The Weight of Past Lives

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Amarantos Trained Therapist

Client Details:

Ms Pritha ( name changed)

Age: 49yrs

Hypnotisability Score: 7/10

Client Assessment:

Eye Roll Score: 2/4

V/A/K: 4/6/2

Dominant Sense: Auditory

Secondary Dominant Sense: Visual

Breathing Pattern: Normal

Pain Level before the session: 8/10

Pain Level After the session: 2/10

Day 1, session 1

November 20, 2025, (11 AM to 2 PM)

Case History

Pritha was born in Bardhaman, near Kolkata, and later moved with her family to Kolkata. As the youngest child in the extended family, she recalls being loved and pampered, especially by her maternal relatives. Despite a nurturing home environment, she experienced significant emotional distress during her early school years.

She grew up in a home where both parents demonstrated kindness and compassion through their actions. However, when she was in Grade 3 or 4, the family went through a difficult phase due to her father’s job-related issues. She distinctly remembers sensing her father’s insecurities related to job. She believes that this early exposure to instability and financial insecurity shaped her own subconscious fear of job loss, which continues to affect her adult life.

School Experiences and Early Emotional Imprints

Pritha reported significant emotional distress during her early school years. When she was in Standard 1, she experienced severe bullying from a group of classmates led by Joyeeta, the daughter of the school headmistress. As most students tried to gain favour with Joyeeta, Pritha refused to participate in such behaviour, which made her a target for harassment.

She was often intimidated, isolated, and humiliated. A particularly traumatic incident occurred when her classmates collectively threw her schoolbag, books, and belongings across the classroom while laughing at her. Deeply humiliated, she returned home crying and expressed her unwillingness to go to school. After her mother met the Principal, the harassment stopped, but Pritha never formed friendships with those peers again. She describes herself as a quiet, sensitive child who withdrew from conflict but internalised the emotional fear. This early experience contributed to a longstanding fear of social judgment and emotional vulnerability

Adolescence and First Relationship

In Grade 10, Pritha entered her first romantic relationship. Her family accepted the relationship, assuming it would lead to marriage. However, the relationship ended painfully when she discovered that her boyfriend had cheated on her. Deeply attached to him, she took almost five years to heal from this emotional wound.

Following the breakup, she socially withdrew for nearly four years. She avoided friends , withdrew socially, avoided festive celebrations, and experienced a prolonged period of emotional numbness and confusion. She describes this phase as directionless and isolating.

She eventually resumed her studies in fashion designing at the age of 25 and began her career around 28–29.

Career Journey and Repetitive Patterns

Pritha discovered her love for fashion at a very young age, stitching colourful outfits for her dolls. Despite opposition from her parents, she pursued fashion designing and began her career around age 28–29.

However, her professional life has been filled with instability

Recurring Job Instability

Pritha’s career has been marked by a recurring pattern of instability across multiple organisations. She repeatedly found herself working under toxic bosses, facing favouritism, and being subjected to constant criticism. At times, entire departments were abruptly shut down, companies shifted their locations far away from Kolkata, or salaries were delayed or not paid at all. Office politics only added to her emotional burden. These repeated experiences often left her feeling disrespected and overwhelmed, leading her to quit impulsively on several occasions. Over the years, these patterns reinforced a deep internal belief: “Any job I join will eventually fall apart.”

Attempts at Business and Spiritual Interests

Pritha briefly started her own designing business, renting a workspace. However, this venture also collapsed within two years. Parallel to her professional life, she developed an interest in spirituality and learned a few healing modalities. Despite this, she feels she has not been able to progress meaningfully in that field and has recently lost faith in spirituality and healing practices as well

Relationships and Personal Life

Pritha’s father made multiple attempts to arrange her marriage, but she rejected most proposals, often because the groom’s personality did not match her expectations. Later, she met a man named Joy through a matrimonial site around 2005. Although he did not meet her usual criteria, she felt unusually drawn and comfortable with him.

She describes this connection as a “soul bond” and waited years for him, despite the relationship being unstable and emotionally damaging. Joy openly discussed his numerous affairs with her, and she tolerated this because of her attachment to him. On more than one occasion, when her parents arranged her marriage, Joy persuaded her to cancel it, which caused deep hurt and embarrassment to her family. She now feels immense guilt for letting her parents down.

Despite meeting Joy only four times in person, she remained emotionally attached for many years, believing that divine intervention would eventually unite them. She now realises that Joy manipulated her emotionally and derived satisfaction from her constant availability to him.

At present, neither she nor Joy is married, and she feels this relationship consumed the best years of her life. She expresses regret, loss, and emotional fatigue. She now feels that she has just wasted her life.

Current Life Situation and Psychological State

Pritha is currently unemployed and living off her savings. She has a persistent fear that she will lose any job she takes up, and she feels unable to handle further emotional harassment or instability.

She believes she has a larger purpose—perhaps to serve or support others—since marriage never happened for her.It might allow her to contribute to society in a meaningful way.

She now prays for opportunities to work with people whom she can help or empower. However, she simultaneously feels that much of her life has been painful, uncertain, and lacking in joy. She describes her present emotional state as confused yet searching for meaning and direction.

Session 2

November 20, 2025 ( 4 PM – 6.30 PM )

Stages 7-11

Theme

After completing the history taking, we agreed to focus on healing the deep-rooted subconscious patterns contributing to Pritha’s ongoing career instability, as this is the issue currently affecting her the most. While she did acknowledge unresolved relationship matters that still leave her feeling bitter, she was clear that she did not wish to explore those aspects at this time.

Healing the deep- rooted subconscious patterns that have contributed to Pritha’s ongoing career instability .

We had lunch together and completed HM & Closures.
She was later emerged as per the guidelines.

Session 3

November 21, 2025 (12 PM-2 PM)

The next day, the client arrived on time and appeared noticeably relaxed. She shared that after the session, she felt a deep sense of relief and happiness for finally choosing herself. Throughout her relationship with Joy, she realised she had repeatedly prioritised his needs over her own and had even disappointed her parents by cancelling her wedding twice. For the first time, she did not feel the urge to speak to him—even when he pleaded for forgiveness. Although she felt a sense of sadness as she walked away from him, she did not give in. Instead, she chose her own well-being, marking an important shift in her healing journey.

After the Hypnotic Age Regression with Symbolic Emotional Discharge
For Memory Reconsolidation, she was brought back to the healing garden and then gently emerged from the trance. We took a short break before continuing with the next part of the session.

Session 4

November 21, 2025 (4 PM – 7 PM)

We again started with Dave Elman, Progressive relaxation, healing light, guided into the garden through the staircase. She was further guided into her past life through the tunnel of light.

T is Therapist

C is Client

T: As I count from 3 to 1, allow yourself to go back to that significant lifetime, where the reason for the instability that you have faced in your career started.

3,2, and 1, now,

T: What comes into your awareness?

C: No response.

T; Look at your feet, what are you wearing?

C:Boots

T:What kind of clothes are you wearing?

There is a pause…

C: An old man is carrying something very heavy on his back.

T: Are you the old man?

C: No, I am torturing. They are afraid of me.

T: What is your age?

C: Middle-aged

T: Why are people afraid of you?

C: I treat them very badly.

T: What do you do to them?

C: Maybe I beat them.

T: Now, allow yourself to go into the house where you live.

C: It’s a big house, a villa. It’s an old house.

T: What do you feel is your name?

No response ….

T: Which year do you feel it is?

C: Late 1800’s

T: Allow yourself to go to a time when you are having dinner with your family. Who all do you see?

C I am alone, I see only one helper.

T: Are you married?

C: No one lives with me.

T: Okay

C:I think I am married, but my wife does not live with me.

T: Hmm! Why?

C: She is afraid of me. She lives in another room.

T: What happened between the two of you?

C: Nothing, she does not like the work I do, and she is scared of me.

T: Look into her eyes and tell me if she is related to you in this lifetime.

C: She is not looking at me.

T: As I count from 1to 3, you will allow yourself to move to the next significant event in that lifetime.

The client had moved into another life

Past Life 2 – Yashoda, the Wealthy Young Woman

C: I am a lady.

T: How old are you?

C: Young… maybe 25.

T: What are you wearing?

C: A Banarasi saree.

T: Where are you?

C: In a garden.

T: And where do you live?

C: A mansion.

T: Go inside the mansion. Who lives with you?

C: I live alone.

T: Are you married?

C: No

T: Where are your parents?

C: They are dead.

T: Who takes care of you?

C: The servants… My elder brother is my servant.

T: You mean your elder brother from this life?

C: Yes. He is envious… envious of my wealth.
He works in the garden.
He looks at me with envy.

T: As I count from 1 to 3, move to the next significant event.
1… 2… 3…

C: He attacked me.

T: What happened after the attack?

C: Nothing happened to me… He was removed from the job.

T: What is your name in this lifetime?

C: Yashoda.

T: Yashoda, move to the next important event in this lifetime.

C: I leave everything and go away…

T: Go away? Where do you go?

C: On a pilgrimage… I don’t like wealth.

T: Why do you say you don’t like wealth?

C: It brought me problems… I don’t want it.

T: Move now to the next significant moment…

C: I am in an ashram… doing household work.

T: Do you miss your wealthy lifestyle?

C: No.
(Soft pause)
I don’t like wealth.

T: Allow yourself to go to the next significant moment.

C: I am dying…

T:How old are you?

C:70’s

T: Allow yourself to fully experience your final moments in that lifetime.
What are you feeling?

C: Liberated… free.

T: Good. Let that feeling of liberation flow through your entire being.
As I count from 1 to 3, your soul will gently rise out of the body.
1… 2… 3…
What do you sense now?

C: I am floating.

T: Very good. As you float, notice what you feel around you.
Are you sensing any presence?

C: (No response)

T: Look upward… you may notice a gentle, bright light guiding you.

C: My soul is floating.

T: And how are you feeling as your soul rises?

C: Peaceful…
No one loved me because of my wealth.
People were jealous of me.

T: From this space, where you can see everything clearly, what do you understand now about that lifetime? What were your lessons from that life?

C: I rejected wealth because I could not manage it.
I could have helped people, but I did not.
I was afraid people would hurt me because of my wealth.
I should have opened up and asked for help.

T: Beautiful awareness.
Do you feel this rejection of wealth in that past life is affecting your present life?

C: Yes.

T: Take your time… What do you feel you need to do in this life to change that pattern?

C: I should help people.

T: Mmm…

C: I was very lonely in that life…

T: As you look at that life from the soul’s perspective, what do you feel loneliness taught you?

C: (Pauses)
Maybe I closed my heart.
I didn’t trust anyone.

T: And if you could speak to Yashoda right now, what wisdom would you offer her so she could live differently?

C: To be more open…
To ask for support…
To use wealth to help.
To trust that not everyone is out to harm her.

T: Very good.
Now bring that wisdom into your present life.
What would you like to tell your present self?

C: Be open…
Do not fear success or money…
And help people.

T: Beautiful.

The client had specifically come with the intention of finding the reason for instability in her career, so I decided to explore another life to understand that..

The client was still in a very deep state of trance…

As I count from 3 to1 go back to that significant lifetime, where the reason for the instability that you have faced in your career started,

3,2 and 1, now,

T:Where are you?

C: I see a beautiful bed.

C: I am a married lady

T: Oh! What is your name?

C: Parvathy

T: How old are you, Parvathy?

C: 35

T: Where do you live?

C: Bengal

T: How does your house look?

C: It’s a big house.

T: Do you live with your husband here?

C: No, I live with my in-laws.

T: Where is your husband?

C: He does not live here; he lives in a faraway place. He works there.

C: We are very rich.A lot of money, a lot of jewellery.

T: Look into the eyes of your in-laws and tell me if they are related to you in this lifetime.

C: My mother-in-law is my aunt( Mashi)

T: And father-in-law.

C: My father

C: They are very nice, but I am lonely.

T: Why do you not live with your husband?

C: My husband is after money. I love my in-laws. I love my place.

C: My husband loves me but neglects me for money.

T: As I count from 1to 3, you will move to the next significant moment in that lifetime.

C: In-laws died

T: Does your husband come back after your in-laws died?

C: No

T: You live alone in this house.

C: Yes

T: Move to the next significant moment in that life.

C: I am 50 years old, and my husband is Joy. He lives with another woman. He still has feelings for me.

T: Move ahead in time and see what happens.

C: White clothes. I am fat.

T: Your husband is dead.

C: Maybe

T: How old were you then?

C: 70 above

T: Allow yourself to move ahead in time to the last day of your life in that lifetime, Parvathy.

C: I am on my bed

T: Are you able to see anyone around?

C: Servants are there. Relatives are there.

T: Allow yourself to fully experience your final moments in that lifetime.
What are you feeling?

C: Sad,deprived.

T: Deprived of what?

C:Husband’s love

T:As I count from 1 to 3, your soul will gently rise out of the body.
1… 2… 3…
What do you feel now?

C: Sad

T: Look upward… You may notice a gentle, bright light guiding you.

C: Long Pause

T: How are you feeling as your soul rises?

After a very long pause, she answers

C: I am free

T: From this space, where you can see everything clearly, what do you understand now about that lifetime? What were your lessons from that life?

C: Be strong

T: What could you have done to be strong?

C: I should have stayed with my husband. I neglected my husband. I did not understand him or his needs.

T: Beautiful awareness.

T: How are you feeling now?

C: Very light

T: The client was allowed to spend some time enjoying the feeling of lightness.

T: She was finally emerged as per the guidelines.

Integration

My client was both surprised and relieved by what emerged from her subconscious mind. Although she came to the session with the intention of understanding the cause of her job instability, her subconscious chose to reveal the pain she had been carrying for years—the unresolved emotional wound from her past relationship. She herself recognised a clear karmic link. As Parvathy in a past lifetime, she had neglected her husband, choosing the comfort of her in-laws and her familiar surroundings while he lived far away. Though he loved her, she was emotionally unavailable to him. Her affection remained unspoken and unexpressed. Over time, this led to emotional distance, and he eventually sought companionship elsewhere. She ended that lifetime feeling lonely, abandoned, and deprived of the love she longed for.

In her present life, the same pattern returned—only in reverse. This time, she was the one who loved deeply, waited faithfully, and hoped for commitment, while he withdrew, postponed decisions, and ultimately chose not to be with her. What she experienced was a classic example of karmic balancing—not punishment, but a deeper awareness meant to bring healing, understanding, and emotional completion.

In the first lifetime, she saw herself as a strict and harsh man who treated others badly. Because of this, people were scared of him, and he ended up feeling lonely and disconnected. This showed her that using power in the wrong way and reacting with anger can lead to isolation.

In the second lifetime as Yashoda, she had a lot of wealth but felt emotionally empty and alone. Because she was afraid people would harm her, she pushed wealth and support away. She realised that this fear of wealth and responsibility has carried into her present life and affects her ability to receive abundance.

Follow-Up

We decided to follow up after 2 weeks.

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@somasea Very nice session Soma.

Having got so much clarity now from this session, to find a peace and happiness, may your client meditates and get that :pray:

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@somasea again, you did great :+1: your client is very lucky to find answers to her questions. I hope she lives in that bliss :folded_hands:t2::folded_hands:t2: it was a beautiful read. I love your history session divided into different categories :ok_hand::ok_hand: keep rocking :heart:

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Big win for her! So lucky to found answers to both her questions :folded_hands:t2::folded_hands:t2:

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So beautifully done, guiding and navigating the client in her final moments :folded_hands:t2::folded_hands:t2:

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That was the realization and connection with wealth :+1:

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Excellent study to learn

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Thank you so much Arumugam ji🙏

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Thank you so much Harmeet​:folded_hands::heart:

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@somasea great work soma :hibiscus::heart:

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Well conducted session Soma. And its nice the client found her source of distress from past lives.

@somasea I feel some more details in regard to identification(name,age etc) followed by referring in presentence,may have anchored the client in the accessed pastlife.There was scope for KMF to classic.

This comes across as leading and suggestion comes acoss as authoritarian.

I feel this could have been framed differently to know about her husband

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Very good case study and very nicely done :+1:

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Thanks Dr. Sarandha,for your valuable feed back . I shall definitely keep that in mind.

This comes across as leading and suggestion comes across as authoritarian.

I understand Dr. Sarandha ,but at EKAA, where I have completed my earlier training,we were taught to guide the client using these suggestions,hence I used it.I shall try not to put suggestions from my side going forward

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Thanks for reaching out to this client Soma and taking the time to share this splendid session with us. further to what @hc2101 and @sarandha have shared, here is my take.

Any time we sense a disproportionate amount of mania or phobia, it’s the right candidate for PLRT.

heart rending actually, but the greatest of the grace in her life is she found you and has got a session from you.

I’ve removed some of the content so that we can go the crux asap.

This is how the theme is weaved into a suggestion. Splendid my blessed @somasea

What we give, comes back, where else to learn this so effectively about Karma than in PLRT?

Wouldn’t empathising, stress management, anchoring have been more appropriate here Soma?

Better to have made of note of this, assured the client that you will come back to this lifetime and done the KMF2C and complete resolution of the PL1.

this is to true, if earning appears like one hassle, managing it is a bigger one.

Maybe this is how we don’t comprehend the might of the Superconscious that we deal with in the PLR sessions, her instability was due to not being able to form or maintain relationships, which is an absolute must even for business and PL1 had already provided us that.
My humble request resolve what emerges before moving on to the next sub-personality.

very nicely resolved.

can imagine her relief Soma, well done.

can you update us on this please.

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Hope your client got closure with what she wanted. Best wishes to you

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What a wonderful session Soma.

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