The background:
Since August 2024, my shoulders, jaw, and neck had been completely frozen. This happened after the day I announced to my social media that I was taking a break because I’d been feeling intense resistance and a sense of aloofness toward my business and content creation. The strange thing is that, as soon as I announced it, it felt as if I’d signed a contract. Within the hour, my muscles seized up completely, and by the next day, I couldn’t even turn my neck to the side.
I went through more than ten sessions of massage, physiotherapy, and acupuncture to feel better, but the relief was never quite complete. Curiously, the pain would entirely disappear whenever I was in sunlight, as if nothing had happened. But as soon as I stepped back inside the house, it returned.
During this time, I found myself releasing a lot of deeply repressed anger in my dreams. I’d dream of people who had “wronged” me in the past, and in the dream, I’d be shouting, yelling, even barking at them, releasing my anger until I felt my heart might explode. After waking, I’d have to calm myself down, but slowly, it felt like I was letting go of some buried energy within me.
The experience on November 2nd, 2024:
Then, when these intense dreams and my muscle pain finally started to subside, something completely unexpected happened.
I was nonchalantly washing the dishes, my mind drifting, when I suddenly felt a strange, heavy sensation in my eyes. I couldn’t keep them open, and I felt compelled to lie down on the sofa. As soon as I did, I dropped into a deep trance.
My upper body, especially my face, felt enveloped in an intense energy. It felt almost like a “high,” and my perception of reality began to shift in a way I’d never felt before. I kept my eyes closed, feeling dizzy but intrigued to continue. I had a similar experience before when i experienced a spontaneous regression to a past life in Lemuria.
Then, my nose started twitching! I’d noticed it twitching even before I’d started washing the dishes and had wondered why, since it had never happened before.
During this trance, the twitching intensified until I felt like my nose was expanding, as if my nose was stretching from the middle to the left and right sides of my face.
I allowed everything to happen without resistance, surrendering to the experience. Suddenly, a rush of air left my nose, but it didn’t flow downward as it normally would. Instead, it felt like the air shot forward, straight out in front of my face.
The sensation was incredibly odd, like my nose had become so wide it extended to my ears and as if there was nothing physical in the middle of my face. And the whole time, I found myself grinning, an unstoppable, wide smile spread across my face.
Then, a profound sense of unconditional love washed over me. I began to feel a flood of memories and emotions, particularly moments when my husband had shown me pure, unconditional love in times when I saw no light, no hope, and didn’t feel deserving of anything.
I was intuitively guided to look at the photo of us before our flight to Canada. It was because at that time, I looked as if I was incredibly sick and dying. He still chose to love and support me and I did the same for him. I felt immense unconditional love in my heart.
Tears of ecstasy started flowing down my cheeks, but these weren’t ordinary tears. They felt like a lighter, endless stream of water, as if they were flowing straight from my soul.
As this love was filling every part of my being, I felt like the roof of my nose lifted up, stretching into my forehead as though on a lift.
Then, sharp streams of air left both my ears, and my consciousness felt as if it floated out of my face because my face was all open in the front now.
I was now hovering just inches in front of my face, feeling lighter than air. I also felt my root chakra pulsing, and becoming cool in temperature.
The Ascend:
At this point, I felt that I needed to surrender completely to these energies, to let them take me wherever I was meant to go. So, I mentally said, “Benevolent energies only, please take me where you want to.”
To protect myself, I mentally placed Reiki symbols around me and began chanting Hanuman mantras.
I allowed them to guide me. Almost immediately, I felt myself ascending, becoming lighter and lighter. I was moving “upward” through what felt like different layers or dimensions, sensing positive, benevolent presences all around me, supporting and guiding me along. In what felt like both an instant and several minutes in earthly time, I arrived.
And then I was there—in a space that was both familiar and beyond comprehension.
I was greeted by multiple “invisible” beings and burst of laughter, cheering, partying, and the most profound, unconditional love.
We were all one energy there, interconnected in a way that made individual identities almost irrelevant. We could also communicate with each other instantly without saying a word, through Telepathy.
There was no time—everything was happening at once, which was difficult for my human brain to comprehend but felt entirely natural there.
I sensed they were amused at my attempts to protect myself with mantras and symbols, inspired by the tiny traces of fear I still carried.
Here, in this realm, protection wasn’t necessary, and fear was laughable and silly.
Every question I had seemed to dissolve because each question I asked was based on the illusion of separation, and in this space, there was no separation. All my questions were answered even before I asked them. They came in as an instant understanding of all aspects surrounding that question.
I instantly understood the embodied truth behind my questions. It is difficult to describe in human words. It was as if I had shed all my human layers and was now God! I understood EVERYTHING!
The laughter was infectious, and I was laughing along too. We shared hours and hours of “cosmic” humor, talking about all the things humans worry about—business, relationships, fear, and even the idea of needing protection.
Every earthly concern seemed so small, so funny from this perspective, and I was swept up in the joy of it all.
Every question about my life, business, and family felt trivial and laughable because they all stemmed from an illusion we only experience on Earth - separation.
I felt a pure, intergalactic sense of unity, realizing that the idea of “separation” is just an illusion, a kind of cosmic joke we play on ourselves here on Earth.
There was no “them” and “me”. Only I. I felt every single person I ever knew present there. I was them and they were me.
We are all one but it is difficult to talk about “them” without referring to them as “them”. Human language is limited in this way.
This continued on for several hours. When we were done laughing about everything, including having to pause my “intergalactic” trip to check the status of my Amazon refund, we began preparing my body for hard channeling.
I could feel them “entering” my body from the back of my head and my nose. My nose began twitching again. My jaws readjusted.
I felt like a robot checking my bearings and joints. I yawned a lot during this whole process.
All this while, I was bathing in unconditional love, ear-to-ear grin, complete freedom, highest self-expression, no fear, godly empowerment, and timelessness.
“They” who are just us humans in that dimension, at another density of consciousness, began answering each of my questions through my own mouth.
Channeling:
Here are a few channeled messages but I will be sharing them in detail in separate posts:
Change in energetic frequencies/levels of consciousness is just a change in perspective! So simple! All perspectives are valid because they were created to have the experience of all those perspectives.
The way we experience reality can be as limited as the 3rd density.
Expansion truly begins at heart-centered 4th Density consciousness, which is a portal to higher dimensional realities. This is why I needed to tap into it by bringing up the emotions of unconditional love.
There is an illusion of separation that was created on Earth plane so we can experience life in multiple perspectives.
So that time can be spread out and life be experienced at a slow fps (frame per second). This is not possible in that higher dimension.
All of us are simultaneously here on Earth and “up there”. There is no “they”, only “us”, only “I”. But these concepts are difficult to explain in human language, so “they” use these words.
Coming “back to Earth”:
Now, having felt this energy, I understand that it’s possible for me to channel this energy, to “bring it down" in a way.
When my nose starts twitching, like a funny rabbit-like signal, I know the connection is opening or that they have something to tell me. There’s a feeling of unconditional love that floods through me, and a grin that stretches ear-to-ear.
Any question I might have about this life or those around me is met with this gentle laughter, not in mockery but because from that higher view, everything we worry about is just a part of the beautiful, playful illusion of separation.
And if we are able to bring this playful humourous energy to earth, to everything we do, life can offer us a higher and lighter experience.
This experience has shown me that my purpose is to share that lightness here, to help lift those around me.
We’re all connected; we’re all doing our best on this “earthly mission.” And we’re never truly alone.
The signs and winks, the songs, the literature, and angel numbers—they’re all little reminders from that higher realm, saying, “We’re with you. Keep going.”
Every one of us is an instrument of the divine, designed to bring this higher perspective into the here and now. Whether through our work, our relationships, or just our way of being, we’re all capable of shifting our perspective and helping raise the vibration of Earth.
I’m grateful to bring this energy back with me, to live from that place of lightness, and to spread that endless, grinning, cosmic joy.
Before I “landed” back, I saw that I was made to sit in a pod like spherical vehicle and the doors closed vertically.
While sitting, I was laughing with “them” and saying, “You guys are sending me back there again??”, while shaking my head with an understanding that I know I have to go back to the dense world because I chose it and this was very funny to all of us.
When I grounded myself back into the earthly plane, I could sense the shift. Here, the lightness turns into a certain heaviness, a feeling of restriction. I felt like my consciousness came back to the cage of the bones of my face.
But I realized something crucial:
I don’t have to leave that energy behind. I can carry that “endless grin” energy with me and bring it down here to share with others. This is how we raise the vibration of Earth—by embodying the joy and love and sharing it here, one moment at a time.
The Grounding back
I was reeling from this experience for almost 20 days afterwards. I kept channeling more wisdom in the coming days that I have written down and processed.
After a few weeks, I felt that my soul has fully returned to my body. This is when, I caught the pandemic virus Omicron variant, for the first time! I didn’t get it all these years and it’s NOW that I get it? January 2025?? Life is funny.
I feel this was me releasing the rest of heavy energies in my upper chakras, and my body forcing me to have complete rest after this insane out of body experience.
I practiced grounding for many months following this. My mind remained turned off. I quit all my work and only focused on myself, which I enjoyed.
Now, “they” again show up time and again when I’m working with clients or just randomly anytime. My intuition is sharp as well.
I will be sharing my notes that I took during this experience in a new post. There is a message in there particularly for my colleagues in Aquila Batch because “they” referenced it in particular.
On top of that, I was able to “manifest” a shapeshifting UFO with meditation in broad daylight. I took a video as well. I will be sharing that soon as well.
My perspective of reality has permanently changed after these experiences. It’s like I can view life across the range of perspectives now - from 1st density to 7th! I can voluntarily choose to respond from a desired perspective for an expected outcome.
I know how to apply this knowledge during client cases exactly as they need it, without bypassing or under-advising.
But of course, I’m still living a very normal human life and I go through things that everyone does because we are all works in progress and we are all human.
Most importantly - WE ARE NOT ALONE.
Follow your excitement, each moment.