as you float in the light, do you sense anyone around you?
A guide, or a higher being?
C- yes, it feels familiar, like someone I’ve known forever. It’s not a person, but more of a feeling, like a wise, loving energy. I feel safe…it’s like I’ve come home to them.
T- hmm…what is this presence like?
C- very calm, loving… like they’ve been waiting for me to return. They’re telling me that I’ve done everything I was meant to do, and now it’s time to rest.
T- hmm…you can let go of this life and allow yourself to return to the present moment.
I’m going to count from 1 to 5, and by the time I reach 5, you will be fully back in the room with me, feeling refreshed and relaxed.
1… coming back… 2… becoming aware of your surroundings… 3… feeling grounded and at ease… 4… almost there… and 5… you’re fully awake and present.
C- …Wow, that was incredible…
T- How do you feel now? What was it like experiencing those past lives?
C- Amazing…pause…
(I as therapist offered her a glass of warm ‘nimboo paani’ n asked him to sip n drink.)
After a silence of about more than as n 6-7min he began speaking…
My first life felt so lonely, like I didn’t matter at all. But the other one… it felt full of love, and like I was making a real difference. It was like night and day.
T- it sounds like you experienced very contrasting lives, one where you felt invisible and powerless, and the other where you felt deeply connected and valued. Do you think there’s anything in these past lives that might relate to your current life?
C- yeah…I feel there’s a connection. In my current life, I sometimes feel invisible or unimportant, like the first life. But I also crave that sense of purpose and connection that I felt in the other life, with my family and my work.
T- It seems like these past life experiences could be reflecting something you’re working through now. Perhaps they are guiding you to find more meaning and connection in your current life. It’s a process, but now that you’ve seen it, you have a greater understanding.
C- hmm…(Silence )…
I do feel like I understand things a little better now. It’s like I have more clarity about my own needs and what I want out of my life.
T- that’s a wonderful insight…
The healing process often starts with understanding and integrating what you’ve learned. I strongly believe you’ve done great work today.
C- Thank you so much mam… I feel like I have a lot to think about, but it’s a good feeling…
T- take your time with it…you’ve had a powerful experience, and it will continue to unfold as you reflect on it. When you’re ready, we can continue exploring or work on any other areas you’d like to address.
C- Umm…I definitely want to explore more in the future. (Smiles)
T- I look forward to that.
We’ll take it step by step…
Session 3-
Reflection and integration:-
T- Yug, you’ve had some powerful insights today. Reflecting on your past life as Avantika, how do you feel that experience of being unseen impacts your current life?
C- It feels like a deep-rooted fear. Even now, despite my success, I sometimes feel overlooked, as if I’m still that invisible servant.
T- That’s a deep reflection, Yug. In your current life, you’ve certainly achieved a lot becoming an established musician, respected in the industry. But there’s still a sense of isolation or feeling unseen sometimes. How do you think that past life experience might be influencing your present struggles with self-worth, even amidst success?
C- I think it’s a deep-rooted fear, almost like I’m carrying that energy from Avantika. Even when people around me praise my work, I sometimes still feel like I’m not really seen for who I am. There’s a fear that no matter what I do, I’ll always be overlooked.
T- In your life as Maan, you found peace and wisdom through your spiritual guide. Do you feel this shift has had a lasting impact?
C-Yes, it was about connecting to something deeper, beyond external validation. It wasn’t about fame, but inner peace
T- How can you apply these lessons from Maan to your current life, especially in music and relationships?
C- I think I need to focus more on what my music means to me, not just external applause. In Maan’s life, fulfillment came from internal peace and connection, not recognition
T- seems your music can reflect your inner journey now. What about your relationship with your wife across past lives and this one—how do you see that connection?
C- In both past lives, she supported me, though in different ways. In this life, our connection is deep and real. She’s my anchor, helping me feel truly seen.
T- That’s profound, Yug. It’s clear that she’s not just a partner in this life, but also a guide in your emotional and spiritual growth. How do you feel about the relationship with her now, knowing that it has such a deep connection through many lifetimes?
C- I am feeling incredibly grateful. She’s my constant support.
T- How do you feel about carrying these lessons forward into your future?
C- I feel like I’m ready to let go of the past fears and wounds. I can see now that the loneliness I felt in my past lives doesn’t have to define me.
T- Exactly. Embrace your true essence, and deeper connections will follow in all areas of life.
C- It feels like a new beginning. I’m ready to step into a life aligned with my soul’s purpose, and share my music to connect with others, not for validation but for joy.
T- And that’s the essence of your music expressing your true self. Remember, the most profound connection is with yourself, and from there, everything else will flow naturally.
C-I feel at peace now. I’m grateful for this journey ma’am. I’m ready to live authentically and find true fulfillment.
T- I’m so proud of you, Yug. This journey of self-discovery and healing is a beautiful one, and I can already see how much it’s impacting your life. As we continue, remember that your path is yours to walk, and you have all the wisdom within you to navigate it with grace and clarity.
[ Yug now understands that his music is a reflection of his inner journey and purpose. He says he will no longer seek external validation but will express himself authentically through his art, sharing his soul’s message.]
This reflection and integration process will help Yug align with his true essence, healing his past wounds, and allow him to move forward in his personal and spiritual journey with greater clarity and inner peace.
