Vitals : Sneha( Name changed ) / F / 30 YO / receptionist in some hospital/ unmarried
VAK : 4/ 6/ 4
Eye roll : 3/ 4
Hypnosis score : 6/ 10
Theme : Hurt
Pain level before : 9
Pain level after : 0
Detailed history:
Sneha was born in Bangalore 1996,
Her parents and her younger brother were living happily…
They were owning a bakery buisness..
Sneha was good at arts and sketch
Academically she never did well…
She experienced pressure from teachers and parents to study well ..
Also experiences repeated insults from friends and teacher …for not getting passing marks . .many of her classmates refused to become friends
When she was age of 7… She faced molestation by some related person…she got scared ran to parents slept with her parents…
At the age of 13 she attained menarche …but she had issues with her cycles ..no bleeding irregular cycles…she became overweight …diagnosed for PCOD
In grade 10th
Though her school principal encouraged her to study she couldn’t pass SSLC.
She had to face so many consequences…
Meanwhile her parents faced buisness loss and finacial crisis…
They couldn’t focus on her …
They had to shift different places struggling to establish new businesses
Also multiple times there was a rape attempt different peoples but known /related to her. which she never had shared to anyone..
Finally they shifted to hometown kundapura ..they setteled with a grocery buisness…
She then tried to find job many places at the age of 19 but
She joined a hospital as a receptionist.. where she is still working .
Lovelife-
After relocating to hometown she met a boy(name is honey)who was living in a neighbourhood .fell in love .he has painting buisness…
5years back he was arrested in case of assault to a friend .he was in jail for three months .
Though sneha and honey love eachother..
.sneha feels he controls her activities and movements..
He doubts if she goes out to attend function s or go to relatives house…
Doesn’t allow her to travel far…
Her father and mother don’t like him…
Also honey takes monetory help from Sneha often..
There is strong opposition for their marriage…from her parents …as they have no good impression on him…
Sneha is scared if she rejects love ..her boyfriend might cause any danger to her family…may physically hurt them.
T-what therapist said
C-what client said
Session 1
10:00am-1:00 pm
Dave elman ,
Progressive relaxation,
Ball of light,
Age regression ..
garden
Happy moment
Observed client is smiling
T- what is coming to your awareness?
C- my mother and father are here in the park..I am sitting in the swing… feeling very happy…
I am wearing pink frock..may be 5 year old two ponnies
T- whenever you need happiness ,you can always rememeber.this moment..re experience this happiness…
Client slipping back to her childhood memories… suddenly started sobbing
T - what’s happening…?
C- I am in 5th standard .. my friends are pushing me ..sahitya, sanidi…
They are not joining me to their game…
T- go to the next significant moment in this life time where you felt hurt?
C- I am in seventh .teacher is scolding me for getting good marks ..
My friends are laughing at me…
T-having gone to that moment how do you feel . ?
C- I am feeling ashamed ..
T-i can understand,dont worry, allow yourself to feel that emotion again…so feel that emotion in your body,and now as you feel those emotion ..let it go…because its all in your past.. you dont need to carry it anymore…just let it go…breathe in the healing light and let go offf all the emotions…
how are you feeling now?
C-i am feeling very good…
T- go back with the time where you were even younger…see if you can remember anything?
C- I am 8year old… We are in small house…
It’s dark here…my parents are sleeping in another room… I am feeling scared
(I did coach breathing to her)
T- what is making you scared?
C- some one is trying to touch inappropriately. ..he is holding me tight…
i somehow tried to escape and slept in between my parents…
T-allow yourself breath in till abdomen and slowly breath out gently…
keep your eyebrows even and relax …it is just a memory from your past…
i am always with you
…T- go back in times where you remember as a small chid
c_ i am wearing pink sweater …4 month small baby .playing on the floor..my mother is lying next to her..
T- feel or visualize to be in your mothers womb ?
c- its warm and comfortable.. i can see my mother in kitchen…
T- now we are going back to see if you can remember anything from before birth,either in a mystical or spiritual statein another dimension or even in a past life…
Are you ready to go further back now..?
Client responded through IMR ..indicated NO
(client wanted bio break ,it was also time for lunch)
session 2
time : 2:30 pm to 5:30pm
dave elman
progressive relaxtion
affect bridge
T- experience the " hurt" from this life and go back from which life this hurt is emerged from…
Walk on the bridge feeling this pain and see where you have reached ..?
After few moments i noticed client was looking scared and sweating..
T- please take deep breath till your and abdomen and breath out. Take few breath…relax…
After coach breathing she got relaxed
T-where are you sneha…?
C- I am in garden..
T - look at your legs…what are you wearing
C - bare foot, I am wearing blue colour salwar
T- what could be your name?
C- Tejaswini
T- how old are you Tejaswini
C- around 16
T- what is happening there
C- I am so scared trying to runaway…
I noticed again client got scared …did coach breathing and told her that
T- you can just float above the scene watching as if from a distance…
C- ok
T-what could b the the reason for getting scared…what is happening…
C- I can see someone…he is fat ,tall,dark in colour, standing..
There is one more guy.. he is thin wearing pant and black tshirt
There is this third guy ,he is dark and stout
Wearing lots of jewels and long hair..
He is looking like aRowdy…
C- they are following me…not leaving my back
.
T- just go back in that lifetime and see where are your parents??
C - I am growing up at some orphanage..in tumkur district…
No parents…
T-allow yourself to come back to same moment where those 3 mens are following you?
C-..I fell slipped and fell on the ground
They are laughing at me..there is no one around…to rescue me…
I am.trying to getup
They are trying to touch me . touching my clothes
Pulling my shawl…
Held my hand tightly
.One is holding my legs
they are ripping-off my clothes…
I am screaming beda ..beda…(Beda is kannada word that means saying No…)
Now I am crying… shouting..
They have brutally conducted sexual assault with coercion.
(Client was sobbing a lot, i keep wiping her tears, she exhibited lot of stress and was constantly asking for water to drink)
T - I can understand what you are going through, i am with you, this is just a memory from past life; allow yourself to take deep breathes. Relax fully.
After some time
T - what is happening now?
C - they just left me there and went away
There was continuous bleeding and i was alone with nobody around in the vicinity who could help me. I was completely shattered mentally and physically and could not even shout out for help
(Client was silent for sometime)
A lady came towards me, she was wearing a red saree and had long hair that were pleated. She came to me and covered me with a cloth and comforted me.
T - Try to look in to the eyes of the lady, can you recognize her in this current lifetime?
C - No.
T - What happens next to Tejaswini?
C- That lady is taking me to her home, bleeding continues and does not stop. The lady is alone at her home, she gave me some water to drink while sitting next to me . I experienced heaviness and breathlessness and within few minutes i passed away.
T - Going back in the same life time, can you recognize those three men who assaulted you?
C - Yes ; One of them is Shekhar, my first cousin; Sachin, neighbor at my bengaluru residence; and the last one is my uncle’s (father’s elder brother’s) son.
(At the end of the session, Sneha told me that in the current life, these people abused / assaulted me during different times in my life (from child of 7 years till 14 years of age))
T - Let us go further now, tell me what happens to Tejaswini after her death?
C - I become a crow, sitting on a branch of a tree, i will seek revenge (i have to teach them a lesson, i will not spare them, my atma will not get peace untill i get my revenge)
T- What happens next?
C - Now as a crow i am cawing fiercely and flying over the sky, a little bird came to me and took me to its nest, it was dark we both were silent but the small bird was constantly looking at me as if it had a message for me.
After some time, we both flew out and sat on a large tree with lot of branches. There are numerous birds of different kinds and i am the only crow sitting on the branch. The small bird then takes me to a separate branch of the same tree.
(all these event is happening in a different realm)
Suddenly, this small bird is transforming into a huge creature in the form of boar. (Now the client is describing this divine boar and she was moving her hands to elaborate on the size of jewels ) It is of deep black color with sturdy legs. It is wearing a big golden nose ring. It is also wearing thick golden anklets on its front legs.
T- Who might be this?
C- This is our family deity, ‘Panjurli’.
C- ‘Panjurli’, is performing divine dance
(I could notice that client was constantly shivering, folding her hands and she was in a awe to witness the majestic form of her family deity)
C- I was seeking a happy married life and Panjurli is blessing me. I ask him whether my love life will transcend into marriage to which Panjurli waves hands saying, No. Panjurli tells me to be brave, not to easily believe everyone and good things will happen in your life.
C - Panjurli is now blessing my therapist.
C- Now Panjurli transforms back as a small bird and flies away.
T - Go back to time of Tejaswini and take take few deep breathes; now, allow yourself to forgive all the three men and bless them. Now, i want you to leave that scene behind because it is in the past. You do not need to carry this with you, anymore. Take your time.
T - How are you feeling now?
C - I am feeling light, free from burden
T-Now you can request the divine light to heal you. Ask the divine light to specifically heal your uterus.
T- feel the bliss and let me know when we can proceed further
C- I can feel that the light is blessing me. i am feeling light
T - Is there anything that needs to be explored?
C - No.
T- As i count from 1 to 5 allow yourself to go to your beautiful garden, i will count from 10 to 1, you can come to awareness and open your eyes .whenever you wish.
Closure and Integration
Sneha found the answers to her questions on feeling hurt and PCOD issues.
After a week when the client met me, she told that she has become more confident now, she does not blindly believe anyone, even her boy friend. She has now attained clarity while taking any decisions.
I have asked her to do simple meditations, regularly.
i loved your suggestions about happy memories to carry forward and let go of the sad ones. Your client has gone through so much and she was really brave to re-live/experience those horrific moments, you guided her pretty well with stress management and made sure she stayed safe while exploring. That’s a very caring and compassionate approach. I hope she stays safe and sound with her new found learnings. As a therapist you were fantastic. All the best for your future cases 
Dr 