|| साधनस्य महत्व-समत्वम् ||
[Meaning: Through the greatness of dedicated Sadhana, one attains balance of mind and develops equanimity that leads to spiritual growth and self-realization.]
Session: 1
Vitals, Samar [Name Changed], M, 37+, 9/10, K
Secondary Dominant Sense: A
Eye Roll Test: 2
Pain Level Before: 10
Pain Level After: 10
[The client indicated that, due to the lack of answers to his questions, he prefers to maintain the current level of pain]
Theme: Seeking for Spiritual Guidance
T- Therapist
C-Client
Therapist Remarks
History - Samar, 37 years old is an engineer with a bachelor’s degree in electronics and communication and is very attached to his mother and elder sister. Samar has had the habit of not remembering things since his childhood, including not remembering his childhood pictures. He can only remember what he wants. He loves his work and has achieved a lot of success. Once he started his business, he invested all his money, but due to COVID-19, his business went down, and his father was also hospitalized, leading him to spend all his savings. Since then, success has eluded him.
He had some old friends, but he distanced himself from them because he felt they thought he would ask for financial help. From that distance, he connected to a spiritual world and later never felt like talking to them again.
Samar claims that without his knowledge, he gets attached to multiple people (females) after marriage. These women enter his life, stay for some time, and then suddenly leave. He doesn’t feel any attachment to them after they leave and doesn’t remember why they left. He insists that this is not intentional and that these people just get stuck to him.
Deep Desires in Client’s words: - I like to go to Mount Kailash, Maybe start my spiritual journey and not come back to this world, that’s what I keep getting these thoughts. But my deep desire is to go there and maybe stay in a lonely place where I don’t interact to people and feel that loneliness kind of thing.
Recurring Dreams in Client’s words: These days I am seeing hills a lot. Mount Kailash kind of a feeling. Dream is filled with lot of mountains like I keep passing through and then watery sound, maybe a lot of people are gathered, who are they I don’t know, what are they doing, I don’t know, and that’s the end.
In client’s Words- I want some spiritual guidance, or some guru can guide me, what is the right path and understand what this life is all about. I feel, somewhere I am lacking interest in everything, no matter how much success I see, I feel that the happiness I used to get, I am not getting now.
Session: 2
Induction: Dave Elman- Staircase-Garden- Progressive Relaxation- Doorway - Mountain cliff – Black Box and the White Box – Float above
[At first the client could not see anything and then could see his elder sister briefly in a photo, and then it turned black again.]
C- I can’t see anything…… I can see my sister
T- Which sister are you able to see
C- Elder sister
T- Ok, and what is she doing?
C- I am not able to get anything… It’s Just black again… I am just able to see my sister for a while… I think it is a photo.
[Coached Breathing]
[As the client was resisting, I guided him towards the Mountain cliff – Black Box and the White Box]
T- What is it that you are experiencing right now?
C- I am able to see many things…. Some snakes, Mountains, lots of plants, Trees that’s all… everywhere I am getting these things.
T- How old are you
C- I don’t know
T- What is it that you are wearing
C- I am in Blue shorts and White T-Shirt
T- Approximately, how old you look like
C- Very Young
T- What is it that you are feeling
C- Great
T- Good, do you have any thoughts popping up in your mind?
C- I can see many people but not able to recognize
T- Okay, on the count of 3-2-1, allow yourself to go to any person and ask them the name of the place… 3…2…1…
[Long Pause]
C- I am not able to ask
T- Ok, How do they look like?
C- I think tourists
T- What is it they are doing in the mountain
C- Talking to each other
T- Any idea of What are they talking
[Long Pause… No Reply]
T- Lets find out the place
C- Not able to get it, I think this is looking like Ooty… It is turning blank
[Coached Breathing]
C- I am feeling Hot… I am feeling Headache [Ajna Chakra] and Eyes are heavy
[Coached Breathing and helped the client to float above]
T- Are you able to float above
C- Yeah
T- How is the pain now?
C- Better
[Coached Breathing and worked on the remaining headache]
T- What is it that you can observe right now?
C- Just Whiteness…
T- What is it that you are doing?
C- Just trying to be there
T- What are you feeling currently
C- It’s Good
T- Would you like to spend some time
C- Yes
T- Ok, you take your time and once ready then let me know.
[After Long Pause]
C- Feeling something in my hands
T- What are you feeling?
C- Like someone is near me… I am not able to see who is that
T- Where are you able to find yourself?
C- Near that light
T- What is the colour of the light
C- Its White colour and someone is there near that light
T- Ok… How the person looks like?
C- Full of light… Someone is there near the light, taking my hand … He went off… Not able to see anything…. He was holding my hand
T- How did you feel when he was holding your hand
C- Not having any energy in me … It was state of nothing… When he was holding my hand
[Client did not have the energy when someone in the white light hold his right hand but after the white light left client regained the energy.]
T- Shall we move a little ahead in time
C- Waiting for him
T- Ok
[After Long Pause]
C- It has become blank… it’s all black now… We can move ahead
[Coached Breathing]
T- Ok, Let’s open the white box so that we can turn the darkness into light…
C- That guy came again… He is touching my hand… He is taking it
[The client was greatly relieved. The white light was holding the client’s right hand. He started moving his hand, repeatedly drawing a pattern on his forehead.]
[After a long pause]
T- What is it happening there?
C- He is taking me somewhere
[Hand movements stopped]
T- Where is he taking you?
[Long Pause]
C- He is not ready to show himself
T- How do you feel about him?
C- Energetic… He is very powerful… He is giving me energy
[The movements of the hand started again]
[After some time]
C- Not able to see him
T- It’s ok, when the right time comes, he will reveal himself…. What is it happening now?
C- He is giving something
T- What is it that he is giving you?
C- I don’t know that
[The client’s hand was positioned as if he were receiving something.]
C-He went off
T- How are you feeling now?
C- Better… He gave something
T- What was it?
C- I don’t know
T- Did you feel what he was giving you?
C- something I am not able to see… he told to hold it carefully
T- What was it that needed to be handled carefully?
C- I don’t know, something he gave to my hand… Some Symbols… Some different different symbols… he entered my hand
T- What are those symbols look like?
C- Full of Light… Not able to tell you… Love Light
T- Ok, And how are you feeling right now after receiving the symbols?
C- Something is burning inside my hand… like that I am feeling
T- You would like to stay with this feeling, or you want to get rid of it
C- It’s good…. Everything went off… its black… Headache started again
[Helped to open the white box and Coached Breathing]
T- How is the Headache now
C- Better
T- Where do you find yourself now?
C- Somewhere close to white light
T- Would you like to stay there?
C- No one is there… Headache has increased
[Coached breathing]
T- How is the Headache Now
C- Not there
T- Great, what is it that you are experiencing now
C- light is there, fully
[The movement of the right hand started again.]
T- What is happening right now?
C- I don’t know… He is telling…
[The client was silent for a long time after that, and his right hand continued moving.]
T- What is he trying to say
[The client began murmuring something]
[After a long pause]
C- He is very close to me… He wants to tell something… He is putting some things to my hand… He is telling me, I am not ready… He went off…. Where he went
T- When the right time comes, he will visit you again…. would you like to stay there or shall we come back?
C- Come back
[Helped the client to come back from the Trance.]
After the session: -
C- I felt very painful. Something entered me, kind of a thing I felt. I remember seeing someone but who is that, I don’t know, but something in the hand it entered weirdly and only in the right hand. Something happened and all of a sudden somebody told me that you are still not ready. It was a heavy light. I felt, I don’t know what it is.
Many things entered but this 8 [Infinity symbol] I remember, nothing else I remember. I saw someone but I don’t know whether it is human or not. I saw a full of light who told me ‘You are not ready’.
I saw too much dark in the beginning, that I remember. After that light has come, I felt very energetic for some time and then I forgot what happened.
To be very honest I am in a state of blank but one thing I am able to relate first thing is, once that light came, I felt full body heavily heated up. I was feeling very hot, from inside I was feeling hot, and then I couldn’t bear that heat afterwards it went blank. I don’t remember much. And then later complete transformation, I was not able to remember much.
[After the session the client felt a slight pain in his right hand, so we again went to trance, and thankfully the masters helped to heal the pain]
Session 3:-
Dave Elman- Progressive Relaxation- Staircase-Garden-Doorway
C- It felt like something fell down in my head… Some wood or something, I think it fell from the tree.
T- Did you get hurt?
C- No, it just fell down on me
T- Ok, What all is there around you
C- Full of plants
[Helped the client to visualize the door]
T- Are you able to find the door in the Garden
C- Yes
T- What is the colour of the door
C- Brown
T- What is it made up of
C- Wood
[Helped the client walk towards the door and pass through it.]
[Coached Breathing]
T- Did you cross the door
C- Yes
T- Are you able to feel or see yourself?
C- Yes
T- Let yourself feel your feet, what kind of footwear are you wearing?
C- Nothing
T- And now let’s begin to feel or look up at your body, how does it look like
C- Whatever I am wearing today, like that it is.
T- Ok, What is your age?
C- Not able to get it.
T- What comes to your awareness
C- Full of Gold… I can only see Gold, Inside the Door… Full of Gold coins and Ornaments
T- Ok, what are you feeling after seeing so much Gold
C- I am surprised
T- Would you like to stay there for some time or shall we move ahead.
C- Yeah, there is nothing except gold…. Again Light
T- What is the colour of the light
C- White… Bright Light
[The client’s right hand movement began forming an infinity symbol on the forehead…]
C- It’s telling something …. It’s getting Hot
[Helped the client to Remove the blanket]
T- What is it that the light is trying to convey? Allow yourself to feel it
C- I am able to see many snakes
[Hand movements and breathing are very rapid, and there’s been no response for a long time.]
T- What are these snakes trying to do?
C- Trying to climb on me… lot of snakes… That Light is guiding them… Something has been Given… Something is there in my hand
T- How does it look like
C- Full of Light… Heavy… It’s very energetic… Its taking my hand
T- Are the Snakes still there?
C- No
T- What is this light trying to convey to you?
C- It’s doing something
T- What is it doing?
[No Reply. The client looked emotional, but he did not cry.]
T- Allow yourself to ask the light about the reason it is giving you so much energy and how it will help you in your life?
[After long pause]
C- Not ready to tell anything
T- Allow yourself to feel; sometimes you may not be able to hear or see, but you can definitely feel. Relax yourself—relax your body and mind.
C- He is reading something.
T- Are you able to hear it?
C- Yeah
T- What is it that he is reading?
C- Some weird language
T- Let yourself repeat what he is reading… it is completely fine if you don’t understand the language.
[I could not understand clearly but it sounded something like]
C- Lesof… Hudes yau… Waho… wahy…. Again taking my hand
[Client’s tone changed]
[Long Pause …. No Reply … Hand moments were very fast.]
C- Reading Something
T- Lets repeat what he is reading
C- Lee ou sou… Shiaha… Ohaho / Oahu … Oha Eyo / Eyob… Suhai / Shuai hai … Soleh…
[Long Pause]
T- Which book are they reading this from?
C- No Book… Only light is there… I am not able to hear anything
T- It’s ok, allow yourself to feel them
[Long Pause… No Reply]
T- What is it happening there right now?
C- Just Light … nothing else…. I can see one name…
T- What is the name?
C- Madhumita
T- Do you know who Madhumita is?
C- No, I don’t know.
T- Ok, from where did you read this name?
C- In that Light
T- What else it is showing you
C- Nothing, Only Symbols… Full of Light… Ya… Flashing … not able to see.
T- Allow yourself to ask the light the meaning of Madhumita and what relevance it has in your life.
[Right Hand Movements started again]
T- What is it that you are reading
[Client began murmuring something]
C- Something he is reading… Not able to understand… Again Snakes came… Its climbing on me… that snake likes me… They were my friends
T- Are they your new friends or old friends?
C- Old Friends
T- At the count of 3-2-1, let’s find out if these snakes have any message for you. 3… 2… 1… What is it that they are trying to convey to you?
C- They want to be friends.
T- And what do you think about it?
C- I don’t know them.
T- What is this light trying to convey you?
C- It went off
T- Ok, where are you currently
C- Near that Light
T- Has the light returned?
C- Light was there, that person was not there… That light person.
T- And now who all are there
C- Only snakes and light
[Client moving his hands again]
T- What is happening now?
C- He came
T- How does he look like
C- Bright
[The client began murmuring something]
T- What is it that you are murmuring?
C- Not me… He is reciting… All Snakes went off
T- Ok… Let’s Repeat what they are reciting.
[I did not understand clearly. Hand movements were going on, and then he started chanting silently.]
C- O Ho aslasyo O ho Mananyah O ho lee yoyo Amya Myah oo Lomeyasya Woah liyah Siya o cheya hudleyayasyo
T- What are you feeling right now?
C- Good… White light is there and a man in the white light is there
T- Are you able to recognize that man
C- He is looking very powerful, not able to see him… He is reading something
T- Ok… And what is it that you are doing?
C- Listening to him
T- Are you sitting or standing
C- I am standing very close to him
T- What feelings do you have when he is around you?
C- Good… Bright… He gave me many things… I don’t know, so much of light… He told to eat everything whatever he gave me
T- What did he gave you to eat
C- Something ‘Light’…. He is going
T- Could you check if there’s a message for me from him?
C- Madhumita
T- Madhumita is a message for me?
C- Yeah
T- What does that mean
C- I don’t know
T- Allow yourself to ask him
C- Madhumita…. A girl
T- You mean it is related to a girl?
C- Yes… He went off… Light is there
T- Ok, shall we stay there for some time or move ahead
C- Move ahead
[Coached Breathing]
[Helped the client to visualize the temple]
T- Where do you find yourself currently
C- Near the light
T- What is it that you are experiencing right now
C- Nothing, just sleeping on the Marble bench…. Just Breeze
[Coached Breathing]
T- How do you see yourself right now
C- Relaxed…. Feeling Cold now… I want to open my eyes
T- Ok
[Helped the client bring him back from the trance.]
After the Session: This time there was a lot of light. I saw many people, many snakes, many people chanting something, they were telling something loudly, but not in Indian language, some other language, something very loud and it was very pleasant inside my brain. It was a very good place, not seen that before. It was full of light. I can’t even see one person. It was extremely highlight like halogen lights, like I can’t see anyone. Hands and all they moved, my hand only.
T- Any pain in the body
C- No, nothing is there today. But something I was able to feel here, here, here [Hands, Forehead, Face, stomach, chest] something inside, I am still able to feel. Some voice is there. But when that thing is there, when I am at that place, I feel very hot and then afterwards I get out of it. I am just surprised. I want to know who is that person, that’s what I am feeling.
I heard the name Madhumita 3-4 times, someone telling continuously Madhumita, Madhumita, written on a board, being told.
When you asked something for me, also same name came. It’s for you only I felt, I don’t know, who is this Madhumita, I have never heard this name. He left at that time; I couldn’t talk to him. Sometimes some loud chants were going on in my ears. Loud, Inside my ears. I am remembering that language, but I am not getting what are that really because that is familiar that is what I felt. When it was happening inside my ears, It was sounding familiar, because I don’t know what was that language but it was sounding pleasant to me.
Session – 4
[Since the client wasn’t satisfied and we had additional time, we held one more session.]
T- Where do you find yourself?
C- White wall… Light colour White wall.
T- Is anybody there around you?
C- No…. Light….Light…White light…. Bright light… Someone is coming… Feeling hot.
T- Who is there?
C- Same person.
T- What does he look like?
C- Doesn’t have any form.
[Client started chanting something]
T- What is it that you are experiencing?
C- I don’t know. There is lot of people.
T- Ok, And what does this place look like?
C- Not seen such place.
T- Alright. At the count of 3-2-1, let yourself approach anyone and inquire about the name of this location. Three, two, one—let yourself ask someone the name of this place.
[Long Pause]
[Hand movement started again]
C- Shambhala… It’s too loud.
[Shambhala has multiple meanings and interpretations. In tibetan buddhist and Hindu mythologies it is described as a hidden kingdom or paradise. A place of peace happiness and enlightenment. Shambhala embodies the idea of a sacred, enlightened society, where individuals strive to cultivate their full potential and contribute to the greater good.]
[The client started chanting the mantra loudly for a long time, and then continued silently.]
C- Too much of chanting
T- How are you feeling
C- Wild… Never seen that much chanting before… They are chanting loudly… Not able to see anything, only light is there… Voice and everything here is light. Only voice and light, I am able to see.
[The Hand movement started from both the hands. Along with the client chanting]
C- They are telling so many things… Something which I am not understanding… They have given something… Something Green colour
T- How does it look like
C- Soft… They took it back
T- What is the reason that they took it back?
C- They gave it back… Something they are saying
T- What is it they are saying?
[The client started chanting loudly and moving both hands]
C- They are teaching something
T- What are they teaching?
C- Way of life
T- What is the way of life?
C- They will meet…. They will meet many people… All of them are snakes except one
T- Who is that one?
C- Light
T- And what are the teachings you are receiving from them?
C- They are talking about me…. They are reading something… Something that I don’t understand.
[Started chanting loudly]
T- Allow yourself to repeat their teachings
C- Not able to…. They are closing my mouth… They want to meet in person with Me.
T- When are they planning to meet you in person? Should I step out?
C- Not Now.
T- Feel free to inquire about when, where, and how you can meet them.
C- You are not ready
[The light told the client that he was not ready; thereafter, the client was very disappointed]
T- It’s Ok… What could be the reason that they felt that you are not ready yet
[Long Pause]
C- My body needs strength to see them, that strength is not there.
T- What is it that you need to do to get the strength in your body?
C- There are many people…. They cannot be touched…. They are holding my hand
T- Did they answer to the question
C- They are not ready to answer what I ask. They tell what they want to tell… They want me to listen to what they are telling.
T- Ok, what is it that they are telling?
C- To Take some things what they are giving… something they are giving… Like a light.
[After a long Pause]
C- They have many things to teach
T- And What is that
C- I don’t know… Magic
T- What kind of Magic
C- I don’t know…. One man became invisible… One by one they are becoming invisible… everyone is going…. Chanting also stopped… Only that guy is there… apart from him everyone is going… Everyone went
T- Ok… What is it that you are feeling right now
C- I don’t know…. Energetic… Feeling energetic but I don’t know who are they.
T- How do you feel after experiencing all this
C- I don’t know what I saw is true or false… So many Light people… They are chanting so many things… Putting something in my hands, head, stomach everywhere… They all went, no one is there.
T- Ok, take a few moments to relax, absorbing all the beautiful energy from and around these lights.
T- Shall we move ahead, or you would like to stay there or come back…
C- They told I am not ready so what else is there further… I don’t know, I saw so many things… for such a short time…. I would like to come back
T- Do you have any pain in the body
C- No
[Helped the client to come back from the trance.]
After the Session:- I saw many things this time. Many people, not one or two, not people I think, something different like a light, but finally everything became snakes except One. They did so many things and this time they did for my left hand also. They told, wait for few more years may be and they will come and meet me. Physically I am not ready. Maybe energy levels are not that high. Maybe some more years of practice. That’s what they told and I don’t know who are they but they are very energetic. Their energy levels are actually 10,000 times more than us. They are taking hands in air, they made my hand hold it like this in the air for a long time, I was in the air just with the hand. That’s what they did. So many things they did, I am not able to express what all they did but one thing I can understand from all these things is ‘Someone is there, watching over me’ that’s what I felt, and I don’t know, maybe related to girls also they were telling, ‘This is what you need to experience, maybe to forget something’. I don’t know what’s that. They wanted me to do like this [Connect with girls], so that I can forget something, but they did not tell what I should forget.
I am not able to see anything that is real but everything I felt something which I am not able to see in a day rise.
For Shambhala- Because I keep seeing these mountains, I don’t know whether that is the place.
I can remember that something in that language in my ear.
Now I am feeling very energetic, to be very honest. I am not feeling anything. But what is that chanting that was going, what was that they were trying to tell. What is this all that experience that I have been through, I am not able to digest. I am just out of my mind. While they were chanting I was feeling that ‘I know that very well’ like that I was feeling. That language I know very well but I am not understanding. I was able to hear word by word, because when I am talking, if you don’t know the language you will not listen to words but I am able to get the word but what was the meaning of that, I am not getting. So, I am able to get the word, I am able to see it and I am able to Orate it also but now I am not able to tell those words. One time I was trying to tell but they closed my mouth. But it was a nice session, so many things which I have never seen.
This hand was doing for whole day, but this hand they nibbed it and I felt a lot of energy, lot of energy, but I did not know that this hand [Left hand] moved but I felt something inside. But that sound was coming like Shiva Shiva Shiva but that word I don’t remember there. There it was words which I never heard. Also, when that person came to me, I got heated up. How we wash the face, how we feel, like that I am feeling right now. I am feeling very fresh. I am not feeling that the day is over. But it was a good session.
Integration:-
This case has been somewhat mysterious, making it challenging to connect the dots at this time. The profound revelation we have received is that the client is not yet prepared to embrace the higher vibrations of spiritual energy. If he continues to work on his sadhana, certainly the enlightenment and clarity will be bestowed upon him, revealing the answers he seeks.
Closure: -
T- Are you satisfied with the session
C- Yes
T- Did you find the answers to your questions
C- Actually, to be honest, not as of now
Reports and Recommendation:
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Start Reading Bhagavad Gita -
Focus on your Sadhana -
Start Journaling your dreams. -
Spend time with your loved ones. -
Enjoy your Life and Stay happy always.
Next Day Follow up- The next day, I called the client, and he told me that after the fourth session, he went to the office and stayed there until 2:00 am. Despite not getting any rest, he felt energetic and showed no signs of tiredness. He could feel positive energy and health-wise also he was doing well
Follow up after a week- The client mentioned that though he was eating very little food and was having a lack of sleep, his energy levels hasn’t been impacted. He feels that he has become much calmer and energetic compared to before.
*Thank You*
