Client details : Amy, 55/F,
Eye roll : 2/4 ,
VAK : 2/6/6,
Hypnotisability 7/10
Theme: Feeling of Insecurity
Amy had a good life and was blessed with some psychic abilities. She would often receive signs when something bad was about to happen to her loved ones—like recurring dreams of someone who was about to pass away, sudden pain in certain body parts indicating harm to others, and even the time when a glass broke just before she received a call informing her that a relative had gone into a coma. Despite these ominous signs, Amy always stayed strong and held her ground. Two major incidents in her life could have broken an ordinary person, but not Amy. She remained resilient.
The first incident was the death of her father. Her mother was ill, and Amy was in a foreign country. She rushed to the hospital as soon as she could catch the first flight. Her mother was lying beside her father’s bed, as he had been paralyzed for a few years. Sadly, after a few days, her father passed away. Amy acted strong and didn’t cry at that time.
The second incident involved her daughter, who was stabbed with needles by a maniac at a Halloween party. Amy was again in a foreign land and couldn’t do much. In both incidents, she felt helpless.
During the history-taking process, it was revealed that Amy has three children. While giving birth, each time she felt as though she might lose them or that she might not survive. So, we decided to set the theme as the feeling of insecurity about her daughters—that something would happen to them and she would be unable to prevent it.
Session 1
Stages 1 to 11 were completed.
I showed Amy two happy memories and then guided her through the tunnel of light to enter the past. However, she could only see lights. I then created another bridge, but she still saw only lights. Finally, I asked her to imagine two doors and to open one, but again she found herself in a place where there were only lights everywhere. I then decided to seek guidance from the Masters and emerge from the trance.
Amy found the Master and asked for guidance. In return, the Master told her something (which she didn’t reveal to me) and scolded her, saying, “WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? GO BACK…”
So, I asked Amy whether she wanted to emerge or not. On her agreement, I helped her emerge back and ended the session there.
[Something stuck in my mind: why was she unable to go into the past to seek answers for her insecurity? The next day, I got the intuition that her issues only had something to do with this lifetime and not the past. So, I called her and asked if she would do another session.]
Session 2
Stages 9 to 11 were completed.
I showed Amy two happy memories with her dad and led her to the last moments with her dad.
T: In a moment, whenever you are ready, you will be able to see a childhood happy memory with your dad.
C: We are on the beach.
T: Who else is with you, and what are you doing there?
C: Only me and my dad are there… some strangers are also there… I am playing on the beach.
T: How are you feeling at this moment?
C: I am feeling very happy.
T: Can you hear anything?
C: Noise… people are talking, but I can’t understand.
T: Is there anything you want to tell me?
C: No.
T: Now, you will be able to explore another happy moment with your dad.
C: I am coming… (whispered in a very low voice)
T: Where are you coming?
C: I am combing… my dad’s hair.
T: Ohh, okay… what else is happening there?
C: I am hugging my dad… he is happy… he is on the sofa.
[Now I wanted her to face her insecurities, so I led her to her dad’s last moment.]
T: Amy, can you go to the last moment when you got the news that your dad was in the hospital?
C: My mom is in the hospital… my dad has been admitted for 2.5 years… as he is paralyzed.
T: Okay… please go to the moment when you heard about your mom being in the hospital.
C: I am in Mumbai… I got a call… my mom is not feeling well.
T: What are you feeling in this moment?
C: I am feeling helpless… I want to go to her as soon as possible.
T: Now go to the moment when you are on the plane and let me know what you are feeling.
C: I am feeling alone… I need to reach her.
T: Now go to the moment when you are in the hospital and let me know what you are feeling.
C: She is not looking good… I am feeling sad… my father is there beside her bed.
T: Amy, now I want you to go to the last moment of your dad and let me know what you are feeling. [I wanted to release the emotion, as it was trapped in that moment.]
C: He is in bed… and he died… I feel like crying… but I am not crying.
T: Amy. I know you are a very strong person, and you have to take care of your siblings… you didn’t cry at that moment, but now you are in a safe place, and you can cry… you can release that emotion now.
[Even in a trance, she acted very strong and resisted crying.]
T: Amy, you are in a safe place. Let that emotion come out… let go of it.
[After a few minutes, when she felt comfortable, I could see tears in her eyes.]
[The abreaction was coming out now. I asked her to release all the emotions, and she cried like a baby…]
[I consoled her, and after some time, she felt peaceful.]
T: How are you feeling now?
C: At peace.
T: Very good… Now can you go to the moment when you heard the news about your daughter being stabbed with needles?
C: I got a call at midnight… I am in the USA, and she is in the UK…
[She started crying again, this time for her daughter. I allowed the abreaction to come out and waited for a few minutes.]
T: Amy, can you relate these two incidents and see if they are the reason behind your insecurities about your daughter?
C: Maybe… it’s possible… I’m not sure.
T: Okay… Now you can go to your paradise of peace, to the garden.
C: I am in the garden now… resting.
T: Now, please imagine you are going to the cliff.
C: I can see the cliff… I am on the cliff.
T: Feel the air, see the view, and let me know how you are feeling.
C: I feel peaceful.
T: There is a box beside you… can you open it?
C: I can see the box.
T: Put all your worries, insecurities, and fears in that box and lift it.
C: I did.
T: Now stand near the guard rail and throw that box from the cliff.
C: Yes… done.
T: How are you feeling now?
C: Good… peaceful.
T: Do you want to come back?
C: Yes.
I slowly awakened her. After awakening, she was still crying for her father but at the same time felt peaceful.
Recommendation:
- Do the mindful meditation
- Express her feelings more, don’t hold them back
[This session was done in Aug, as the client is from another city, and she wanted to go back hence we have to wrap the session early and no further sessions are scheduled.]
Feedback from the client after a month:
“The feeling of insecurity has decreased drastically and it now doesn’t bother her anymore. She is more peaceful and calm now”
