Dear All
Please find here my next case for your review and support.
GG, F, 15+, 9/10, 3/5, K (Primary), V (Secondary). Why can’t I let go (9/10).
The kid has, fear of lack of control, fear of not being understood and fear of regret. On discussion the theme was finalized as why she cannot let go.
There is a history of abuse by a school nurse when she was in grade 1 which troubles her again and again and there have been issues with friends where she was not understood and led to traumatic relationships.
Stages 1-9 completed on 25 Aug 2023. (6pm to 8:30pm)
On 26 Aug 2023 (5pm to 9pm) Second session was planned.
We started with a prayer.
I restarted with stages 1-9 but kept them brief. IMR was established.
Stage 10 was initiated.
The Client was asked to relax and using Dave Elman technique the relaxation was deepened.
The Client was asked to visualize a garden which she was able to easily and then was requested to go to the Cliff to perform reframing.
She was able to go to the Cliff and reframing was performed successfully she was able to see all painful memories and was able to remove them from her system. There were lot of painful memories that were removed during the process. Th Client felt lighter after this process.
Then she moved on to Happy memories and was able to visualize three happy memories.
The Client was informed to hold the happy memories and can come back to them whenever needed.
Post the happy memory I plan to take the client in an in-utero memory.
C- Client; T-Therapist
T: Would you like to explore in In-utero memory
C: Yes
T: When I count from 10-1 you will go to the in-utero phase when you were in your mothers tummy
10-1
T:What comes to your awareness
C: I feel very small, warm and I think I can here mumma voice saying, microwave khareedna padega ab (we need to buy a microwave).
C: I think my parents are talking about the microwave, price, how will we buy.
(Post the session confirmed with the parents they did have this discussion and bought their first microwave when the mother was pregnant )
T: How do you feel
C: I feel aimless in a good manner. I taste a sweet apple or something.
T: Did your mummy eat an apple
C: I think so, she ate something sweet.
T: When I count from 3-1 you will go to a significant time.
3-1
T What comes to your awareness
C: There is some old women talking
Mom is shifty
I do not feel good
I cant
T: Do you hear something, feel something
C: She is on the phone
Crying
C: She is sad
T: It is OK
C: She is not happy with the person on the phone they do not want a girl
C: She is stroking me continuously
T: What does that stroke mean to you
C: She is going to protect me, love me no matter what, she is going to protect me.
T: Do you want to be here for some time
Do you want to see some more happy memories
C: No
T: Do you want to see a traumatic memory and see what is the cause from past life.
C: Yaa, but I am scared
T: Don’t be scared
C: Want to know what happened at 1 grade in school why did it happen.
T: Ok
Can you feel that memory right now
C: I don’t want to, it is at the periphery
T: Please give yourself permission to feel that memory
C: Ok
T: When I count from 3-1 go to that memory and feel that
3-1
(Client starts crying)
T: Where do you feel that pain
C: It is in stomach
T: What do you feel
C: I am lying on the stretcher ,He is bent over me, my skirt is up (Crying)
T: Breathe, it is just a memory
When I count from 10-1 you will use this pain as a bridge to go to that life to find the answers
10-5 client continues to cry
Breathe
4-3 walk on the bridge
2-1
T: What comes to your awareness
C: It is an orange grove
T: Where are you
C: Italy
T: How old are you
C: 15/16 years
T: What are you wearing
C: Some frock, rugged apron
T: What is your name
C: Lucia or Maria
T: What are you doing in the orange grove
C: Picking oranges
Basket on my side in am picking oranges
T: Is there someone else with you
C: I am alone in the grove. But there is a barn, barn like house, bright red there is grass. There is a barn
T: How do you feel
C: I kind of do not want to go in the barn
T: Why do you do not want to go in the barn
C: There is a man he is my husband didn’t want to get married to him. Its his grove. We bake bread, I do not want to be in the orange grove. My father is a very kind man he has kind eyes.
We bake bread, I am so far away from there.
There is this barn, this husband I do not want to be here with him. He is not nice to me.
T: Do these people resemble anyone in your current life.
C: My husband is older than me he is like 30 or something I have a feeling that it is the nurse from current life. I am trying to be happy with the oranges, but I am so tired. He never helps me. We have a barn like house. We put orange and lemon in everything. It is all so sour. He forces me to eat lemons I do not want to eat lemons. He is pushing them with rind into my mouth. (Make face as if eating rind)
T: When I count from 3-1 you will move to a significant point in this life
3-1
What come to your awareness
C: I am baking bread
I am 20 something
I feel like, I killed my husband, I was so tired of him. I don’t like him. He is not understanding me, forcing me.
I got a mother she hates me, My father is crying. I have blood on my apron. He says come in don’t stay outside. He does not tell his wife the truth and told that some people killed my husband. My mother is saying to me you bring in bad luck everywhere. You can’t do anything right. Whole house smell of bakery, vanilla. I am so scared and am so glad to be here. I am so tired of oranges and lemons.
T: How do you feel.
C: I am scared my mother will find out what I did. I don’t make it they find out. The local police find out.
Crying very badly
They take me to the jail, they are abusing me sexually (crying badly)
T: Breathe, Breathe
It is a past life, it is a past life
When I count from 3-1 we will going to next significant moment in your life
3-1
What comes to your awareness
C: I am about to cut my wrist I found something sharp near the window. It is only a matter of time. I am thinking of my father, My face is covered in bruises,(crying continuously) I do not have proper clothes, I have no undergarments. I slit my wrist I do not even feel any pain.
Crying
I wanted to have a child, I wanted to run my father’s bakery and I wanted to do so much. My husband did not even care for me.
T: Breathe, Breathe
It is just a past life
When I count from 3-1 you will go to the exact moment of your death.
3-1
What comes to your awareness
C: I am leaving from the window upwards, I want to kill every guard in that building
T: What comes to your awareness
C: There are like 3-4 people hovering in circles and waiting for me. I float in between them they are bigger than me. They are coming closer. They are like, head shaved man, women brown skin, a little girl.
T: Do they say something
C: They are hugging me and saying it is over. They are pulling me upwards. I see my father’s bakery I want to stay and bake. They promise me that he will be taken care of. I float upwards.
There is a hall with golden pillars. Huge hall. I see something, I see a light, light blue light.
It is coming from the center of the dome.
T: Absorb this light feel this light
C: This light is cradling me; it is asking me to forgive. I have trouble forgiving.
This light is holding me, hugging me.
T: Fill this light in your body, let it heal you.
What was the purpose of this life?
C: Forgiveness,
T: You want to stay here for some time
C: Yes,
T: stay and fill this light in your body.
C: The blue light is Krishna. He is hugging me. Asking me to Forgive.
T: Do you want to go back to another life.
C: No, I want to rest.
T: Did you get your lesson
C: I have trouble forgiving
I have come to forgive. This life is only to take care of karmic burden. To heal and to forgive.
One of the guards in the prison were my current life father. He was younger. He did not do anything, he kept watch.
We come with relationship with all the people to forgive.
Starts crying
My mother was my sister from current life. My father was my mother from current life.
T: Breathe, Breathe
C: Sxxa ( a friend from current school with whom the relation turned bad recently ) was one of the person who found out about me killing my husband and reported me to the authorities. He was one of the friends of my husband and my husband use to share in detail about my body and whatever he did to me. They were friends. I have come to forgive.
I have come to relieve my karmic burden.
T: Would you wish to come back to the garden
C: Yes
T: We leave all the pain and burden from past life in past life and only bring with us the healing, peace, prosperity, and learnings in this life. Are you fine with that?
C: That is not very difficult
T: When you come back you will leave all the stress, worry, anxiety, pain, trouble, trauma, old karmic burdens and only carry the peace, prosperity, happiness, lessons from lord Krishna and his energy with you. The strength to forgive and let go.
When I count from 3-1 you will come back to the garden.
3-1
Are you in the garden
C: Yes
T: Do you wish to stay here for some time
C: No
T: When I count from 1-10 you will come back to this life and this body you will leave all old karmic burdens there and only carry the happiness, lessons from lord Krishna and his energy with you. The strength to forgive and let go.
1-5
All karmic burdens are left behind, all karmic cords are cut you only bring happiness, lessons from lord Krishna and his energy with you.
6-10
Client comes out of trance.
A third Session was conducted on 31 Aug 2023 at 11AM
The pain has decreased from 9 to 4.
The client mentioned that she is able to understand things better post the session.
It is easier to forgive now and with that she feels less need of control.
The client feels that she is able to communicate her thoughts better she does not feel guilty in communicating her pain.
She feels better about the childhood traumatic experience.
I can totally imagine how complicated it might have been in this scenario with a client who has undergone so much trauma. You executed beautifully… lot of respect!!
. It’s truly heartening to hear. It’s remarkable and a wonder to watch you how you’ve fully healed yourself through PLRT, emerging as a transformed individual. And now, you’re conducting PLRT sessions, helping heal and transforming others. 
