Name changed
Name denden
Age 56
Female
VAK 456
HYPNOSIBILTY 9/10
EYE Roll 2
First session 2 December
Client arrived after offering her some refreshments we went straight into the session.
This lady had suffered tremendous loss and pain after losing her son at the age of 23 to cerebral palsy a few years ago. She says her whole life seems to be filled with sorrow suffering and pain. Along with betrayal from friends and even those she is trying to help.
I allowed her to vent and express whatever was coming up before I started the 15 steps.
Stage 1.
I introduced myself and shared with her all the information and facts and scientific evidence around Plrtā¦ I also shared my own experience with it and how much it had impacted my own life and changed and continued to change many aspects.
Stage 2.
Assessed clients disposition and noticed that she had much to share and elaborate inspite of the long history taking she still had so much to let out and it was very touching when she shared personal information she hadnāt told anyone. So I listened and honoured this moment this space this trust that was offered to me. I have to mention here that this is what keeps me going all the long hours are worth it connecting with another human being on such a beautiful level
After she was satisfied I went ahead after making a mental note of what could further enhance this experience and decided to just let her take as long as she needed and to provide all the empathy patience and understanding.
Stage 3
She had no doubts or fears and said she had full confidence in me and knew she could trust me. She even said she heard I was very spiritual so trusted everything and the process I thanked her for her faith in me and proceeded on to next step.
Step 4
I showed her the client contract and asked her to proceed only after accepting.
Step 5 checked all list
Step 6
History taking
life upto college her only distress in her own words was when her father drank and got drunk and started getting violent but upto then her childhood and youth seemed to be spent normally.
It was only after her encounter with the man whom she had a child from that her life took a downward turn.
Her son suffered from cerebral palsy and remained immobile and dependant and bedridden till the day he passed at 23 years of age the immense sadness and anguish watching him deteriorate as other children reached thier milestones left her depressed and anguished and with unbearable emotions. His intelligence hope and courage to overcome this debilitating illness kept her going till his demise after which she went into a deep depression and hopelessness sometimes even considering suicide.
Reliving all the this pain brought about much grief again and we cried together connecting as motherās it was deeply sadnening but also moving and connecting. She went on to say that after this her love has been full of one suffering after another and wonders why such hardship betrayal from friends and family and losses financially instability etc continue. I assured her we could address the issues but surrender to the outcome.
After she was able to compose herself we went on to proceed
Step 7
Watched the vedeo to relax cognitive fatigue
Stage 8 worked on a theme and in her own words she wanted to know why she x was having non stop sufferring so I thought this would be! Effective for her so we kept that
Stage 9
Checked to make sure she was comfortable warm relaxed and at ease.
Stage 10
Explained breath technique relaxation and visualisation just briefly showing her how to do it.
Stage 11
Stated with dave Elman then cosmic awareness spent a little more time here as she, was new to the process then garden of paradise back of light tunnel of light and took her back to her childhood then in in utero and the visualisinng the cliff.
I then brought her back to the garden let her meet her masters and spiritual guides then came out of trance.
Client was already telling me she hadnāt felt so relaxed or calm or lighter after sharing all her grief sadness and suffering and that she could already feel the benefits.
We ended on a very good note and set the next session for the following day.
2 session 3rd December
2pm
The second session we just touched briefly on the past and asked her if she had anything to add to her theme or even change it with more clarity from the previous days session
She was happy to keep it as decided.
After making her comfirtable we went in to the session when she was ready.
Started with dave Elman cosmic connection garden of paradise back of light then went straight accross the bridge along her to go back to the time where all this endless āmonstopā suffering one after the other started
T. Taking deep breaths whether imagined or real just be there seeing whatever your mind brings up
C. Was quiet
T. Relax your forehead shouldersā¦ Etc to your toes just continue to breathe no where to go nothing to do just focus on relaxation comfort and go along with whatever your feeling
C. Still breathing very quiet
T. If you can hear me raise your fingers
C. She did
T. In a few moments I will again count from 5-1 just be there 543
C. I see a horse tied outside on a tree beside a dzong(bhutanese fort).
T. Ok just be there with the horse tower to a treeā¦ Is there antibiotics else you are or hear or feel
C. I see a man in a gho( bhutanese dress) heās jumping over the wallā¦ Too late no chance gone gone goneā¦ Itās overā¦ Itās over no chance finished
T. Whatās overā¦ What goneā¦
C. Heās fallen over the wall and rolled down the hill
T. Who is it
C. Itās me I am finished dead gone over
T. Just be there in that scene your fallen rolling down the hill now dead gone over anything else coming up.
C. There are people running down after him monks a fair one and some other people they run after him they are down the slope they are now next to him.
T they are next to him can you see thier faces expression concern anything.
C. No concern no sadness they just look through his clothes they are looking for something. They have found some coins some money a bundle of coins (note this was very valuable back in the day) but nothing b else.
T. What are they doing now.
C. They have just left his body and have taken his money.
T. They just left the body. And left?
C. Yes
T. Do you know why.
C. No
T. Anything else you can see or hear or even know.
C. No
T. Ok whenever your ready letās go back a few years in the same life and see what you need to see or connect with.
At the count of 1
54321 be there.
C. I am with a knife I am running towards a monk I stream and kill him T. You stab and kill a monk?
C
Yes heās dead lying on the floor and crowd gathers.
T. What else can you see do you know why you killed him.
C. No
T. Ok just be there if anything else comes up.
C.
I am climbing a mountain with a horse all alone.
T. Where are you going.
C. I am going to see my wife and child they live far away I see a small hut very very poor .
T. Be there with your wife and child very poor anything b else you see or feel or hear.
C. I love them very much they cannot live with me I live in the dzong by myself since I work there.
T. Just be there feeling the love and sadness not being able to live together. If there is anything b else that comes up just allow it nothing b to do nowhere to go just allowing your mind to lead you wherever you need to go.
C. I am back in the fort again omg I am chasing a woman this time she is running so fast I am chasing her.
T. Just be there chasing a woman she is running you are running as fast as you can to reach her can do you know why.
C. O. Ggg no I catch her I kill her
T. You catch and kill her do you know any
C. No I just killed her and left her I am going back to the fort.
T. Just take your time seeing everything you need to see hearing feeling anything that comes up.
C. I am back in the fort my family lives far away from me I am a hired killer!!! The head of the fort came and took me as a little boy to serve him in the fort and slowly maxed me do all his work and take responsibilities and everytime he is angry or wants r avenge he makes me do his dirty work of killing people.
T. Have you killed many people
C. Heās mostly I donāt want I have to itās my job. All I wanted was to save money for my wife and child I keep saving. I had also stolen a precious statue very precious I felt it would protect and provide for me and family of I have it but the authorities found out and came to retrieve it thatās when I ran away and jumped across the wall and fell down and died.
They couldnāt find it though but took all my money that I saved for my child.
T. Did you steal the statue where is it.
C
I hid it right down below the fort I know exactly where it is. This place was considered haunted later because the statue is still there but whoever finds the statue will be so lucky and blessed but no one has found it. I hid it under a big stone like a cavity in the ground. Itās safe.
T. What else is coming up
C. I feel so bad to see my wife and child left with nothing I couldnāt give them the money or statute they are so poor so sad all of this for nothing.
T. Just be there and see if you can go ahead a few years and see what becomes of them as I count 543
C. My son is bigger he is a monk but heās disabled I feel so sad both hands and feet seem lame crooked omg this is the same monk I see on this life in the fort that I visit itās the same monk I sponsor.
T. What else can you see or is there anything else thatās coming up.
C. I must go back to the fort(present day). And take care of this monk.
T. Yes you can do that but before we go there is there Anytjimh else.
Look back on this life you lead from beginning to end is there any lessons any connections to your ānon stopā sufferring in this lifetime
C. Oh my goodness I killed so many people I did do much harm when though it was not my will not orders but still I have committed to much crime murder theft so much bad karma so much unbearable karma
T. Is there anything you can learn from this
C. Thereās is too much to learn to much to repay redo I can only hope to redeem and exhaust the bad bad negativity and sins from the past.
I am also so sorry and sad to see this mans life and what he had to go through too.
T. Just be there honour all these feelings if thereās is anything you can do differently in this life lessons to learn to move forward you can.
C. Yes repenting for what I have done and understanding my current state and suffering and now moving forward to doing better by seeing all this gives me clarity hope and understanding.
I am still so stunned though.
T. That s so natural to react this way just take whatever you have seen heard experienced and used it in the best way you know how. Your brilliant mind will lead the way now that you know and c trust your own sensibilities to move you forward.
You can let me know if thereās Anything else you need to do.
C. I am just overwhelmed with this but it also brings clarity to my lifeās segments now.
At this point I didnāt think it necessary to go to any n other lifetime this was such a on depth experience so I said.
T. Whenever your ready we can now slowly come back across the bridge to the garden of paradise.
There I let her relax for a while and invited the masters to bless and support and slowly counted back 10 -1 and came out of trance.
Stage 12-14
I usually just summarise empathise and allow the client to come up with thier own conclusions and I just encourage and support whatever there own take away is.
Stage 15
Sent a summary of the session