Dear Amarantos family
I am Dr.Gayathri from spark batch.Presenting my first case of PLRT. This was conducted at the month of Feb two consecutive sundays…
Stage 1-5 completed
Name :Rajaram
Age:45 years
Gender: male
Hypnotisability score:8/10
Eye-roll score: 3
V/A/K: 6/7/3
Pain level before session :8
Pain level after session :5
History taking
DAY 1 SESSION 1
Stage 6 :History taking
Mr.Rajaram is a middle aged man .. Basically He is working as a finance analyst in a private company.Basically he is mechanical engineer.then he completed MBA in finance..
Rajaram revealed his story of his life …he was born in traditional Hindu family ..his parents loved him, bought things whatever he wished .he has sister 3 year older than him..
He got his job at the age of 25 years. .he has travelled across the world different countries many times.
He got married at the age of 29…
Currently he is now living happily with parents, wife ,two kids .
Rajaram was academically good…but he had to change schools 6 times till he completed SSLC due to his father’s transferable job…
even during his PUC education he had to stay in relatives place which again kept changing due different circumstances…which lead to lack of focus on studies…he had to face similar problem during completing his Engineering also…so many times he has to change place of stay which impacted his studies..
There are few events which still makes him feel guilt ,sad,hurt , ignored,
Significant Event 1—
Whenever he was is class 4 his teacher laughed at him for coming last but one in running race…it made him feel shame.
Significant Event–
During pre university education period there was a kind of adolescence problem like fascination towards sex which distracted his focus on studies ..he couldn’t secure good marks..this is causing him guilt.
Significant Event3
During engineering studies- He failed in one subject (lacked appropriate study environment) this fail remarks also effected while finding job..
There was struggle to find job
Significant Event4–
He was not happy with the first job .he thought it was a totally different than what he studied…basically he was not comfortable there so abrubtly ended that job without notifying the job owner and people who recommended job…
Still he carries guilt.
Significant Event5–
Selection of subject he wanted to learn account/commerce but his mother compelled him to go engineering direction.
Selection of girl for marriage–he did not wanted a girl he will be marrying to be in a doctor profession
But again his mother compelled him to get married as it was a good alliance
These two events made him feel not valued.
Significant Event6
He has to sacrifice a good onsite project for his sisters marriage alliance…
He had to sacrifice a great project for the purpose that his great grand mother was about to die …
Most of the times he feels he is used for personal gains by colleagues and family…
Theme finalization –
IGNORED–>HURT
GUILT–>SAD
Fear-of -failure
Day 1 session 3
( 3:00 pm to 6:00 pm)
Short prayer
Relaxing the cognitive fatigue
IMR was established
Dave elman
Progressive relaxation
Staircase
Garden
Happy memories —>
1)Rajaram was in 4th standard playing cricket remembered few friends Ashish,akshay,nitin ,arun …he ran too fast between wickets and gained two runs ..made him very happy
2)he was 3-year old ..his aunt is taking him to hospital to see his mother and little sister newly born ..his mother is wearing purple coloured saree ..he feels confused so standing near the door .. not ready to go in…
T-therapist asking questions
C-clieny answering
T-now what are you aware of?
C- i am in cradle
T- how old you might be..?
C-one year
T-what is going on
C- i am in cradle, i can see my parents sleeping on the bed.i am trying to to put myself to sleep…
It is making me uncomfortable to see parents sleeping together
T-Are you ready to go back in time?
C-yes..
T -where are you now…?
C-in my mother’s womb.
T-what is coming to your experience ?
C- it is a dark place here…I am feeling pain whole body ..I can see my mother praying a lot for a child ..
T- what could be the reason for the this pain?
C- i didn’t want to come …was happy some where else.
T- what is happening now?
C - i have pain in the chest and right hand…
(Stress management was done)
T- what would be the reason for the pain?
Suddenly he entered past life
ENGRAM
I could see his frightened face and sweat on the forehead
T- what is happening…where are you?
C-it is too dark…
(After sometime) There is king sitting on a rocking chair …he has beard and crown..
T-what do you feel on his appearance.?
C- he is not a good man…he is staring at me and scolding me…
T- why is the king angry on you?
C - i had to takecare of some thing……
(he took some time )…I …was asked to care of child…
T-how small was the child?
C-within a year…it was not kings child ..he has bought the child from some where else…
T-what happened to the child.?
C- some people convinced me that child should be given to them . Child will be happy with them.
T- where is the child now..?
C- they took the child…I am happy that child is with the right people ..
I see lots of stress on his face…
I asked him breath and relax ..it’s only a memory from past life..
T- what’s happening now….?
C- they are scolding me…..
They are soldiers …i worked there too..they are scolding me..
They taking me to dark room…it s prison…
People are remarking him as a failure…failure..
T- where are you now?
C- in prison…king is sitting on the chair infront of him…
T- try to look deep into his eyes ..can you identify that person in current life…?
C- no
(Later in integration part he remembered …king was his current life uncle(father’s brother ) who comitted suicide when tl Rajaram was 1 year old)
T-what is coming to your awareness?
(I can notice abreactions)
C- i am being taken for harsh punishment..they are dragging me to put..I am thrown into a pit..it has sharp objects ..peoples and soldiers are repeatedly saying that I gave child to devil’s,i am a failure…i can here from the pit…sharp object went into my chest
(Severe abreactions)
Stress management was done..
I was alone in dark pit for few days alone crying in pain…
LT-nobody was there for me…
(Tears in the eyes)
T- what’s happening now?
Notice d client smiling
C- i am floating .. feeling happy
I can see a small light coming to take me…
I am joining the light
I am travelling peacefully ..light everywhere..it is so soothing…
Relaxed
T-what do you see there?
C-i am waiting for someone ..some body is coming to me …a lot of light…. joining me…holding my hands…comforting me…
I am soaking in light and grace…..
Silence for some time
T- what is the lesson you have learnt from past life?
C-be in the righteous path even in it is painful..
T-what is happening there?
C- they are saying me to go back
in some time I can see his face smiling blissfully
T-what is coming to your awareness?
C- i can see godess…
Pleasant face , wearing on a lotus garland …she has come to tell me that I have to go back…
(Rajaram eyes are tearing, smiling, folding both hands)
Mother is blessing me she is telling me to serve her on earth…she is so beautiful…
(Can see happy tears in his eyes)
She is is saying that she will protect me ..i will get full grace of her .
She is going away
T-allow yourself to invoke this beautiful blessed relaxed state whenever you remember this relaxed state .
T-whats happening now?
C -i am entering womb…
Then…client emerged ..we ended the session …
Integration - that king was his current life uncle ..he did not see him as uncle died (suicide)when Rajaram was too small..
Rajaram said it was past life guilt as a king for punishing rajaram for doing right thing…this life uncle lead to commit suicide for silly thing even before seeing eachother s faces…
Report and recommendations
Patient was asked take good rest and sleep
Sip warm water
Day 2 session 3
Reconsidering the theme
FEAR OF FAILURE
Started with relaxed cognitive fatigue
Dave elman
Progressive relaxation
Ball of light
Staircase
Garden
Imagining a wise being/loving being
C– I can see a white light
I know this person
T- can you make out who the person is?
C- he is not from this place.
He is smiling feeling good
T- how are you feeling
C- i am feeling good on seeing him. That light is transforming .
That was my bestfriend Benson from past life time
Oh now it’s my friend ankur of this life time . (deceased 20 years ago)
(Rajaram is smiling, very happy)
I wanted you, missed you..
Kyon chod ke chala gaya yaar, main bohot miss karta hoon…
Still smiling
T-what is ankur saying ?
C- he is saying he has come for specific purpose. That purpose was over .
T-what is going on
C-he is saying he has to go back
After sometime
He is telling me about my carrier
He is telling me to grow confidence in finance..he will be with me supporting….
He is happy in his own way…
He will be near by..
He is showing gratitude to me for whatever I have done to him…
Tu mera bhai hai yaar
He is leaving..
Gently i asked him to come back to the garden..
T- are you ready to go back?
C-yes
T-go back in times from where the the fear of failure started from…?
Abreactions noted…stress management done
T- what’s coming to your awareness?
C- i am getting pain in heart. .I am floating
T- go back in that life time from where you got pain heart
ENGRAM
.c- i am in a pit lots of sharp sticks piercing my chest.its paining
I was pushed into pit
T- try to go few moments back before this happened
What is your name
C- MAMA NAMA RAMAMOHAN
Identification of subpersonality
T-RAMA MOHAN ,where are you now ?
C- it’s a jail..I am in dark room…
T-why you where put in the jail..?
C-no answer
T-go back to the significant moment of same life times ..?
C-i am an accountant .I am keeping account records.. somebody has fooled me..gave me wrong inputs……
He has taken the money….
But i am blamed for it..
Has blamed because I failed …i failed….to catch those lies..I was supposed to do that……..
I lost my confidence..
Every body is blaming me……..
I think there are others involved…who are near me ..they are all blaming me….
Stress emerging on face ….
Asked to breath and relax ….
T:see what happens to you next…
C: I was very good in finance…
King liked me earlier…i found new ways…
Nobody has done it before..I am the first to doit keep the account..very structured approach.. have given them..
but somebody gave wrong inputs and system failed…
there was huge loss for the king…
and king blamed me for it..
he cursed me…
T-can you see into the eyes of the king.. identify in this life time..
C- how can in look into his eyes ..he is a king…!!i can just see his body structure..
T: what happens to rammohan when king comes to know about his mistake..
C: I was jailed.. iwas thrown in to pit of arrows,sticks.. and died…
Floating….
The king only did something ..
And Put the blame on me …
Because I was intelligent…
he blamed me….he wanted to killl me
Because he cannot make money..he has to give taxes to chakravarthy…lord of whole land…
T..what could you have done to avoid this?
C:I should be more vigilant …..
I shouldn’t have believed everyone..
I should only believe God and myself…
Not the closest friend …not the king…because he blamed me and made me die..I am not wrong
I could have been spared….
I think that ., chakravarthy now knows… he got rid of that king but what is the use…I am not longer there now..
T: how is this learning relevant to current lifetime
C: I must communicate properly.must record everything …
And I should stand with the truth …
Courageously with the truth…
And truth alone…
I must not shy away by telling the truth to the highest level ..I must try ..I must tell..if I tell them this fear of failure will go…
T: go to the end of that lifetime…see what happens to you
I am pushed to pit I was killed by that stick .. which went through my heart ..
All the pain is gone now…
Some body is coming to take me along with them…….he is gently ….taking my hands
Gently…lifting me…he is the light…
(Suddenly client leans forward joining hands and I also felt a soft push same time…I could feel the presence too..!!)
T:can you see who is that?
C: He is the guru…..
T:Ask the guru to bless you…. for success,and courage for truth…bless family and profession
C:very pleasant smile…
He is blessing me with both hands …
His smile is blissful …
His eyes are half closed…
He is form of light …
T:Whenever you want peace you can remember this blissful moment…
C: (spent 3 minutes)
He states follow true light…
he is with me always. …..He is guiding me…
He is blessing me with all the success…
Hapiness …He is giving me light pink colour blessings…
T:what’s happening now ..
C:the light has slowly gone….he has slowly gone in a different way of light…
He is stating to go back again and get learnings….
T: with the blessings of guru you are free from fear,you are strong enough,you are sucessful and a good communicator now…
T:Would you like to come back to this life time..?
C: yes
Slowly emerged out taking few deep breaths…
Report and recommendations:
Client was asked to take good rest…
He is confident communicator now ..