Mr G (part 2)
Want to take away:
1 .Fear that I will screw up things
2 .I feel I have no freedom to take risks… It’s not even comfort zone…I hold back
3. I don’t remember what I studied, like manual, to deliver programs, documents, books I read,
4. I want to create, save crores, buy one property by 2020 Dec 31st.
Financial abundance.
5. Pain in heel, hip, knee, hip should clear. Health fitness
6 hours
Method:
Progressive relaxation
Pyramiding
Dave Elman
C: Valley…
White snow…
Greenery
Some buildings
Many houses in the valley…
Coloured apartment kind of small buildings…
There’s a 5 yr old boy…
He doesn’t know where to go…
Doesn’t have a home…
He’s forgotten everything…
Doesn’t know where he’s from…Where he has to go…
Scared…
Helplessness…
I am having the same feeling I had when mom left me for the hospital…
Brother taking mother to hospital.
He’s shouting
Don’t come home…Be with neighbours…
No shirt…
Silence
T: hmmm
Silence…
C: I am a bird…
Sitting on the window sill of a courtroom…
Not bothered about anything…
Why are people so bothered about life?
Why so much complexity? And show?..
Silence…
T: what are you becoming aware of?
C: Library…Watching humans…
I regret becoming human…I am longing to be a human also…
I am a young male bird…
I don’t have a mate.
I died alone…
Something is eating my body…Some birds…
T: what are your parting feelings?
C: want to feel free…But I know I can’t…I have to become human…
T: hmmm
( I didn’t know what to say)
He was in deep trance…
C: I am born in a royal family.
Mother…People…
5 to 6 years old boy white skinned…
Ornaments…
I’m seeing it all…Not trusting I can be so rich…
Beautiful place…Lot of care and love
I’m seeing my mother.
You are there in this life too…Slightly older…Friend, neighbour…
Your name is Radha…
My name is…Krishna?
(Doubts)
Krishna…Not that Krishna.(meaning Bhagwan Krishna he said later)
Very nice place…
This palace does not look like that rich a place (meaning like in books/movies he said later)
Lot of love
No siblings…
A deep feeling of regret is there…
T: hmmm…
A feeling of regret…
Can I help you to go to the root of this feeling?
I do Dave Elman…
C: Destruction…
Nuclear reaction on earth…
I am watching from above…
Looks like some Asian countries…May be India…Not clear…May be Pakistan…Not clear Asia is clear… oooold…
T: hmm…
C: I am the one involved in doing that…
I am a westerner…
I don’t like what I did…I am regretting what I just did…
So many are killed…So many are homeless… It’s all destroyed…
I regret…
I deeply regret…
T: do you know why you did that?
C: To eliminate the people…
It was an order given to me
…
T: who gave the order?
C: Hitler
T: what is your name?
What do people call you?
C: Frank
I regret a lot for what I did…A lot…
T: where are your people…Do you have your family living with you?
C: yes…Wife… daughter… son…
…
…
T: hmmm?
C: I am not connected to them now.
They hate me for what I did.
I am somewhere…Not with them…
I don’t go back…
I want to make sure nobody does that again…
I should safeguard everybody…
( Looked like the lessons were strongly coming into his consciousness)…
T:hmmm…
I understand your higher self has perceived the whole thing in a new light and taken the highest understanding, the highest perspective from this experience…
You may take your time to learn…
( I could feel the empathy in my heart )…
T: do you want to go to end of that life to learn if there’s anything more to learn…
Anything that’s of significance to your current life?
C: I think I committed suicide or was executed
Around 65
Isolated
All alone
I had my choice
I should have said no
I just followed …
T: Awareness solves…awareness is solution…
C: yes…it is all clear…
T: Now that you have understood, you have healed the pattern…
And it happened way back…
T: Do you want to explore further?
C: no
T : are you feeling complete?
Long sighs…
C: yes…I am complete…
Emergence…
C: Thank you…
What a big relief…
I feel so much lighter…
Not to follow any senior is a pattern I see in this life also…
I get scared…
I don’t want to take any risk…
I feel if I listen to any elder, senior, I will screw up things.
If I follow anybody’s order, the end is, I lose my family, my peace of mind, my everything…And I hated my life…
What a big risk to take…
It’s all clear…
But I now know it all actually happened long back…
I have released it…
Laughter…
Laughter…
He called me 3 days later to say that he had a long conversation with his brother. The ancestral property that he was supposed to get a portion of, which he had earlier angrily refused as he felt excluded from the family,
the elder brother holds now.
He had a talk with him expressing that he would like to visit once in a while, and brother could own it fully.
The generosity, forgiveness, the healing that took place…he said … cleared something very deep in him…looks like the big property that he intends buying will be his soon.(he wanted to buy some big property…He had said in the beginning)…
What cleared for him is that he became open to receiving the abundance of the Universe through forgiving.
From I want to make a difference , to I can surely make a difference in thousands of lives through the work I do, he said.
Pain zero