Dear Amarantos Family,
I am grateful to our masters, our beloved Guru Venu Ji, all my guiding forces and my seniors (as reading your PLR reports helped me a lot in acquiring practical knowledge and refining my process) for showering blessings on me. With much gratitude and love I am humbly presenting my first PLR case before you. Through me it’s my Devi who acted on this case. So whatever excellence you find is her and whatever mistakes you come across is mine only. I look forward to your most valuable criticisms and suggestions so that I can rectify my mistakes and sharpen my knowledge just like honing a blade.
The session was conducted in Malayalam and English. In this report I am putting my best effort to translate whatever was communicated in Malayalam.
This PLR case followed the Amarantos 15 stage PLRT protocol
Client Name: Yamika (Name changed for protecting the privacy)
Gender: Female
Age: 42
HS: 7/10
V/A/K: 6/5/4
Dominant Sense: Kinesthetic
Second Dominant Sense: Visual
ERT: 2/4
Pain Level before Session: 10/10
Pain Level after Session: 3/10 (waiting for update from the client after one week)
Theme:
Fear of Karma (I started the session by accepting the theme as fear of Karma which was suggested by the client herself) Later while exploring the significant events of her childhood the theme emerged as Fear of something unknown.
History
Yamika, who is an ardent devotee of Lord Shiva, was born in a middle class family in north Kerala, father being a govt servant and mother a housewife. She has a younger brother. She had a pleasant childhood. Her father was very loving and caring but at the same time he was very strict also. Mother was loving and caring but she herself always felt alone as her husband was so engrossed in his work, office and spending time with colleagues. As her family lived in govt allotted apartment she had a lot of friends to play with. She always scored more than average in her academics. She is well educated secured a Phd and worked as a professor in a private college till her marriage. She got married at the age of 38 and is living a happy life. Her husband is a very nice man with quite understanding. They love each other very much. She had to resign her job as the husband was working outside Kerala. For one year they waited to conceive naturally and then they decided to seek help from IVF clinics. Even though the treatments are going on since then the procedures failed each time. As a last resort they started visiting astrologers to find out whether there is some problem related to their birth chart. One of the astrologers said that she had done something terrible in her past life and she is being punished for that in this lifetime. They performed all the pujas and rituals before the last procedure. Unfortunately the procedure failed. Now they are going to try for a last time in December. She is not even trying for a job in the expectation of giving birth to a child and taking care of her child and family.
Day 1. Session 1.
Therapist’s introduction to History Taking. (10.10 a.m. to 3.45 p.m.)
The session started with offering prayers to The Masters and All Guiding Sources.
Day 1. Session 2.
Relaxing the Cognitive Fatigue, Induction (Dave Elman), Progressive Relaxation, Ball of Light, Staircase, Garden (Sanctuary), Happy Memories, Closures (Hypnodrama) and Inter-Gen Trauma Release. (4.30 to 6.30 p.m.)
Day 2. Session 3.
Induction (Ericksonian), Progressive Relaxation, Ball of Light, Staircase, Garden, Age Regression with EMDR, In-Utero, Womb Healing, LBL, Peri Natal Exploration.
Day 2. Session 4.
Induction (Dave Elman, Progressive Relaxation, Ball of Light, Staircase. Garden, SE, Affect Bridge, PL
SE 1
T : As you stay in deeply relaxed state, calm and peaceful state, let your deepest mind pick out a childhood memory from where your fear of karma arises?
(A long silence)
T : In this deeply relaxed state, your mind can remember everything. As I count from 3 to 1 allow your mind to remember a childhood memory from where your current problem arises? (Reframed it as current problem because from the starting itself I had a gut feeling that the actual problem is not fear of karma)
C : I am standing near a well, a large well. Almost filled with water. A lot of plants around the well.
T : As you are standing near this large well almost filled with water how old are you?
C : (After a silence) 4 or 5 years
T : As you are only 4 or 5 years old can you look at yourself and explore what you are wearing?
C : A frock, white frock with small floral print.
T : As you are standing near the well wearing a frock, is there someone with you?
C : No, I am alone.
T : I understand you are standing alone near the well what are you aware of?
C : I am afraid. (Rapid eye movement)
Abdominal breathing used for SMT
SE 2
T : As I count from 3 to 1 allow your mind to move on to another significant event in your childhood from where your current problem arises?
C : (A silence) I am in room. My hands are tied to the cot. My eyes are stinging. Achan rubbed chilli in my eyes. (AA followed by SMT)
T : As you are in the room who else is there with you?
C : Amma at the door. Father in the hall. Amma crying and begging – “She is so small. Please let her go”.
T : As you see Amma and Acha near you what are you feeling?
C : Angry (Abreactions followed by SMT)
C : Acha is pulling Amma out. Locking the room. Darkness. I am afraid. (Sobbing convulsively, AA and SMT)
T : As you are locked inside the room what reason comes to your mind that made Acha do this?
C : I did something that makes them ridiculous in front of my uncle
T : Ok you don’t have to say what is.
Inner Child Healing
T : Allow your mind to imagine present you meeting this child in the Room. If the room feels dark you may use your protective light. What may be your reaction?
C : I will hug her tightly.
T : If you want to hug her you may go near her and give her a tight hug. (Face starts to become pleasant)
T : As you hug her you can ask her what does she want?
C : She wants to say sorry to Acha.
T : As she wants to say sorry to Acha you may tell her to say it aloud
(After confirming through IMR that the she said sorry aloud)
T : As she told sorry aloud what do you want to tell her.
C : (Laughing) It’s ok, Don’t worry, After all it is your Acha. Acha punished you only because you did something so ridiculous. It is for the best of you.
At this point I came to the conclusion that the theme is of course Fear but not of Karma. So while exploring the PL I decided to focus on this unknown fear (Theme Identification actually happened here) The Client was Taken back to the garden and allowed to relax and rejuvenate there for some time.
Client’s readiness to explore PL was confirmed through IMR
Somatic Bridge
T : When you think about little Yamika’s fear where and how do you feel that in your body?
C : I feel a heaviness in my chest.
T : Allow your mind to imagine this heaviness in the form of a bridge.
Confirmed through IMR that the client is seeing a bridge
T : As you are able to visualize a bridge what is it made up of?
C : Wood and Rock
T : As you see a bridge made up of wood and rock you may slowly walking through it. As I count from 3 to 1 you may be reaching the other side of the bridge where you can explore your past life and understand the reason for your problem in current life.
3…. Starting to walk slowly through the bridge
2… halfway
1…. Reaching the other end of the bridge
IMR
T : As you reached the other end of the bridge, what are you aware of?
C : (After a silence) I see a road.
T : As you see a road you may explore the sides of the road and let me know what are you aware of?
C : Seems like a desert, no plants, nothing, plain land and road, dusty
When I tried to pace and lead from here the client showed some resistance and kept repeating she is seeing only the road and nothing else.
Suddenly she asked for a bio brake.
T : As you are seeing a dusty road somewhere in the middle of a desert like place, let us bookmark this so that when you are back from your bio brake we could easily start our exploration from here.
The client was awakened. At this time she reluctantly told me that she felt like being pregnant and walking through the road and she was confused whether she should tell it or not. I told her that she should let me know what comes to her awareness and only then I can lead her further forward. It seemed she understood that.
After the bio brake it was very easy to take her back to the bookmarked dusty road with a short induction and relaxation.
KMF
T : As you are aware of the dusty road, is there anything you would like to tell?
C : I am walking (I of IDT). I am pregnant. I can see my belly protruding under my dress.
T : As you are pregnant and walking through the road, can you look at yourself and identify what are you wearing?
C : A long dress, white
T : As you are wearing a long white dress and walking, is there anyone near you?
C : No, I am alone.
T : Are you able to identify your age?
C : Around 20 to 25
T : Can you say what time is it?
C : Day time
T : I understand you are alone and walking through the road. As I count from 3 to 1 allow yourself to move on to another time in this lifetime, may be dinner time at your house
KMF
C : A room, two boys playing, I am preparing food.
T : As you are preparing food can you describe the room? Furniture, walls?
C : A table. Wall made up or stone
T : How old are the children?
C : 3 or 4. Same age (Twins!)
Client was not able to identify the historical and geographical details of the PL
T : I understand you have two children of the same age playing inside the house while you are preparing food. As I count from 3 to 1 move on to another significant event in this lifetime from where your fear arises
KMF
C : Boys playing with other children, A market like place, no it is not market, some other place, a number of houses around
T : As the children are playing what are you doing?
C : I am watching them
The scene kept on with other ladies joining her and the mothers talking while the children playing. Eventually the client was moved on to another significant event
KMF
C : We are at home. Same room. Boys playing. (Suddenly she expressed an added happiness in face and in voice) My husband is here. (Laughs) He has a turban.
T : As you are home and your husband is present what is he wearing?
C : A green long dress and white pajama. He looks so beautiful (Happiness) We are talking. We are happy.
T : You may look into the eyes of this person and feel his energy.
The client identified him as the same husband in this lifetime.
At this point I got a little bit confused as all the SEs in this lifetime are only conveying the feelings of happiness and family bonding. No sign of fear or any kind of discomfort that can be connected to present life issue.
Suddenly without any more suggestions the client moved on to another event
Engram
C : I am in a different room. There are other ladies. I am dying. I don’t want to die (AA followed by SMT)
T : I understand you are under severe pain. You don’t have to experience it. You may just float above and watch the scene as witness.
C : All are crying. I am floating away. There is a light. (Pointing finger) It is pulling me. (D f IDT)
LBL
T : As you are being pulled by the light what are you aware of?
C : I am in a white light.
T : As you are in the white light are you feeling any presence around you?
C : A hand is extending towards me. Blue hand, Rudraksha mala in wrist. Shiva…. I am seeing Shiva….
T : As you are feeling the presence of Shiva you may ask for blessings and messages for you.
C : He says don’t be afraid, I am always with you (Crying, SMT)
T : As you got your message from Shiva how are you feeling now?
C : Light
T : Where do you feel this lightness
C : In my chest
CO
T : As you feel this lightness in your chest what is that you are carrying over from this life to your present life? What comes to your awareness?
C : I don’t have to fear. I have to believe. Believe in Shiva, believe in me
T : I understand you don’t have to fear. What is that to be done to relieve this fear?
C : I have to be strong, I have to believe in myself. Shiva is with me (T of IDT)
T : Be in Shiva’s presence as long as you want and let me know when you are ready to be awaken.
IMR
Brought the client back through the bridge to the garden and after resting there for some time under the feet of large black Shiv Linga, she was awaken.
Sought her wellbeing. Provided water to drink.
Integration
The experience brought an important message that she should make choices out of love not out of fear. She loves her husband deeply and desperately wants to have a child. But her conscious mind always put a barrier in showing this despair even in front of her husband and parents. When the real cause of her problem emerged she was literally speechless and all her inhibitions vanished. She cried a lot and it made her feel lighter and lighter. The tears of despair transformed into tears of divine pleasure and hope.
Gave suggestions to drink lot of water, eat light and rest well.
Report and Recommendations
Recommended the client
- to meditate on Shiva
- to repeat the message she got from the session at least 5 times everyday
- to exercise at least for 40 minutes every day (as she is following a sedentary lifestyle now light workout is essential for increasing blood circulation)
- to have nutritional food
- to try to spend daily some time with the children of the community where she is living
Reports
Reports were sent to the Client through e mail and sought her permission to publish the report in Amarantos Forum
Please feel free to express your critic notes too dear. I will be benefitted by your suggestions in future cases 
. Handled it so wonderful and professional. Loved the way you bookmarked the moment during the break and continued the session smoothly. Your SMT handling, & mainly, following the protocol are great.. beautifully expressed.. God bless! 
