The Man Who Couldn't Breathe

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@ushapssk

Very well handled

Very well handled indeed​love your crispy comments btw​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@kobrakulsh

Yes, @ArvindArvind Khareji…it’s truly humbling to see how the soul carries its lessons across lifetimes… and how PLRT becomes that sacred space where the learning finally lands. I feel grateful to have been part of that moment for him.

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@kobrakulsh

Your message felt like a warm embrace to both me and the session itself… I sat with your words, letting them sink in me… because they carry not just feedback, but the soul of a fellow healer who sees…truly sees…

@kobrakulsh

Thank you… thank you so much from the depths of my heart, for your generous compliments, for acknowledging the pain Gagan carried silently for so many years, and for honouring the sacredness of his healing journey… It means the world.

@kobrakulsh

You beautifully captured the pulse of this session-

“The body remembers what the mind forgets… the subconscious holds samskaras till resolution.”

Yes… and how powerfully those patterns speak through breathlessness, silence, and stoic smiles that say, “I’m fine” when the soul is drowning.

@kobrakulsh

Gagan’s theme…“The Soul That Couldn’t Breathe” is not just his story… but a collective cry we so often hear beneath the surface of our clients’ lives.

@kobrakulsh

Your insight about the shift from KMF to Classic is so valid, and I deeply value your reflections on the timing of that transition. I also smiled at your reference to Amarantos teachings…it’s a blessing to belong to a lineage that holds such rigour with such love.

@kobrakulsh

And the line-

“Healing can’t be forced; it blooms in divine timing…”

Yes… this. A thousand times, yes. Sometimes, we’re merely the quiet space where readiness meets grace.

@kobrakulsh

Your words, your presence in this shared journey… they uplift me. I’m grateful beyond measure to have you witnessing not just my work, but the soul of it.

Awww​

@kobrakulsh

May we continue to learn from each other, hold space for one another, and honour every life that chooses to heal through us.

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@kobrakulsh

Beloved Dr. Venu,

I don’t even know where to begin… Your words felt like a sacred आरती being offered to not just the session, but to the soul’s journey that unfolded within… I sat in stillness after reading your reflections overwhelmed, humbled, and deeply moved.

Awww​

@kobrakulsh

To be seen through your eyes… to have you witness the intricacies of Gagan’s pain… the silent ache that echoed through his lifetimes and the breath that finally broke free… is a blessing I cannot put into words.

@kobrakulsh

You’ve not just mentored me in process work, Sir… you’ve gifted me the lens to see the divine in the pain…the sacred in the symptom and words in the client’s silences

@kobrakulsh

Under your guidance, I’ve come to realise that this isn’t just therapy…this is दर्शन.

@kobrakulsh

Whatever I do… however far I go… my path is marked by the footsteps of my Guru.

आपका प्रकाश ही मेरा मार्ग है। Your presence alone gives me the permission to hold space the way I do.

Thank you for seeing me.

Thank you for blessing my work.

Thank you for being the force behind my becoming.

With tears of gratitude, and a bowed heart,
Supriti (kobrakulsh)

Your student…always.

Omg my heart brooo​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@kobrakulsh

Dear Ramya,

Thank you so much for your beautiful words… they truly touched my heart.

Awww​

@kobrakulsh

The way you connected with the “breath as the bridge” means a lot…it was one of the most felt moments in the session and to have you receive it so deeply is a gift in itself.

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@ushapssk

Yes I agree with your comments

Me too me too​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@venu

@kobrakulsh

PLR is not just time travel, it’s " soul retrieval ".

what an opening line my blessed @kobrakulsh

Literally brooo​

@venu

super Kinaesthetic client

I know righttt​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

“ये बचपन से ही कुछ दबा के रखता है जैसे कोई पुरानी याद हो जो उसे सोने नही देती”

we are so divine and that powers our intuition isn’t it? She so causally defined Repression and Suppression

Literally broo, I was super impressed as well​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

For the first time in his life, Gagan snapped…yelled…cried and then collapsed with an intense chest spasm.

when the dissolution strike!

@venu

@kobrakulsh

body remembers what mind forgets” stayed with him…

that’s how the calling comes!

Low keyy​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

आपका प्रकाश मेरा मार्गदर्शन करे और मेरा चित्त पूर्ण रूप से सुरक्षित, शांत और ग्रहणशील बना रहे।

wow, what fervour !

I know right

@venu

@kobrakulsh

how to listen to plants.

this his how Ayurveda was born

Wooaa really?!

@venu

@kobrakulsh

They hang me from a mango tree. Not the neck… a rope under my arms, pulling up, crushing my chest. I cannot breathe… my lungs collapsed.… silence…

here is the engram,
Stress management would have brought the client so much of relief here,

So true​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

C: It’s not a fragile thread anymore. It’s my anchor…my gift. I can breathe deeply now.

standing ovations at this , I can imagine his relief !

Standing ovation indeed​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

C: Yes… and that silence… it lives in my chest… I feel it even now.

so precise isn’t it,

Literally broo​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

C:… near the Green Sea… I see stone houses, minarets… it’s a very old city.

[ Google search says ’ red sea’ was referred to as ‘green sea’ in ancient Egypt.]

wow, here is a great validator for those who are interested in that kinda stuff

BAHAHAHHAHA, yup indeed​I love googling for real life relations all the time if it shows possibility of being recorded in history​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

C:… express love…n speak. I have carried this silence through lifetimes… same pain… in the chest… same tightness… But when I see now this isn’t just injury…it is all the “I love yous” I never said…

the summary of the book, “I married You” a book I lucky to have read before my marriage and used to gift in the marriages I’d attend

Awww​

@venu

@kobrakulsh

Sometimes, breath is not just air. It is the soul’s permission to live.

Oh my God! You are on a roll @kobrakulsh splendid

She is on a roll indeed​

Best roller coaster ride I ever had while reading her case just now

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@Pooja

the maple leaves got changed

Oooo so that’s when the change starts from​thanks for noting down the observation Pooja didi​

@Pooja

Your paper corrections are so detailed,

I know rightt​

@Pooja

thats the reason i call you Mr. Vice Pricipal.

Woooaaa so you are the one who started that nickname so apt​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@Monesh_Bathre

My compliments for a well conducted session and that has brought the very healing to the client he was looking for over so many years of suffering and pain. The before and after reported pain levels says it all.

Low keyy​

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

As a therapist,

This approach by a therapist is what engages him/her thoroughly with the client and their healing.

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

the client was most willing

A much needed ingredient for a session to proceed ahead.

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

Current life history:-

Years of repressed pain and suffocation yet Gagan chose to appear
All NORMAL …all is well !!

I know right​

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

“body remembers what mind forgets

Absolutely indeed …

the subconscious keeps the records for perpetuity/till resolutions are arrived at. The scripts etched in the Sub-c are the SAMSKARAS that runs the life time of a JIVA. Its only the Conscious mind that forgets while the patterns find their expressions in bodily symptoms and mental auto-pilots.

Low keyy bruuhh​

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

Theme: The Soul That Couldn’t Breathe: A Journey Through Three Lifetimes of Chest Pain

Arriving at a theme is yet another fundamental aspect and I look forward to learn what is the theme that has been arrived at based on history taking and in consonance with the client. As I am still learning to bring the theme down to one or two words I always find the following as my guiding light:

Stage 8 - Setting a concise Theme for the session

Wooaa another interesting study material for me to dive into​thanku so much siirr​

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

(I gently hold his hand

I am not sure of this as per AMARANTOS teachings.

😶‍🌫😶‍🌫😶‍🌫😶‍🌫😶‍🌫😶‍🌫:memo:

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

Are you ready to return to the present?

the client has relieved the Pain and Horrors in the KMF. May be it would be prudent to attempt the KMF to Classic at this juncture. And the same may be considered for other two lives as well,

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

T: with a count from 3 to 1 we may move to a time something significant is about to happen in this life…

@kobrakulsh

Now with a count from 5 to 1 we may if you are willing…go deeper n deeper……n drift to an even older memory…the root…

Very well worded !!

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

T: And then?

@kobrakulsh

T: sadness for??

May be we utilised paraphrasing here.

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

he says every truth has a price, but… the breath… the breath is sacred…

@kobrakulsh

If Raghunath could speak to you today, what would he say?

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

fall off the horse… the sand is red… with my blood. My chest… it’s locked… can’t… expand. I’m drowning… but there’s no water. Only sand…

T : You’re doing very well… what happens next?

May be he is doing well for the progression of this Past Life Regression Session but perhaps he also needs empathy as he is experiencing the life threatening trauma, which we could embed in our suggestion

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

T: And now?

Consider : What is that which is required to be done or experienced to resolve this feeling of struggle to say what you feel.

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

It’s not fear. It’s love

@Monesh_Bathre

@kobrakulsh

This affirms that healing can’t be forced, it blooms in divine timing when readiness meets safety.

Very aptly framed.

When the soul is ready enough then only it receives the learnings!

Low keyyy​

@Monesh_Bathre

My wishes for you and your client who could bring in such amazing life changing learnings for all of us.

Literally broo​mine tooo​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@ramyaa

What an excellent session @kobrakulsh

Excellent session indeed​

@ramyaa

I love the way you connect the breath to the bridge.

Wooaa me tooo​

@ramyaa

Also you write so clear and crisp!!

I know right​I felt so drawn as if sitting in a movie thatre

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@ceoccfb

Excellent Supritee. An excellent case and very well conducted.

Excellent indeed​

@ceoccfb

am just wondering about one thing. We all come here to learn lessons. But apparently Gagan did not learn this lesson in so many lives. Finally PLRT was required to teach him this lesson.

BAHAHAHAH so true

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@Jas18821

Dear Supritee, What a beautiful session

Indeed​

@Jas18821

We take our breath lightly, Through your session we get to connect with someone who have been struggling with it for lifetime.

Sooo truuee​in fact it is shown that shallow breathing makes your lifespan lessen as well or something like that​

@Jas18821

Even to express himself was a struggling.

Literally broo​

@Jas18821

Great session and wonderful healing for client

Lowkeeyy​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

One of my top fave cases that I have read so far​

[kobrakulsh (Supritee Kulshreshtha)]

कुछ लिख ही दिया करो…
खाली low key से क्या समझें???

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

Bahahhahah​आपका दर्द में समझ सकती हु ब्रो में एक दिन में १००-१०० रिप्लाई करते रहती हु ना आजकल, तो उसके वजह से बोलने के लिए शब्द खतम हों जाते हें पर में फिर भी अपनी फीलिंगस वगैरा हर कम्मेंटर को व्यतीत करना चाहती हू, इसीलिए शब्द थोड़ा तोते जेसे रेपेटिटिव लग सकते हें, लेकिन मेरा विश्वास करें, वो दिल से ही आयें हें रही लम्बे रिप्लाई लिखने की बात, तो लम्बे रिप्लाई लिखने के लिए तो में बचपन से जानी जाती हूँ जी यहा तक की मेरी सारी अध्यपिकाए बोल बोलके थक जाती थी की “कम शब्दों में बोलना ओर लिखना सीखियो"इसीलिए हर केस पढ़के मैं डिटेल कॉमेंट लिखती हुँ बस मेरे फोन की लत के वजह से मेरे दिमाग की ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌आर्टिकुलेशन शक्ति काफि नष्ट हों चुकी हैं जिसके वजह से में तोतला बोलने लगी हूँ कभी कभी, और पूरे दिन हजारों कॉमेंट पड़ने और लिखने के बाद दिमाग में शब्द और वेराइटी के नही आ पाते:confounded_face:लेकिन हां, ऐसे वक्त में फिर हम अपनी जेन z की भाषा की शरण लेते हें, जहा एक ही शब्द अनेक चीज़ों और घटनाओ के लिए इस्तेमाल किया जाता हें अपनी फीलिंग एक्सप्रेस करने के लिए, जिन्हें हम कभी कभी ब्रेन रॉट शब्द भी बोल सकते हें और उनमे से ही एक low key करके एक शब्द हें और low key का मतलब “हां भाई/सही बात भाई सही बात /लिटरली ब्रो/वाह वाह वाह, बात तो सही बोली “हो सकता हैं, मतलब चिल वाीबस में अग्री करना, इसीलिए low key not high key

But yea I totally understand the annoyance with Gen Z slang, cuz as I grow older and reach my mid ‌‌20s, even I find it harder and harder to keep up with the new up and coming gen Z brain rot memes and slang culture​for example recently the word they developed for “enemy/rival/hater” Is “Ops” short for opposition so instead of saying “he switched sides/don’t talk to our enemy “ They say “he’s with the ops now /don’t talk to our ops”

And agar unka bas chale they would reply to all things with one word “mid” (as in not bad but not good)

Food? → “mid”

Movie? → “mid”

Person? → “mid”

Life? → “mid”

Drama? → “mid”

Such is our Overstimulated life that it has left us chasing for that onnee thing to finally bring us peace and bring an end to the chase,an end to the never ending thirst for stimulus, not realizing how much it is damaging our minds and body, and that results in us becoming suuuper jaded since an early life itself, and the world ends up becoming this monotonous grey shade and so do our parrot like emotions and speech I guess​

Buuut thanks to PLRT, it has brought colour in my life again, and after what feels like a millennia, I am able to happily spam emojis to express my emotions I forgot I was capable of expressing that is why even when words feel exhaustive and over used,I make sure the emojis I spam are able to transmit my feelings acorss

And dont worry supritee didi, I think the biggest reason for your confusion right now is cuz you have seen my reply to other people’s comments below your beautiful case post ( the man who couldn’t breathe) but are yet to see my own personal reaction reply to your own post, and hence you must have wanted a bit more detail on what exactly I mean when I say “low key” About your case​

Rest assured, I always dish out my own comment after reading a case before replying to other comments below the case, the only reason you are yet to see is cuz sir is yet to see and approve the comment himself I think these past three days Or so he has been busy with some work that’s why a lot of people noticed comments are yet to be approved​

And I alllwayys make my case commets suuper detailed, so that you will be aware of exactly what my feelings were as I read each sentence, each para, each moment as it is happening

[Dr_Aayush_Saran]

@kobrakulsh It reminds of of the High Heels and the Low Heels (Gulliver’s Travels)

[kobrakulsh (Supritee Kulshreshtha)]

I am seriously confused​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@Dr_Aayush_Saran

It reminds of of the High Heels and the Low Heels (Gulliver’s Travels)

Wooaaa Gullivers Travels!!! I remember being OBSESSSED with that lore brooooo you just unlocked a core childhood memory of mine with that broooooo​I first got to know it in English class as a lesson in our text book, then there were also some movies, sooooo coooooll​thanku for reminding me but dayum I dun remember the high heels low heels thingy at all​

[zodiacs12flames (Suhasini)]

@kobrakulsh

As a therapist, holding space for deep grief always reminds me that PLR is not just time travel, it’s " soul retrieval ".

Soo truueee​

@kobrakulsh

Every suppressed breath released by my client taught me to honour my own….

Awww​

@kobrakulsh

What a beautiful journey of my own release…!!

@kobrakulsh

VAK 4/1/9,

Woooaa such high k​

@kobrakulsh

Pain level 10(before)… After 00

Aww​

@kobrakulsh

he gives the impression of someone who has mastered the art of balance.

Low keyy, reading your description of him already made me feel like he must be quite an impressive man​

@kobrakulsh

But the truth is far more layered.

@kobrakulsh

Gagan, now 41, has lived his life like a tightly sealed pressure cooker holding it all in, smiling through it, and breathing just enough to survive, never to feel fully alive

Woa, what a description really makes us as readers too feel what he must be going through actually

@kobrakulsh

Born into a conservative Punjabi family in Ludhiana, Gagan was the firstborn son…gentle, obedient, and painfully sensitive. As a child, he was unusually quiet, often found sitting alone, staring out at the sky with a faraway look in his eyes. His parents thought he was just “a little moody.” But even at age five, Gagan would ask questions that startled adults…

@kobrakulsh

Ma, why do I get scared when I hear loud drums?”

“Papa, why do I feel like I’m choking when I sleep?”

@kobrakulsh

He suffered frequent respiratory infections and nighttime breathlessness. Paediatricians found nothing alarming

oh and dayumm, I get nightime breathlessness too! Now me more curious and excited about this case!!

@kobrakulsh

just childhood asthma,” they said.

But his mother often said,

“ये बचपन से ही कुछ दबा के रखता है जैसे कोई पुरानी याद हो जो उसे सोने नही देती”

(He’s been holding something inside since childhood as if an old memory keeps him from sleeping.)

Woaa… the mothers observation here is applaud worthy​I wonder if she has a strong past life connection with him​

@kobrakulsh

He is afraid of narrow spaces. Hated smoke or the smell of burnt wood. Once during Diwali, a firecracker exploded near him, and he collapsed unable to breathe. He told his father later,

“I thought I was dying. Like last time.”

That phrase stuck with his father

“last time?”

Oh my gosh bro your cinematic descriptive writing is putting me on my toes, I am forgetting to breathe and feel like it’s all happening in front of me​I never knew I could feel so vividly just by reading​the pause, the timing, the kaboom, so perfectly paced​and dayum, the client seems to be going through something heavy from the get go​

@kobrakulsh

But no one explored further…

@kobrakulsh

In school Gagan excelled in studies, kept a low profile, and avoided confrontations. But internally, he always struggled with persistent anxiety especially chest-related sensations. During board exams and stage appearances, he would often feel an invisible hand pressing down on his chest, making it hard to breathe or think clearly. Doctors blamed stress. His father asked him to toughen up.

Oh God’s​how did he even make it till now​and to not only make it but excell as well?!! Respecttt mann​

@kobrakulsh

Emotionally, he is a sponge…absorbing everyone’s pain but never expressing his own. He doesn’t cry easily…do not yell… does not ask for help…

He became a master at appearing “okay,” even when he isn’t.

@kobrakulsh

He had recurring nightmares through his teen years somewhere dark…crowded streets…running barefoot and a choking feeling in the throat. Many times he would wake up gasping.

“I felt like I was dying…

But it isn’t me it is someone else, someone smaller, weaker, helpless.”

Wooaaa​did he die of smoke inhalation from a burning place where he felt trapped or something

@kobrakulsh

Still, he soldiered on.

Mad respect to that

@kobrakulsh

Gagan graduated with distinction in commerce and landed a corporate job soon after. He quickly rose through the ranks in operations and compliance known for his discipline, he remain calm under pressure, and problem-solving abilities.

And to get distinction despite all that?!

@kobrakulsh

But the higher he climbed, the more trapped he felt.

@kobrakulsh

Every time he neared a major leadership promotion or visible leadership opportunity, something would collapse…his health, his confidence, or a panic attack.

“I can’t breathe,”

he would whisper before big presentations. “My chest tightens and I feel like I’ll faint. I don’t even know why. It’s not fear. It’s like… memory.”

Wooaa… wait I remember reading a case where a lady was scared of putting her name in her award winning projects cuz in last life she was killed for standing out too much and being in spotlight.. Could his death have something to do with that? Cuz he said very promotion triggered his symptoms sooo curiouuss​but of course, no assumptions or mind reading allowed, so if it’s my client I would remember to keep my mouth shut and just listen listen and listen and if he stops, prompt more to listen again​

@kobrakulsh

He lost two long-term relationships to emotional withdrawal…

Oh nooo​

@kobrakulsh

You don’t let anyone into your real pain,” one girlfriend said before leaving.

“It’s like you’re afraid love will kill you

Woooaa​but wait ehhh the last line confused me, I din know he was scared of love as well​these two lines remind me so much of myself too​even I find it hard to bring myself to approach dating cuz of the same reasons​now me even more curious of this case brooo​

@kobrakulsh

At age 39, Gagan went through an emotional burnout. A toxic manager at work triggered unresolved anger.

For the first time in his life, Gagan snapped…yelled…cried and then collapsed with an intense chest spasm.

WOAA… . The climax… so well delivered I truly have never went through such a roller coaster of emotions as intense as this one while reading a case history and to think I din even reach the half of it​it’s like I have experienced a thousand emotions already before even reaching the actual climax(the regression)

@kobrakulsh

Again, no physical abnormality was found.

@kobrakulsh

He took a 3-month sabbatical from work. During this time, he began questioning everything.

He tried everything…yoga, breathing techniques, counselling. They helped, but only temporarily.

@kobrakulsh

One day, while listening to a podcast on trauma memory, he heard a therapist mention

“past-life imprints carried in the body”.

It struck him like lightning. That night, he googled stories of people who experienced unexplainable physical symptoms rooted in past life trauma.

Lesssgooooo​the lightning part is sooo relatable

@kobrakulsh

He resonated deeply. The phrase

“body remembers what mind forgets” stayed with him…

Awww​or more like the soul(sub conscious) but okkie

@kobrakulsh

Through his very close buddy ( my first cousin ) he came to know about my work on emotional and karmic healing through past life regression.

Awww​

@kobrakulsh

After reading case after case, he wrote a hesitant email to me…

Wooaa he read your cases?!

@kobrakulsh

I don’t know what I’m looking for. But I’ve felt like I’ve been suffocating my entire life. Not metaphorically but literally.

BHAHAHA first time i saw someone say not metaphorically but literally so true in his case​

@kobrakulsh

I’ve never been able to breathe freely. I feel like I’ve died before, choking on something invisible. I want to know the truth, whatever it is.”

@kobrakulsh

That’s what brought him to the regression room.

He wasn’t chasing mystery. He was chasing breath. Not just oxygen, but permission to live.

Oh my Gooosh I love your cinematic writing​it’s like I am watching a movie through text​

@kobrakulsh

Why He Came for Regression

• Recurring chest tightness despite normal reports
• Inability to speak up or rise fully in career, despite being competent
• Persistent fear of abandonment and emotional exposure
• Vivid dreams of running, smoke, and suffocation
• A deep inner voice saying “Something from before is blocking you now”
• Seeking closure from patterns he couldn’t explain intellectually

@kobrakulsh

Theme: The Soul That Couldn’t Breathe: A Journey Through Three Lifetimes of Chest Pain

Woooaa three lifetimes of chest pain?! So coool!!

@kobrakulsh

हे ईश्वर,

हे मेरे अंतरात्मा के दिव्य स्रोत, इस यात्रा में मुझे प्रकाश, संरक्षण और सच्चाई का साथ दो।

जो जाना आवश्यक है, वही प्रकट हो ,

जो छोड़ना आवश्यक है, वह प्रेमपूर्वक विलीन हो जाए। मेरे भीतर की हर पीड़ा, हर स्मृति, अब उपचार की दिशा में gently बह निकले।

मैं पूर्ण श्रद्धा से, खुले हृदय से, अपने आत्मा की स्मृतियों के द्वार खोलती हूँ।

आपका प्रकाश मेरा मार्गदर्शन करे और मेरा चित्त पूर्ण रूप से सुरक्षित, शांत और ग्रहणशील बना रहे।

ॐ शांति: शांति: शांति: ॥

Wooaaa so coooll​

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They keep saying “you’re fine.” But I know I’m not…

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yes. I just want to know why this is happening.

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C (after a silence, voice different ):

Wooaa different voice huh​

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hear a lot of noise… so much of shouting… Gunshots… People are screaming… we are trying to catch a train.

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C (suddenly gasps): Ahh… something sharp… a sharp object has hit me… in my chest…it’s some metal…it pains.

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think… I fall…and I… can’t breathe…

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C (voice shaking): lot of people… they are stepping on me…my face is against the ground… gravel… maa… she’s still trying to hold my hand… someone pulled her away…

The train is moving… She is… she is gone.

( crying…)

Maa… maa… I’m dying…

I’m dying with my eyes open.

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It is… quiet. I see golden light. There’s a man. He looks like a sadhu… white beard… kind eyes.

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No… but I’ve seen him somewhere… maybe in my dreams. He is saying that I left too early…he says my love for my mother will find her again…

Awwww​

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C (after a pause): I feel warm… Open…like… the weight is gone. I can finally breathe.

Yayyy​

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C : umm…… I want to explore more the reason of pain as I feel there is some calling…

T: …calling?..what kind of calling?

C: that the reason for suffocation is…

( Silence)…

T: you are doing good…take deep breath…you are safe Gagan…

What is the calling you are talking about?

C: …there is something more to it…that love… comes back.

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C: … a banyan tree… a small village. It’s quiet. I am… a man…may be 30… I am wearing a white cotton kurta. And carry a jute bag of some जड़ी बूटी

Wooaa,abag of herbs huh

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C: … Raghunath…everyone calls me वैद्य जी…. I help people… with leaves, roots, oils. I learned from my grandfather. He taught me how to listen to plants.

Say whaaatt​

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C: Yes… a little boy… Harish…he lost his parents in the plague. I look after him… teach him to grind herbs… to chant before mixing. He is like a son.

and to chant before mixing huh… so interesting​

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C: …Britishers came… बागियों को ढूंढ रहे है…someone knocks my door…he is wounded…he is hiding from britishers… helping him means death… I see fear in his eyes… same as Harish’s when he first came to me.

T: then what do you choose?

C: …I hide him in the store room under the hay…gave him neem decoction… heal his wound with turmeric and ghee…

Three days…it’s three days I have not told anyone.

T: And then?

C: Someone has told them…they come with rifles… dragged me out in front of the villagers… Harish is crying and clinging to my kurta.

T: where did they take you?

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C (whispers): …they tied my hands… and called me a traitor…but I am not afraid. I am worried… about Harish.

They hang me from a mango tree. Not the neck… a rope under my arms, pulling up, crushing my chest. I cannot breathe… my lungs collapsed.… silence…

T : And as you leave the body… what do you feel?

C: …weightless… Painless…pain is left behind.… there is a deep sadness.

T: sadness for??

C: That truth costed me everything…

WOOAAA… I din even realize I was holding my breathe the entire time reading this…

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C: Harish runs away…

Oh nooo​

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it’s not a proper cremation but… someone sang a prayer…it is comforting me.

Awww​

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C: …he says every truth has a price, but… the breath… the breath is sacred…every moment is breath. I forgot that while saving others, I did not breathe fully for myself.

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C: Harish… I can see Harish…he is grown up and become a healer…

Awww​

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and me… I have to return to this life to heal again. This time… I hold so much tension in my chest, fear in my lungs. Because some part of my body still remembers… the breath being taken.

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C: Uhh… purity of service…the love in healing without fear…and without dying for it.

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C: It’s not a fragile thread anymore. It’s my anchor…my gift. I can breathe deeply now.

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C (smiling …): … let truth bloom…do not forget to breathe… that I am not meant to die for it this time… I am meant to live through it.

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It’s hot… blazing sun…

We’re ambushed. Desert bandits are hiding near the cliffs. I lead them…

T: who do you lead?

C: …my cavalry… they are waiting.

Wooaa such cool cinematic entry​

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something… like a spear… has gone through my ribs… right side.

(Clutches chest unconsciously)

I fall off the horse… the sand is red… with my blood. My chest… it’s locked… can’t… expand. I’m drowning… but there’s no water. Only sand…

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see her… Zara. She’s beside me. kneeling… crying.

(Sobs…)

She is saying ’ Why didn’t you tell me you loved me? ’

My eyes are open… but the words… I want to say … my breath… won’t come. I die… the words are still stuck… inside me. Tears… hers… and mine. I couldn’t say I love you.

WOAA BRO WHAt is this twiissttt​

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C : I see zara…she is still holding my hand… her little hands. Even in death… she’s there. I realize now1… I loved her deeply… but I never said it… my love… died in silence. I am dying… with words trapped in my ribs…

So much unsaid… So much unsaid…uhh…

T : Who is Zara to you?

C: …my daughter…she is everything… her mother died when she was born…

Ooohhhhh​and here I was, confused reading ‘little hand’s​

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I raised her. Alone.

Wooaa​

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She has fire in her eyes… she is fierce even as a child.

Awww​

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T: very powerful…

Indeed​

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It’s my home… our stone house.

She’s seven… sitting near the window. she loves drawing…she is drawing horses… She keeps asking me

“Will you come home tomorrow ?”

and I always say, Inshallah.

Awww​

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I never said I love you… not even once…

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C: …not because I didn’t feel it. because I thought… that’s not what men say…not commanders… not warriors…

but every night… before I left… I whisper to her before leaving to forgive me if I fall…

T : You loved her deeply… but silently.

aahhhh my heaarttt​

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T : You loved her deeply… but silently.

C: Yes… and that silence… it lives in my chest… I feel it even now.

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C: … Rafi… Rafi ibn Omar.

Wooaa I tried googling but only found a famous skilled lone thief who was infamous for navigating through deadly deserts that killed his pursuers each time​so yea other than that no cavalry captain found, sigh​but wow, what a life maanne​

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near the Green Sea… I see stone houses, minarets… it’s a very old city.

[ Google search says ’ red sea’ was referred to as ‘green sea’ in ancient Egypt.]

Woooaaa ancient Egypt?!!! Say whaatt​so he is from egypt in that life?! but wait he says sultan so… saudi Arabia?Ahhh me so confused​

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T: Is anyone guiding you now?

C (soft, reverent tone): Yes… a woman… in blue clothes… She is glowing. She touches my chest. and says

“Love must be spoken.”

(Silence… A deep exhale…)

She says that I will return again n again… not to fight, but to speak… to love… The wound will return, but only to remind me to breathe… and to say what matters…

Woooaaa she sounds so cooooll​

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C: In light… Floating… with peace… after lifetimes. There are beings here… guides. One of them is the woman in blue. She is showing me my soul path…

T: What is the lesson your soul is carrying?

C:… express love…n speak. I have carried this silence through lifetimes… same pain… in the chest… same tightness… But when I see now this isn’t just injury…it is all the “I love yous” I never said…

Wooaaa​that is such an unexpected but beautiful answer he got​

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C: …She is my daughter… again… I think. Or maybe my younger sister now… or even my inner child. That longing… that bond… is there. So is the silence. Sometimes I struggle to say what I feel… I leave people guessing…but, I hold back the words.

Woaa… this answer… his daughter is the biggest symbol of his held back I love yous… and to think he felt that bond resonating in his daughter… his younger sister… His own inner child… Reflects that these are the people he owes I love yous to…So beautiful..but me still curious about which re incarceration zara is in this life heheheh​

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Now I will choose to speak… tell the people that I love .… that I love them… say it without shame. To exhale…n finally.

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C (smiling through tears): Yes… No more rusted heart. I have returned.… not as the warrior of silence… but as a man who dares to love aloud.

Omg, he seems to be just as poetically cinematic as you in speech​

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C : … in this life… Here… in this room… but something has shifted inside…my chest… it feels lighter. Like the grip that’s always been there… has loosened.

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T: What do you understand now… about this tightness in the chest that has followed you for so long?

So aptly put​

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C: It was never just physical. It was silence. Generational… may be karmic… soul-deep silence…not speaking… not saying what I felt… Even in this life I hold back. I love deeply… but I don’t say it enough. I wait… just like Rafi waited. And it hurts.

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T: Who in your current life mirrors the bond you shared with Zara?

C (after a pause, voice emotional):

My daughter. She’s young… so curious, always seeking reassurance. Just like Zara. And I love her. Fiercely. But I struggle to say it. I always say “Take care,” or “Be good,” but not “I love you.” Just like Rafi… I stand at the door and leave quietly, instead of saying what’s in my heart.

Wooaa so glad you asked again heheheh​and dayuum, so she is reborn as his daughter again​

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C (deep breath, voice trembling): Freeing. I want to say it… To her… To my wife… Even to myself… I want to speak it before it turns into pain again.

Awww​

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C : Yes… For the first time in a long time, I feel… Open. I want to go home and hold her… just hold her. And whisper, “I love you, more than words can ever say”

T: You have just changed a pattern that spanned centuries… And in doing so, you’ve given your daughter a gift your soul longed to give Zara. This is how healing ripples through time.

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didn’t know why my chest always tightened during conflict…?

why I feared leadership roles…?.

Now I understand. I was silenced, crushed, punished for doing what was right.

T: And now?

C: Now… I choose to lead again. But this time… with breath… with safety… with wisdom. I forgive that past and I honour it.

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For the first time in 41 years, he cried not out of pain, but release.

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Gagan is now on a conscious healing journey…breathing slower, speaking freer, and remembering who he is, beneath lifetimes of fear.

He works , but no longer sees his job as the whole of his identity. He’s learning to set boundaries…

He’s considering training in somatic therapy…

And above all, he’s no longer afraid of what will surface when he breathes deeply…

Because now, he knows whose pain he was holding.

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He has also joined a pranayama class.

For the first time in years, he could sleep without fear and waking up gasping…

So glad to hear​and also ahahaha love how he chose pranayama classes​

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Sometimes, breath is not just air. It is the soul’s permission to live.

“Gagan’s lifetimes revealed deaths involving chest wounds, hanging, and breathlessness…all mirrored in this life as tightness, pain, and emotional choking.”

This makes my belief even stronger that the body never forgets… it keeps echoing the soul’s oldest screams.

Low keeyy​annnd this is also proof of the saying “human has 3 bodies, causal, subtle and grossal” Cuz biologically the new bodies should not have memory of the past life bodies, the only reason it DOES is cuz the SUBTLE body inside it carried those memories in itself (cuz subtle body is made up of mind, ego, intellect and consciousness, and subconscious mind within consciousness is the one storing all memory) and this hence proves the existence of soul, which is ever eternal, travelling from one body to another with causal body sheathing it and subtle body it’s another outer cover, the only body we get to leave with after departing our grossal body and it is in this very subtle body that we get to carry the prooof of our life results, weather we managed to make it saintly by cleaning and meditation or grosser depending on our lifestyle​

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One powerful learning was witnessing how his soul repeatedly chose sacrifice and emotional repression across lifetimes to preserve duty and honour. In this life, he finally saw the cost and consciously chose freedom.

I am curious as to what drove him to make those choices in the first place now

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I learned that the Breath is not just Physical…It’s the Language of the Soul.

Sooo truuuee​

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In Gagan’s case, the return of breath became symbolic of his return to self…'breath became liberation’.

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Despite decades of suffering, his soul opened fully only during the session, not before. This affirms that healing can’t be forced, it blooms in divine timing when readiness meets safety.

Wooooaaa what a fun read it was broooo​

Kudos to you and the client for having obtained the healing needed​

[hc2101 (Harmeet Kaur)]

@kobrakulsh haha! I feel you Supritee! I think I love my ghazal and Urdu poetry generation