Mam I am suffering from severe head ache which looks like migraine but seems to be incurable this came from a young 24 year old girl who had come all the way from Chennai only for a session hoping that she would be relieved from her pains.
But I feel that its completely at the hands of each and every person to be relieved from pain or whatever they are suffering from or carrying bccoz each pain comes only from the baggages we are carrying.
Anyway the history taking and initial session didn’t reveal much pain in her present life other than passing away of her favourite uncle (chacha) She had a lovely simple yet happy childhood filled with parents and elders love.
The next day we started the session and what came up shook me for sure.
Me What comes to ur awareness?
Cl : I am barefoot….its a forest…..seems to be waterfall…….i am alone….am standing…….its early morning or evening……I am barefoot……its not too high……
The client was coming back again and again….sometimes the soul doesn’t want to revisit.
Cl : Now the place looks like a hut……its brown……it’s a road…..mud road…..i am going inside the hut…..one table is there….its an old table…..i am just seeing the work……one worker is cleaning……three people are working……they are cleaning something……it seems they are cleaning old things…..I am out there is open space……I am going inside……its empty……..its a village……..i am standing outside the house……
I am standing alone……seems some person is coming……he is talking to me…but am not able to understand……I am going somewhere…..dont know where…….i am going near a mountain…..i am falling down……..i got hurt….am turning…….am not able to see,maybe I am dead……..i have lots of blood on my face…(she was crying unconsolably)
Had to complete the session with some relaxation. Next day we started afresh…….
Me : What comes to ur awareness
Cl : I can see the mud road…….i am wearing a red colour davni….Black slippers…I am doing some work,……it looks like a shop…. ….. it looks like hotel……its name is varalakshmi hotel…..i am only sitting in the main chair……I am wearing purple colour davni(half saree)……there is this person who cares for me….he is around 30s……he is wearing sandal shirt….i guess my name is Varalakshmi……he is calling me Varu……he is quite supportive…..i am calling him Akash…..there is this another guy in his 50s he is after me troubling me….he hit me hard ….akash is taking me and making me lie down……there is an old kattul(bed)…he has put a bandage on my head…….Akash is now sitting on the same hotel where I was sitting……I am calling him out of fear……he is telling me to lie down….he is also confused….i got up and he says he will take care and he tells me to go…..i am sitting in the room and crying….. …..he is calling someone and giving some work……he is wearing sandal shirt and pant….he is keeping lots of money…….old 100 rupees…..many bundles are there…..he is giving instructions…to the people….it seems I am shocked and he says I will take care……I will take care…it seems……he is taking all the money and going…..he takes the money in a bag…….now I am going back to the room….i feel depressed ….…I am not fair not dark……feel little tensed…..he seems to go in a white colour car…….it seems I am married to Akash…..it seems to be a hilly area….mud road leading to hill……he is going down the hill in a car……..it seems a lorry came and hit the car….what happened I am not sure…..one thought feels he died…one thought says he escaped from above…….there Is some trouble it appears in his driving….but am not sure……I am coming out of the hotel…this bad guy is coming again…..i think he is saying your husband is not alive……I get so so tensed that I start running and without checking on what happened to my husband I jumped from the cliff….he seems to be a psycho……..now……..it seems he wanted me……the year is 1989……..it is thirumangalam…..place….i loved akash and then got married to him…….
…I fell on a stone and feel I have died…….someone came to lift me…Ohhhh akash he is alive….again they are taking me to the hut…..they seem to pump…….me…….i am showing that I got hurt…..i showed my head and then lied down………I am bleeding still……..i think now only I appear to be dead….he is trying to wake me up but I am not getting up
I am just seeing the place……I am remembering his face again I don’t know why….i think I am still very angry with him…..he is the same person who wanted to kill me…..there is a slope and I am coming down it seems to be a village road….maybe the lorry hit this place only…….akash is lying in the road with lots of blood…..he seems to be dead…….i am not able to make out……I think he is dead…….maybe I shouldn’t take decisions hurriedly……can still see him lying dead………I can see akash getting up……akash is going back to village…….i can see the spot and pose how varalakshmi died……took a wrong decision due to which I suffered and lost my life…….i want to forget that and continue….life…..seems I am talking to my soul……soul is like a baby …..so don’t want to give bad things to baby….i want to give only good…….to the soul…….
Seems like soul is like a baby,….and we should take care of it like a baby…….should not give pain to it,…..if we give good things it will laugh and if you give bad things it will cry……….so we should give it happiness…..need to praise it…..take care of it……properly guide it……like how we teach a baby to walk……basically now its happy so we will see about it in future……..it should learn to be always happy….in any circumstances…..whatever problem comes I should not de-motivate myself…..i should not blame and should wait for the right time….soul is a child so should not give pain to it…….
We need to take care of it and let go of anything that bothers
