Hello everyone, before I even post my introduction or my first case, I would like to dedicate my first post to talking about the significance of invoking the divine before every session, a very valuable lesson that I learnt by reading ALL of my Atlantis batch senior @Kaynaz_Ghista ‘s cases, and below is the link to her 3rd case which actually moved me to the point of wanting to talk about it as a seperate topic itself, much less my very first
*(that’s me bowing in deep respect and feeling humbled by the knowledge I just gained heheh)*
Also the reason I chose to put it in PLR category is cuz after reading what I have to say I wished for people to then allow themselves too to be blessed with such a divine experience by going through didis 3rd case that I felt so enlightened from
*(no harm in reading it twice if you already have, cuz good things are meant to be enjoyed again and again heheh
)*
Now without further ado I would like to share my emotional learning from her cases that I spoke so highly about:
The order that i read her cases in was case2(thanks to monesh sirs reply list hehe) ,intro post, case1, case3, her money money case and finally her featured case-operation sindoor
And each time I noticed how she would Dedicatedly invoke her higher spiritual guides, angels,(even bribe them 
)and would even go as far as invoking hanuman ji by saying the hanuman chalisa, and do om chanting as well.
Till now whenever I saw each of my seniors invoking the divine, I merely read it as a protocol to follow,yes I knew the significance of it, but in the mundane flow of life I somewhere forgot to resonate with its importance,but as I read her cases, I truly got to see more powerfully what it actually means to invoke their presence.
We all know the significance of wording when it comes to PLR. We know when it comes to the subconscious, you can’t help but be careful not to wake the sleeping lion, that is the conscious mind.
And so there are some compulsory phrases we MUST use when it comes to communicating with the subconscious.
And it was this clause that always made me anxious, to the point that I would self doubt myself to extreme, over worrying that ‘cuz I have not mastered the art of talking to subconscious without waking the conscious, my cases will bound to be a failure’
And coincidentally when I met a dead end in my first two cases (which I will post about soon) my crippling fear only got increased ten fold
The pressure to evaluate my performance by the results handicapped me from even trying again, and for the longest time I could not even bring myself to open this app and read cases of other people who found success easily compared to me.
But then came sirs deadline mail last Sundaysaying we must submit our February case by that Sunday and March case by the end of this month, so that fear finally pushed me to open this app i was running away from,cuz it was a mirror to my fears and flaws and failure (yes venu siiir I know you don’t like it when I talk pessimisticly about myself but don’t worry, this post is not about that, cuz your student finally found her answers and healing through naz didis cases)
And then eventually when I came across naz didis post by following monesh sirs reply trail(cuz I am a huge fan of his cases and comments heheh) I got hooked by her chatpataness, and by the end of all her 5 cases, this is the realisation that dawned on me-
No doubt didi had her own beginner mistakes when it came to wording, BUT
She had something stronger than that, something strong enough to completely glaze out the mistakes that COULD potential have become hurdles in the clients healing
And that was her infinite love, dedicated and surrender to the divine
And the proof of it?
Every
Single
Case
Was a GRAND success, at least from the clients Point of view, and we all have been taught countless times that the CLIENT is the God, so in the end is their opinion that matters
And I know that may not be enough to convince you all, that’s why I have shared the link to her 3rd case below, the case that FINALLY sealed the deal for me regarding this new learning of mine
Remember the hanuman chalisa I said she chants before her sessions?
In this 3rd case of hers below you will read how, when the client found herself being crushed by something huge, and no matter what the therapist said , the client was unable to push it back and free herself of the terrible pain it was causing in her back
And THAT’S when the therapist is guided by divine power to say these exact words that I will be quoting her on”T: ask Almighty to help you, to release the pain from which life you are stuck… find out if you ask you will definitely get help which life this burden is stuck”
And no sooner had the therapist said that, the client then said and I quote
“C: I can see Hanuman Ji flying”
GOOSEBUMPS
Utter GOOSEBUMPS
This was such a tear jerking moment for me.. (Hang on me getting tears again just remembering 
)
And the reason this divine intervention stands so unique and important to me, despite all the other goosebumps inducing cases I read of my seniors is cuz (uffo hang on more tears coming) is cuz it FINALLY made me realise and understand the importance… the significant MEANING behind every time a senior or venu sir mentioned “it’s not us, it’s always the masters, masters, and masters doing, NEVER us”
All this time I thought I understood what they meant when they said that
And STILL never realised how silly my own fear of failure is
All this time I hesitated from touching my book after my two failed cases, not realising I was putting too much significance to “I”,
“I don’t know if I will be able to help her get healing”
“I will make so many mistakes”
“I won’t be able to guide her properly “
Totally forgetting that… the MOMENT I say my prayers to the higher power before starting the session… it’s no longer I !!! So why the fear??? (
)
If I STILL fear… then that is proof… proof that I did not do my prayer itself wholeheartedly then… proof that there is still the I remaining, wanting to take control, not trusting in surrendering to the higher powers
And we all know how dangerous that can be
Taking example of dear Mata Draupadi itself from our Great Epic Mahabharata
When Duryodhana ordered her vastra haran (sorry if vocab is wrong,I tend to forget easily ), in the starting, remember how she first tried to deal with the situation herself, not knowing that it is that very feeling of I , that was stopping Bhagwaan sri krishna from helping her!!
And only and only when she let GO of that feeling of I, by surrendering to him, did Bhagwaan Sri Krishna finally step in to help save her dignity! He even mentions so himself, the reason for delay.
And believe it or not I saw the same happening here too in case 3 VERY vividly, if you remember the quotations I mentioned above, let me re state them belong
“T:if you ask you will definitely get help “
“C: I can see Hanuman Ji flying”
If you read the case yourself you will see for how looong the poor client suffers… BUT
The moment the therapist utters the word to surrender to the divine
The MOMENT the client finally lets GO of I, and calls upon the divine to help, only and only then does Hanuman ji come RUNNING , without a MOMENTS pause
Reading that I finally understood
That it was my respected seniors infinite devotion and surrender to the divine
That despite her theoretical errors in dialogues (which could indeed be seen as blunders if seen purely through academic eyes) the clients were able to achieve GRAND success in healing from their pain completely
Her cases gave me a very very very verryy important and humbling lesson
That why fear
When God himself is here
Master the art of loving and surrendering to the Almighty
And see how he navigates the session such that
No matter the amount of blunders you make
His grace will be such that
Even those blunders will in the end guide you indirectly to the goal to be reached (a proof that I saw happen so many times in didis cases)
And it may be a bit controversial for me to say this (please don’t scold me venu sir) but i have now come to believe that
“he who could not master the art of inner surrender, mastered the art of external practice”
Having said that, my only reason to write this post was to share with my seniors and juniors to come, if you too happen to be one of those lost souls like me, who once felt crippled from our own shortcomings, be it due to language issues or mastery of the language of the subconscious, or any other issues of insecurity and low self esteem, that contributed to or in the future contributes to you not being able to have the will to conduct this beautiful PLR… please… please read and re read this post, and remember and re remember, the power and significance praying to the Almighty before your sessions holds… and that you have nothing, NOTHING to fear, with HIM by your side, forever guiding throughout the session
never forget that that I is replaced by HIM the moment you invoke HIM, so fear not, and embrace whatever comes, for it is not on us to label anymore the outcome once we surrender to Almighty , for who are we to judge from our molecule point of view if it was a success or not? Only HE knows, and all we can do is leave our trust and surrender to him , and the work that needs to be done WILL be done, visible or not
You be guilt free, that is, if you TRULY surrendered
And that is why now I finally understand the extreme significance of mediation, as it helps the process of establishing the connection deeper and easier
And yes, having said this, I am not saying that ‘never work on improving at alll now that you know it’s HE who does the work’
Just saying ‘don’t let your fears cripple you anymore having known the depth of this knowledge, don’t let yourself be stopped from finally spreading your wings and TRYING, for no matter how powerful HE is, he still needs a conduit , a tool for his work on earth na so dont deprive HIM of that too by giving up fully, rise to your duty and serve HIM and HIS work by being the most well oiled tool you can be 
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All the very best my beloved Amarantos family
PS- Don’t use my post as excuse to not work on your subconscious mind language mastery and other study stuff also
Below is the link I mentioned of didis 3rd case hehhe also didi sorry if my words came off wrongly and hurt youthat was not my intention at all, similarly sorry if I hurt anyone else’s sentiments as well, take this post as my personal humble learning, that’s all, if it ended up upsetting anyone, I am deeply sorry
everyone is different, there is no one formula fits all, you find your reckonings and you gradually learn what serves you the best. Just keep working on yourself and things Will happen, doors will be opened. Trust the process and surrender! Everyone is on their unique journey, we are together and separate at the same time, like train tracks, side by side, parallel souls, walking the same paths, close in presence yet distinct in our own being. Be yourself, fully and unapologetically and trust that, make choices that aligns with your personality and style! Enjoy this journey and keep exploring 
