This case study beautifully shows how past life healing can uncover hidden roots of our present struggles, helping us move from resistance to acceptance, and from pain to peace.
The lady is Shiva devotee, so let us call her “Shivani”
F /42YO / Focus score 8/10 / V-5/ A- 7/ K- 3 / Eye roll 1.
Theme – Purpose of this life.
Pain Level before session – 8/10.
Shivani, a 42-year-old corporate lawyer, always appeared strong to the world. Yet, beneath the surface, she carried a deep weariness, a soul-level exhaustion she could not explain. Life seemed to present her with one challenge after another, leaving her questioning: “Why me? What have I done to deserve so much pain?”
Childhood and Early Struggles
Born in a Maharashtrian family, Shivani often found herself drawn to Rajasthani attire, as if echoing memories from another lifetime. She lost her father when she was just nine months old, leaving her with no memory of him but a lifelong longing for fatherly love. As she grew, she unconsciously sought father figures in men around her, always trying to fill that void.
Her childhood was further scarred when she was molested by her cousin—an unspoken trauma that shaped her trust and relationships. She grew up feeling misunderstood, and her relationships often fell into unexplained patterns of hurt and betrayal. Alongside emotional wounds, she carried irrational fears—water, snakes, darkness. Even while bathing, she often felt as though she’s drowning. There are times, without any incidents, she find marks on her body as if someone as hit her hard. These fears hinted at something deeper than the present lifetime.
Marriage and Heartbreaks
In college, Shivani explored multiple relationships before marrying the man she loved from her own community and a within a year they were blessed with a son. But as years passed, her husband’s alcoholism and physical abuse turned her marriage into a cage. After 12 years of suffering, she walked away, leaving behind her 11-year-old son, determined to reclaim her dignity.
As a shoulder to cry on, a new relationship soon followed, and she remarried a man four years younger. Soon, she conceived twins. But destiny intervened in the eighth month—one baby died in the womb, and the other survived with severe health challenges. Later, doctors diagnosed her daughter as a special child with underdeveloped brain and fragile bones.
Unable to accept this child at first, Shivani distanced herself suffering post-pregnancy trauma.
But time became her teacher. Slowly, she realized that this child was not a punishment
Later, with deep introspection, she realized this was not punishment but karma -
“Opportunity for seva”. She accepted that this little soul had come to her to clear unresolved debts of the past.
Past Life Regression Therapy
Seeking answers to her recurring struggles, Shivani underwent Past Life Regression therapy, which unraveled truths that explained her fears and attachments:
In one life, around year 1630, she saw herself as a royal queen in Rajasthan who perished in a devastating flood. That lifetime explained her present love for Rajasthani attire and irrational fear of water and the suffocating sensation even during a simple head bath.
In another, around year 1730, she saw herself in Europe aged 19 year old, in a collage and a man always use to follow her (recognized as her current / second husband). However, she was happily married to her first husband, but at the age of 30, she died tragically in a library fire during a riot - leaving her with deep fears of smoke, darkness, and suffocation.
In her third vision, in year 1818 she was a singer in Kolkata. She defended herself from two men who tried to assault her. In result of self-defense she hit them hard with a wooden chair. One was killed and the other got crippled.
In this life, she realized, those same men had returned as her twin daughters - souls seeking healing and balance through her.
The Soul Awakening
Through these regressions, Shivani understood her life’s patterns.
Her journey was not one of suffering but of soul evolution - transforming pain into compassion, karma into seva and evolve spiritually.
As a devotee of Lord Shiva, she believes her final journey will be fulfilled in Kashi - the sacred land, where her soul will rest in peace.
Closure
Shivani’s story is not one of tragedy but of transformation - from pain to purpose, from resistance to acceptance. Past Life Regression did not erase her struggles, but it gave her understanding and peace.
Pain level after session – TWO/10
